It's as if God is telling me that demons are demons who don't deserve love, demons who don't deserve love, and can't be loved.

Birth, old age, sickness and death are human nature, but I didn't think that his departure would be so fast, he suddenly left me, and even at the end of her life, I was still working hard to earn her medical bills.

Medicine in this era can't save too many things at all, and birth, old age, sickness and death are really painful things.

At the end of her life, I begged the vampire to bite her, and even if she became a monster like me, I didn't want her to leave me like that.

And then my beloved she still didn't wake up.

"She doesn't want to be a monster, and if she wants to be bitten into a vampire, she wants to live." The vampire said helplessly.

I collapsed on the ground against the wall, she left without the will to live, and I probably felt too tired to live.

Because even as a normal person, she will still be slandered by some people, maybe in the eyes of those so-called normal people in the real sense, she is not a normal person.

Because she's intersex, everyone treats her as a monster, just like when I was a kid, maybe only two people who have been thought to be monsters and demons since they were young can come together.

Actually, what I like about her is that she always seems to be positive, but I can't do that.

Later, I learned that she was not really positive and optimistic, and that she had the disease early on because she had just learned about her pregnancy at that time.

She hid my desire to bring the baby to me, but I lost her forever.

Actually, I'm still very grateful to the vampire who bit her, he is really a good person in the vampire world, so I was afraid that people would always keep the vampire when they hunted and hunted.

I raised Xiaoyang alone, until one day I found that the energy in my body was getting more and more uncontrollable, I would be angry from time to time, smash things from time to time, and even turn into a wisp of black smoke sometimes.

I became a complete monster and a complete demon, and I sent Xiaoyang to her mother's relatives' house and gave people lots and lots of money.

I knew that those people were not good to her, not good to my daughter at all, but I had no choice but to watch from afar, as if I didn't know anything.

But what can I do? I'm afraid that the dark energy in my body will hurt my daughter, I am already a monster wife, how can I let my daughter become a monster in the eyes of others?

I know that they are trying to live, why is the world so unfair to me, and wants me to suffer something that I don't want to suffer.

The priests who taught me to learn, who brought me knowledge, who taught me to love, who taught me to speak, were burned to death by those who were ignorant.

She brought me love and a baby, and she left me like that.

And my daughter because I don't want her to be a monster too, so I'm still going to leave her, even if that person hates me, even if she hates me, even if she will be sad?

He's going to be sad, but he's not going to be looked down upon, he's not going to be treated like a monster, and I don't want my daughter to follow in that footsteps again.

Her mother and I had always been treated as monsters, so I didn't want her to be monsters again.

It seems that this world is not worthy of my love at all, and later I checked a lot of information to find out that the dark energy in my body is called the seven deadly sins.

Maybe I'm really a demon, maybe I'm just a vessel for those sinful choices, but isn't everyone in human beings with seven deadly sins?

Can anyone really avoid these seven deadly sins?

In fact, I have been waiting for someone to wipe me out of this world, I have lived for hundreds of years, I am tired of life, I will always only watch the people I care about leave me.

Arrogance, jealousy, anger, laziness, greed, gluttony, and lust.

I don't seem to exist in any of them, but I'm still called a monster and a demon.

I also used to think about loving the world deeply, but this world will always give me endless sadness.

I don't seem to hate anyone and I don't seem to love anyone anymore, because I know that these people don't live as long as I do, and I can only watch them leave this world, and I still live alone.

I want to read a book and a song for a long life, but I find that I can't die no matter what, when did I start wanting to destroy the world?

It was as if one day I was walking alone on the street and I found that everyone here had arrogance, jealousy, anger, laziness, greed, gluttony and lust in their eyes.

These people are obviously the real demons, and none of these people are spared, all of them have the energy of the seven deadly sins.

Why am I called a demon alone, and why should I be subjected to all this dark energy?

Since they're all bad people, let's destroy the world completely, I thought.

Later, after I was defeated by that Q, I went from being a vampire boss to a real demon.

