Chapter 176: I also have a heart to belong to

Su He woke up and it was already dark, the dormitory was quiet and empty, she thought that Yan Cuo was here before she fell asleep, but now she thought that she was leaving.

She sat up, looked at her phone, it was already evening, her stomach screamed, she got up numbly, ready to treat her stomach first.

As soon as she got out of bed, she saw Yan Cuo walk in, still holding dinner in his hand, obviously to fetch her food.

Su He smelled the fragrance of pork ribs, felt that her appetite was aroused, and when she opened the lunch box, it was indeed braised pork ribs, as well as a few vegetarian dishes, she raised her head and smiled gratefully at Yancuo, "You still understand me, I just woke up, and now I'm dying of hunger, I really want to eat pork ribs." ”

Yan Cuo thought of the appearance when he had just grabbed the last braised pork ribs for her in the cafeteria, and looked at her gobbling up at the moment, a little helpless, but he still turned around and got her a bottle of water and opened it for her.

"Eat slowly, no one will rob you."

said so, but he was used to her, so he would always get used to bringing her water to prevent her from choking.

Su He ate quickly, quickly finished all the ribs, and burped with satisfaction, touched his round belly, stood up and turned around a few times.

After dinner, the two girls went to the playground together, and the winter wind was blowing slowly, bringing a burst of coolness. Yan Cuo wrapped her clothes tightly and walked slowly on this playground, looking at the flowers, grass and trees on this campus, all of which were deeply engraved in her mind.

Whether it is the original Anseong No. 1 Middle School, or the later Yanfen Middle School, or the current Ontario University, they have left too many marks of themselves in this city and carried too many memories of them.

"It's New Year's again." Yancuo suddenly spoke, and then Su He looked at the expression on her face that was a little hollow, her eyes looked ahead, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

"Yes, we're going to be a year older soon, and in the blink of an eye, we're going to be adults." Su He said slowly, as if he was recalling the interesting things of his childhood, as if he was recalling his past self.

Yancuo looked at her and nodded, then looked a little stunned, and asked for a long time, "Su He, my mother said that she hoped I could forgive her, and hoped that I could call her mother, but I couldn't do it, what should I do, am I too ruthless." ”

Su He looked at her like this, and knew how tormented her heart was, what a kind person she was, the last thing she wanted was to hurt others, but her parents were too disagreeable, Rao was Su He, although she lacked maternal love when she was young, Su Changsheng was good to her for more than ten years, and she never let her lack anything.

But her parents, who ignored her since she was a child, and looked at her coldly, Su He couldn't imagine how desperate her words were at that time.

No matter how you think about it, they are not worthy of forgiveness, Yan Cuo is the right choice, if it is Su He's choice, he may not be able to mention them so calmly.

She patted her on the shoulder and comforted, "You don't have pressure, follow your heart, I can't give you any advice, because this is your family, you can admit it if you want to, if there is still a pimple in your heart, then don't admit it, you don't let other people's things easily affect your emotions." ”

Yan was a little empty in her eyes, I don't know if she listened to it, and after a while, her words came slowly with a gust of wind and fell on Su He's ears.

"I like that kid very much, that's my younger brother, although I'm not a father with me, but I'm also a person of blood, when I see him, I want to be close, I want to be good to him, I want to protect him well."

The voice was very soft, but when I listened carefully, it was with a firmness and a joy.

Su He had thought about it before, when Yan Cuo faced his half-brother, he should be rejected when he faced the child who had been loved by thousands of people since he was born.

It's like, when Yancuo sees him, he thinks of himself who was neglected and neglected in his childhood.

Will hate, will be unwilling.

But she didn't, but only kindness.

"Since you like it, then treat him well, I believe that when he grows up, he will be proud to have a sister like you." Su He's words of encouragement rang in Yancuo's ears, and she smiled slightly.

"Hopefully."

"Then I'll accompany you to see her during the Spring Festival." Su He hooked her hand, she knew her concerns, she liked that child, but she didn't want to face Hui.

Yan Cuo looked at her with some gratitude in his eyes, and his eyes were red, as if he was about to cry in the next second.

"Su He, thank you."

Su He deliberately exaggerated the long jump, looked at her and said with some disgust: "Don't fall in love with me, I'm a famous flower, and I don't want to be torn apart by Yu Muyang." ”

Yancuo was amused by her, "What nonsense." ”

"Then you see that your eyes are red, are you moved by me and want to cry." Su He deliberately exaggerated it, and then looked at Yan Cuo and wiped her eyes a little unnaturally, and slapped her hand like a coquette.

"I was blown by the wind, and I didn't cry."

"That's good, or I'll be scared to death by my own charm, although I'm a little fairy who everyone loves, but I'm very single-minded." Su He continued to play with the treasure, watching Yan Cuo slowly deepen his smile, without the melancholy aura just now.

"Cut, I also have a heart, okay?" Yan Cuo couldn't help but retort when he looked at her, thinking of the boy, the corners of his mouth slowly hooked.

Thinking of the way he looked when he pulled himself out today, thinking of the way he looked at himself with extreme joy, looking at his grandfather and praising her around him, he was the happiest person at that moment.

How fortunate to be surrounded by such a lovely group of people, who all love themselves in different ways, regardless of the depth or the way.

It's also because they want to be better, want to let go of that obsession, and want to try to accept that person, but there are still a lot of mustards in their hearts, like a thorn stuck in their throat, which makes her uncomfortable.

Now seeing Su He trying to unravel himself, he was suddenly relieved, since he couldn't let go, then follow his heart, he was not a saint.

I am an ordinary person, why should I have so many requirements for myself, it is better to live easily and wantonly.

But I still think of that lovely child from time to time, I haven't seen him for a few months, and I have been back a few times in the middle, but I haven't gone to see him, and I have to admit that I still have some fear.

Let's go see him during the Spring Festival, Yan Cuo thought so, and I don't know if he will cry when he sees him, whether he will feel that he has deceived him, and whether he will no longer be close to him.

I was apprehensive, but I still wanted to see him, I wanted to see that lovely boy, and I wanted to see his surprise when he saw him.

He smiled, as if the whole world was covered with sunshine.