Chapter 53: Falling into a deep sleep
An Wen gently bumped into the back of the chair, and he felt a knock, and it was no big deal, so let Lu Chen not be too nervous, he was not so fragile.
An Wen returned to the room, because there were too many things that had happened recently, another banquet, another disappearance, another hospitalization, and the quarrel just now, so that An Wen was physically and mentally exhausted, leaned on the bed, and fell asleep after a while.
Lu Chen tiptoed into the room, looked at An Wen, who was already asleep, and felt sorry for this woman in his heart, but when he saw the men who were closer to her, he always felt that they had thoughts about this silly girl, and they mainly wanted to protect An Wen, so that she would not be deceived or harmed.
Lu Chen sat beside her, trying not to touch Anwen, let her have a good rest.
When I woke up the next morning, the people around me had already left and gone to the company.
Sit up and feel your lower abdomen drop slightly. There was a slight pain, and a warm liquid was felt coming out.
I was a little flustered, and when I got up and got out of bed, I found that there was a small piece of red left on the sheets. An Wen was a little impatient in his heart, what was wrong with him? Look at your face again, it's a little pale.
I went to the bathroom to change my clothes and found that I had left some blood, although not a lot, but after all, I was in a special period of pregnancy.
An Wen simply tidied himself up, and went out to take a taxi, "Master, trouble to the nearest hospital." ”
When I came to the hospital, I was alone, hung up the number of the obstetrics and gynecology department, and when I was waiting in the waiting area of the obstetrics and gynecology department, I couldn't help but feel sour when I looked at this couple who were clinging to each other.
Soon, the little nurse came out and called out to An Wen, got up and entered the consultation room.
"Doctor, my specific situation is that I woke up this morning and found that I was bleeding, and I was a little worried and wanted to come to the hospital to check it out."
An calmly faced the doctor, a little embarrassed, and whispered about his situation.
"This depends on whether the amount is large, but also depends on the implantation position of the fertilized egg, specifically according to Miss An's description, the problem is not big, some pregnant women will indeed have a small amount of bleeding during pregnancy, relax."
"To be on the safe side, let's do a check-up first." The middle-aged female doctor looked at An Wen's nervousness and said comfortingly.
An listened to the doctor's words, did a series of B-ultrasound examinations, re-took the report sheet in his hand, and returned to the doctor.
Looking at the female doctor's more and more solemn expression, the frowning appearance made the heart that had just been put down re-raised, "Doctor, what is the specific situation... Just tell me..."
The middle-aged female doctor was silent for a while, and when she looked at An Wen again, she had an encouraging look on her face, "Miss An, I am very sorry to tell you that your child, to be precise, is still a fertilized egg that has just been transformed into an embryo, and has separated from the uterine wall, and remains in your uterus, but is not attached to the uterine wall. ”
"To put it in an easy-to-understand way, it's Miss An, I'm sorry to tell you that your child has been lost." The middle-aged female doctor's words were full of regret.
She could feel that An Wen attached importance to this child as soon as she entered the consultation room, and now the result is that the child has fallen, which is undoubtedly a heavy blow to An Wen.
When An Wen heard the doctor say that the child had fallen, his eyes were uncontrollably red, and he wanted to hold back his tears and tears, but it really hurt, not in the lower abdomen, but in his heart.
The child between himself and Lu Chen is gone, and the child that he and Lu Chen are looking forward to so much is gone, and the stable heart seems to be pinched together, and the limbs are exuding pain.
In the end, An Wen didn't hold back, and the two streams fell into the frame of his eyes.
My first child, how could it be, just gone...... He can be born and grow up, he can call my mother with my arms, call my father with Lu Chen, a family of three, and live happily together, but now it seems that only the two of them are left, and the innocent and lovely baby is gone.
The middle-aged female doctor wanted to help her when she saw An Stable's pain, but there were so many words of comfort, and she didn't know how to say it.
The doctor began to explain, "The reason why this child will have a slippery fetus is due to the depression and recent violent mood fluctuations, which led to the slippage of the fetus. ”
The doctor's words sounded like a bolt from the blue to An Wen, thinking that the crystallization of his and Lu Chen's love was gone, and An Wen's mood was very bad.
An walked out of the doctor's office, holding the labor induction notice issued by the middle-aged female doctor in his hand, and lost his soul.
The current stability is like a walking dead who has been drained of his soul, and his mind is full of his unborn child......
On the day I was hospitalized in the hospital two days ago, the report card given by the doctor said that the child was still there, and as long as he had a good rest, the child would be fine.
An Wen went to pay the fee, and waited at the door of the operating room, there was no sound in the operating room, and when An Wen heard it, it was all the cry of a child, and the child who was deprived of his life was shouting, "Mom, why don't you want me anymore." ”
The sound of milk was milky, and An Wen only felt a cool breeze blowing, and he shivered all over, and smelled the smell of disinfectant water, which made people nauseous.
Finally, it was Anwen's turn, and it was still the familiar little nurse, who looked at Anwen's case, silently took Anwen into the operation preparation room, and looked at Anwen's eyes full of helplessness.
