It's been three years, three years, she has explained countless times, and still no one wants to believe her, even Qin Shi, who she cares about the most, also thinks that she is a bad woman who can do anything in order to climb into his bed.

But in the Qin period, we have known each other for seven years, a full seven years, and those days of getting along day and night are really not worth Lu Ning's late words?

She didn't want to explain any more.

After staying outside the door for a while, trying to control his expression, he left the Lu family directly, leaving only a thin back, lonely and lonely.

Lu Xinman remembers very well that she liked Qin Shi for seven years, and four of them were simple and beautiful crushes.

It's a throbbing that I still remember.

She loved the warmth in his tone when he circled himself in his black coat on a winter night, watching him smile sweetly at herself, and when he called himself "full".

I like his warm and bright smile the most.

Seven years, seven years! Qin Shi loved from beginning to end, but there was only one Lu Ningwan......

The accident three years ago ruined Lu Ningwan's leg, but Lu Xinman felt that it had ruined her entire life.

That year, Lu Ningwan had to temporarily give up her marriage contract with Qin Shi because she injured her leg and chose to go abroad for treatment, and the Lu family was afraid that she would suddenly regret her marriage and embarrass the Qin family, so after weighing it, she replaced Lu Ningwan and married Qin Shi.

When he first learned the news, Lu Xinman admitted that he felt that he had a dream, and it was impossible to say that he was unhappy, and even secretly excited, feeling that he finally had a chance to get close to him.

But it backfired, on the first night of the wedding, Qin Shi sank his face, trapped Lu Xinman under him and tortured him repeatedly, that kind of resentful and disgusted eyes, so that Lu Xinman couldn't forget it.

Qin Shi even moved to pinch her neck and asked loudly: "Why are you so vicious!" ”

Lu Xinman looked at Qin Shi's eyes at that time, and for a moment, she really wished that she would be strangled to death by him like that.

Why is Lu Ning favored everywhere, and everyone takes care of her and cherishes her in every way.

It's just her, it's just her...... Love or not, grievance or not, no one cares.

Obviously, he knows that he likes him, but her love is not worth mentioning in his eyes, and even equates it with viciousness, feeling that her love is treacherous and greedy, and love is unscrupulous.

In the past three years, Lu Xinman has tried to find countless evidence, trying to make Qin Shi understand the truth and let the Lu family understand the truth.

But later she found that in their eyes, what they believed was the truth, and unless Lu Ning opened her mouth later, it would be meaningless for her to find more evidence.

It's quite a failure, Lu Xin thought.

"Xinman, still drawing pictures so late? Hurry home and rest. ”

Zhu Zan held a cup of coffee in his right hand, pushed open the office door, and when he saw Lu Xinman so focused, he couldn't help frowning, and deliberately put the coffee in front of her.

Lu Xinman smelled the aroma of coffee, smiled bitterly, and then smiled, "I don't have a home." ”

Then continue with the sketch in hand.

She thought about it for a long time, and was going to use this wedding ring to commemorate her last love, she felt that the wedding ring should represent beauty, but she thought about it for a long time and found that there were no good memories between her and Qin Shi.

Originally, she wanted to use pink gemstones, but because of the hollowness in her mind, she changed to black.

Zhu Zanyou leaned over to look at the artwork and wondered: "Black? ”

"I think it's pretty good." Lu Xinman looked at the three-dimensional lines on the drawing, and his eyes were profound that others couldn't understand.

"Okay," Zhu Zanyou trusted her, so he quickly compromised, "As the best-selling and most intelligent designer in the company, I have no choice but to support you." ”

Zhu Zanyou smiled, always thinking about others, "But, Xinman, you work so hard, you have to pay attention to your body." ”

"Okay," Lu Xinman tried his best to make a smile, pondered for a while, and explained to Zhu Zanyou, "I may have to go to live in other places for a few months, and when the first draft comes out, I will send you an email, if there is anything that needs to be changed, you can reply to me." ”

"Why do you suddenly want to go to another place?"

"Go out for a walk and take a break." Lu Xinman subconsciously glanced at his lower abdomen, and consciously stroked his palm, always feeling that he could feel a little life moving.

The night she came back that day when she deceived Qin Shi, she had made all the preparations. calculated the days and took ovulation induction injections, in order to conceive a child in Qin Shi.

Qin Shi didn't love her, she knew it. There was still half a year left, and she didn't want to pin her slim hopes on someone who wouldn't look back at her at all, but the child was the closest connection between her and Qin Shi, and no one could intervene.

When the time comes, she will have the name and the child, but Lu Ningwan will not be anything.

It was impossible for Qin Shi to break ties with her.

……

Three days later, Lu Xinman returned to the "Peony Garden" to pack his things.

"Peony Garden" is the wedding room given by the Qin family to Qin Shi, a European-style single-family villa, a person standing in the center of the living room, it seems that there will be an echo when shouting, empty, empty to make people panic.

And the number of times Qin Shi came back, she could count it with two hands.

Lu Xinman packed up his things, and when he went downstairs, he turned around and looked at the house, with the illusion of "nothing to do with it".

Just about to push the door out, but the door was opened from the outside, Lu Xinman and Qin Shi looked at each other and saw the cold afterglow in his eyes.

Qin Shi didn't say anything to her, and took out a black suitcase from the bedroom downstairs.

Lu Xinman felt a little cold in her heart, so she looked away, but it didn't get better, she felt that she should turn around and leave at this time, but she couldn't take that step, and she realized that she was a little reluctant.

Qin Shi was about to bypass her, but stopped when he was about to bypass her, saw the suitcase beside her, and wondered: "You want to go on a business trip?" ”

Lu Xin's body stiffened for a moment, and he let out a soft "um" with difficulty.

Qin Shi's gaze fell on her shoulder, round and thin, and continued to ask, "How long?" ”

“…… For a long time. ”

Qin Shi stopped talking, and the outline of his side face seemed to flicker in the crystal chandelier above his head.

After a long time, he suddenly said, "The lock has been changed, I won't come back." ”

Lu Xinman felt that her heart was first chuckling, and then it was like being suddenly pressed down by a big stone, and her heart kept sinking, sinking into a bottomless abyss, surrounded by darkness, dead silence, and light that she couldn't grasp.

"Okay."

It seems that in the past six months, he plans to accompany Lu Ning all the time.

He always seemed to be like this, and what she couldn't get with all her might, he always easily left to another woman.

Whether it's feelings or life.

It has nothing to do with her.

Obviously, her heart hurts to death, but she still has to force herself to squeeze out a "good" word calmly, as if she doesn't care at all.

She is such a proud and sensitive person, trying not to let herself get hurt.