Later, I found out that there were some people who had the worst of the seven deadly sins and the strongest dark energy, but I found that some of them were forced.

For example, the pervert, obviously he was not a bad person at the beginning, and he was just a person who longed to be loved at the beginning, but he was hurt all over his body.

But he is still a big bad guy, if he doesn't mess with me, he will probably be punished by the law, and even if he mixes with me, he will be sanctioned.

But he still didn't flinch in the slightest, and the fact that he wanted to be a companion to the devil surprised me.

It turns out that the warmth that inadvertently gave people is so powerful?

When he was defeated by the Okai Super Rider, I subconsciously saved him, because I was also so believed and trusted by the same person.

They say that demons have no heart, but demons also had hearts at first, but then their hearts died.

And one of my current cadres is named Cao Wen, who used to be a star, living a life of fine clothes and food, and worry-free food and clothing.

However, he became a companion of demons in order to resurrect his sister.

In fact, I know that he also feels that he can't resurrect his sister at all, in fact, he just wants to avenge his sister.

Because people often use the most disgusting language to describe his sister, and use the most beautiful language to praise him, and the meaning of his sister to him is extraordinary.

He never felt that his sister was a bad person.

I think another reason for destroying this world is that when I collect all the emotions of people's parents, then I can change everything and have the ability to change history.

Autumn, now that the world is destroyed, I can fabricate a world I want, and it must be a new world without demons.

When the whole world is full of demons, then there will be no such thing as demons in this world.

I'm going to bring Xiao Yang with me, because I find that I can control those evil energies and not hurt Xiao Yang.

I wanted to make up for all the father's love I had lost over the years to Xiaoyang, but Xiaoyang refused, and after thinking about it, I still have to respect Xiaoyang's choice.

But Cao Wen didn't think so, Cao Wen actually still loved Xiao Yang, but he had become a companion to the demon and was not worthy of a clean Xiao Yang, so he decided to turn Xiao Yang into a demon as well.

The news that I am Xiaoyang's father is Cao Wenfang.

"Why did you do that, Xiaoyang doesn't want to come back, why are you forcing her?" I beat Cao Wen angrily.

"Don't you want her back? Don't you want to come back? Demon, you miss her too, don't you? Cao Wen said as he licked the blood from the corner of his mouth.

What Cao Wen said is actually right, even if he is a demon, he wants to be a good father.

That's the story about me becoming a demon.

I don't want to be a demon, but the world seems to never be able to get along with me.

If I could, I would like to be a singer, and I would like to give the songs I wrote to her who I liked, as well as Xiaoyang.

It's a pity that the world doesn't seem to want me to show up!

So the music world has lost a superstar.

If I could do it all over again, I would like to be able to be an ordinary person, I don't want to be a demon, I want to try to be an angel.

I hope that the sun will shine on me in the future, give me warmth and love, and I hope that every stranger I meet can be polite to me, instead of opening and closing my mouth and calling the devil a monster.

I don't want to be immortal, I want to be an ordinary partner and join hands for a lifetime, instead of watching her leave and have no power to return to heaven.

I want to be able to do a lot of things in my limited life that I once wanted to do but didn't dare to do, I wanted to go far away, not because I had nowhere to go, not because I was wandering, but because I just wanted to go to that place.

I also used to yearn for poetry and distance, but the places I went to were not poetry and distance, but endless desolation.

If I can start over, I don't want my parents to leave me behind, I want to be able to see the world from the beginning, and I want the people in this world to be gentle with me.

I hope that in the days to come, I will be able to enrich my mediocre life, and I hope that after I leave this world, I will be able to live in the hearts of others.

It's a pity that there is never a way to start over, demons are demons.

There are some things that you can't turn back once you start, even if you don't want to be the person you hate the most, but when you were born, everyone said that you were like this, and then you were forced to accept that if you are that kind of person, even if you want to turn back halfway, there is no chance for you to turn back.

So let me, a lonely demon, be killed sooner!