The little nurse is in the obstetrics and gynecology department, and every day she sees too many newlyweds or couples who are ecstatic to see their daughter-in-law pregnant, and there are also ruthless people who break down their relationship and hurt the innocent and want to beat the child......
"Miss An, there will be more children, you are still young, and you can still have another child with your husband, don't be too sad, take care of your body."
Seeing An Wen so sad, the young nurse gently patted her back and whispered comfort.
Lying on the cold operating table, at the moment when the anesthetic was applied, An Wen thought of Lu Chen, who had failed to protect their baby, and was in a daze, as if he saw Lu Chen's face.
An Wen was still aware of the last moment, and whispered Lu Chen's name......
What follows is endless cold and darkness...
An Wen woke up again, the time was already in the afternoon, his abdomen was still a little painful, and he lay on the hospital bed with his eyes open and cried silently.
thought that just now, the doctor took out the crystallization of his and Lu Chen's love from his body through cold surgical forceps.
The little nurse came in, "Miss An, you woke up, the operation was fast and smooth, if you feel unwell, you can rest in the hospital for another day or two, if you feel fine, you can be discharged now." ”
An Wen felt that he couldn't make a sound for a while, and waited calmly for a while, and the little nurse was not in a hurry, so she waited for her quietly, "You haven't told your husband about this yet, it's better to tell him earlier, the two of them work hard, and the child will be there soon." ”
"Thank you." After thinking about it for a long time, three words popped out of his mouth, and his voice was still thin and silent.
"I'll rest for a while and I'll leave today." An Wen continued.
"Okay, it's okay, just go back and pay more attention to rest. Don't be too tired, and don't be too sad and sad, it's harmful to the recovery body. Hopefully, the next time I see you, you're here for a prenatal checkup. The little nurse showed her two little tiger teeth and smiled slightly, wanting to reassure An Wen.
Alone and walking out of the hospital alone, her mind kept recalling the picture of the doctor telling her that the child was gone, and her heart was heavy.
Is God playing a big joke on her? I just learned about the existence of the child, thinking that this child can make the relationship between her and Lu Chen a little more stable, after all, the relationship between them started very suddenly... And I don't want to recall my childhood again, because of my father's bad gambling, the family is in debt, I still remember the man in my memory who lost the gambling and went to drink, and when he got drunk, he came home and began to beat his mother, beating himself, and his mother tried to protect herself underneath, because of humility, her mother never knew how to resist, so her childhood was so gray and unbearable...... Until she met Lu Chen, she was a star in her gloomy life, giving her hope, giving her love, and letting her know that there is happiness in this world.
When she was sure that there was a child, she secretly made up her mind to give the unborn baby a happy family, so that he could grow up happily in the love of his parents. However, now everything is impossible, it all becomes a bubble, and her child leaves her body like this, only the strange appearance of her lower body after the operation reminds her that this poor child once existed......
For a moment, An Wen was a little unsteady, and his eyes were black.
In a trance, a black shadow appeared in front of him, and before he could react, he bumped into a middle-aged woman with a slightly chubby body. When she didn't stand still, she staggered to the side, and when she steadied herself, she heard the woman yelling at her.
"Who? So don't you have long eyes, be careful, walk without looking at the road? I spent hundreds of thousands of dollars to buy a bag, can you afford to pay for it?" the woman kept babbling, and her mouth was still dry and brought personal attacks.
An Wen didn't listen, and was about to turn around and leave when he found a person with a peaked cap in the corner not far away, looking at himself, and after finding that he saw him, the person hurriedly looked away, lowered the brim of his hat, and hurried away.
An Wen's heart flashed with a trace of incomprehensible doubt, and he turned to leave.
After returning home safely, he found that Lu Chen was not there, and there was no trace of popularity, so he took a shower by himself, and quietly lay on the bed looking at the ceiling in a daze, thinking about how he was going to speak, and told Lu Chen the unfortunate news: the child is gone.
After seeing that her family was pregnant because she was pregnant, Lu Chen found someone to bring her back various supplements from abroad; A bunch of bottles and cans of additive-free skin care products for pregnant women on the dresser; Radiation protection suits in the closet and a bunch of big-name maternity clothes... There was a hint of bitterness in my stable heart!
Thinking of the news that he knew that he was pregnant, Lu Chen's bright smile from the heart, and when he happily ordered these delicate little things, the irrepressible sense of happiness, he couldn't bear to destroy this beauty, and he didn't know how to speak... If he told him, would he be as sad as she was?
The time unconsciously arrived at six o'clock in the afternoon, Lu Chen returned home, and found that An was lying on the bed without saying a word, a little worried, and hurriedly ran over.
"What's wrong? Is it unwell? Or is there any uncomfortable pregnancy reaction? Do you want to go to the hospital? A heavy look of worry flashed between his eyebrows as he spoke, and seeing that An Wen still didn't speak, he gently reached forward to pick up An Wen and ordered to prepare the car.