.....

"I'm really sorry, and I bother you to send me."

Su Bai had an apologetic smile on his face. There was a deep wave in his eyes.

"It's okay, I'm... I'm just going home. Let's go together. ”

Good night, a little face flushed slightly, shook his head and explained.

It's been a long time since school ended, and the usually lively corridor seems very quiet.

Make your voice stand out.

"You're scared, aren't you?"

Su Bai stared sideways at Goodnight slightly.

Goodnight muttered in his heart, and his eyes drifted a little.

It's as if someone has said it's on your mind.

"I noticed it in the office. Your whole body is shaking. ”

"Although there were only 3 people at the time, it was because I was a stranger. So, you're scared. ”

He looked directly at her, his eyes thick as ink.

"Senior, I..."

Good night, the conversation became slurred. Extremely nervous.

"We're the same."

Su Bai's eyes softened, and a warm smile appeared. Faintly spit out a few words,

"Non-literal social panic disorder."

Good night with a slight shock.

Senior he ..... Also have this disease?

Looking at Goodnight's surprised expression, Su Bai smiled slightly.

Knowing she didn't believe it.

"It used to be even worse than you. ”

"Whether it's a familiar person or a stranger, as long as they talk to me, I will be scared out of sight."

"I never dare to go to crowded places. As soon as someone stares at me, I start to break out in a cold sweat. ”

He still has a dazzling smile, but the words he says make people feel so distressed, so....

Empathy.

"We're really the same."

A bitter smile spread to the corners of Goodnight's mouth. I'd rather not be like this.

Because few people know how painful it is for people with this unusual mental illness.

"Senior, but you really don't look like it."

"You look good. Very comfortable. It's not like it's deliberately hidden. ”

Goodnight looked at him, envious of how well he could control it.

After all, she was also a stranger in front of him. He was not afraid.

"I'm so much better than I used to be. It's almost cured. ”

Su Bai had a soft gaze, like a little sun that lit up the good night at this time.

"Can it be cured?"

Good night immediately took over the conversation, and there was a bit of joy in his tone.

"Yes, yes."

Yes yes.

Good night, but he began to hesitate.

She shook her head.

"Impossible, I...."

"Since childhood, I have been taken to various psychological clinics and hospitals. I have follow-up appointments every week, and I go abroad for a check-up every year. I ate handfuls of colorful medicines. ”

"It's useless."

Goodnight's tone is getting lower and lower. Hot tears rolled down his cheeks.

The pitiful appearance of pear blossoms with rain. The soft corner of Su Bai's heart ached.

Wiped the tears from the girl's face with her slender finger bones.

It really looks like he squatted on the ground and cried when he was a child.

So helpless, so frightened.

I don't want to believe in the beauty of the world.