Chapter 9: He Loves Too Little
On the day it took effect, they also hired Lu Li as a witness, and they almost let her stand at the dinner table as a pastor to give a speech.
When she was with him, Qingyan seemed to be very happy every minute and every second, and she was willing to do anything for him. Qingyan is a girl who feels embarrassed when oil splashes on her clothes when she eats, and for him, she washes her hands and makes soup, and he complains that it is not appetizing, and Qingyan listens to his complaints and is resigned, as if begging to let him try other dishes.
Lu Li was very disgusted with him at that time, and even felt that he was not worthy of Qingyan.
Lu Li felt distressed about Qingyan, often holding Qingyan's increasingly rough hand, looking at Qingyan's blistered arm splashed by hot oil, her eyes turned red, she persuaded Qingyan not to do that, but Qingyan just smiled, touched Lu Li's little head, and joked that this is what a good wife and mother should do.
During that time, she loved him to death, loved him to death, and clinged to him every day, as if she could live without eating or drinking as long as she had him.
It's just that most men's feelings have never lasted as long as women's, and he is the one in the majority. He is too irritable, his temperament has not yet settled, and he often messes with flowers and grass outside, and has ambiguities with other girls, but he is constantly involved with Qingyan. And Qingyan loved him too much and couldn't give it up, and the two split and got together several times.
At that time, Qingyan often cried with Lu Li, "Every day when I smell the different perfume smell on his body when he comes home, I will bite my arm on the bed to prevent myself from crying." I wanted to give up again and again, but when I saw him obediently when he slept, I couldn't bear it. I reassured myself that it was good if he knew to go home, and that he knew that there was still me at home. ”
At that time, Lu Li picked up his handbag, put a self-defense stick and a bottle of anti-wolf spray bought in a small store into the bag and was about to find that bastard, but was stopped by Qingyan again and again, "I hope Ah Li doesn't interfere with us, I just need you to accompany me." ”
So some nights in those days, Lu Li always hugged Qingyan with red eyes to coax her, and then watched Qingyan fall asleep peacefully. "I'm sure he'll come back, and we'll get married." At that time, Qingyan lay in Lu Li's arms and said in a choked voice.
can be indulged for a long time, but it can never be exchanged for a person's sincerity. And the other person who has been giving his heart for a long time only gets intensification and presumptuousness, as well as sudden betrayal.
It was Qingyan's birthday, and Qingyan happily pulled Lu Lu to go to the supermarket to buy groceries. "It's my birthday, we're going to be happy!" Qingyan said.
But Lu Li that day always felt that his right eyelid was beating non-stop.
"Yan Yan, I always feel that something bad is going to happen today," Lu Li pulled Qing Yan, who was bargaining with the boss, "My right eyelid has been jumping." ”
"Phew! Don't talk nonsense. Qingyan turned her head and gave Lu Li a big roll of her eyes unceremoniously, "Be happy, today is Aunt Ben's birthday!" ”
"Okay sister!" Lu Li hurriedly cheered up and bargained with Qingyan.
Half an hour later, the two got out of the taxi and arrived at the courtyard house rented by Qingyan. Of course, compared with the traditional and serious courtyard houses, the one rented by Qingyan can only be regarded as piracy. But so what? As the book says, where is there not a home if there is a beloved?
"Look, I'll just say he still has mine in his heart," Qingyan said, pointing to the red sports car at the gate of the yard, carrying fish and a bag of shrimp in his hand.
And Lu Li, who was walking behind Qing Yan, was looking down and thinking about how to eat the chicken he was carrying, but he didn't notice that Qing Yan had stopped and hit Qing Yan's back.
"Sss Lu Li was in pain, "Why don't you leave, it hurts!" ”
"The old lady's back doesn't hurt," Qingyan drank lightly, but glanced at the corners of Lu Li's mouth, and then said helplessly: "Can you put away your saliva, your appearance really affects the identity and image of this beauty." ”
Seeing that the corners of Lu Li's mouth were shining, Lu Li licked his lips, "I'm not hungry, really." ”
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"Look, I'll just say it, he knows my birthday today, at home." Qingyan looked at the red sports car in front of the courtyard not far away. Lu Li followed her line of sight, "Tut-tut, why has this car changed color again." Lu Li remembers the last time he saw this car, it was still yellow.
"Uh...... That's not the point. Qingyan pretended to be angry and stared at Lu Li.
"Oh, I know, I'll just talk about the car, your family is too diligent in changing the color of the car." Lu Li ran to the car with small steps.
"Tut-tut, this car is under pressure that it shouldn't have at its age." As he spoke, Lu Li put his hand on the front cover of the car, wanting to touch and comfort this "young child".
"It's hot." When Qingyan walked past Lu Li's side, he looked at the big sun in the noon sky and said a word, and then knocked on the door with a smile.
But it was too late, Lu Li had already put his hand on it.
"Shhhh Huh," In less than two seconds, Lu Li immediately withdrew his hand, immediately put the bag in his other hand on the ground, stroked the hot hand just now, and blew it.
After a while, although there was still some red and a slight pain on my hands, the burning sensation had long since dissipated. Lu Li was about to pick up the vegetables on the ground and run in to scold Qingyan for why he didn't call her, but when he looked up, he saw Qingyan stopped by him.
"Yan Yan, you wait a minute, I have workers here to change the furniture for us, it's a little dirty, wait a minute." He was in his pajamas and leaned out of the crack in the door.
However, Qingyan didn't think much about it, "I'll see what furniture they replaced, some furniture doesn't need to be so troublesome." As he spoke, Qingyan was about to push open the door and go inside.
"Hey, hey, don't," he opened the door in a panic, and reached out to stop Qingyan and Lu Li, who were about to go inside.
"It's dirty inside, so don't come in yet." His eyes dodged, and he looked behind him from time to time.
When Qingyan was confused, "Oh," a woman's yawning voice came, "Baby, why did you come out?" ”
Before he could finish speaking, a woman in smoky makeup appeared behind him. The woman and he were dressed in couple pajamas, and it looked as if they were a couple.
Lu Li recognized it at a glance, it was the couple pajamas that Qingyan pulled Lu Li to the mall to buy a few days ago. At that time, Qingyan said that she would wear this outfit with him on her birthday. And now, he has changed into new pajamas, but the other half of the pajamas are worn on someone else's body.
Finding that there was no longer any need to stop Qingyan, he put down his hand and looked at Qingyan with complicated eyes.
Qingyan was stunned by the situation in front of her, and the food in her hand also fell to the ground.
A few potatoes slipped out of the bag and ran out onto the road in pieces, where they were instantly crushed into mud by passing vehicles. It's like love that is the outside and soft on the inside, so vulnerable.
The four of them just looked at each other. Lu Li's face was in disbelief, while Qingyan's body trembled slightly, his surface was calm, and his heart was already surging.
The woman was the first to react, and put on a pitiful look. "Baby, she's your yellow-faced girlfriend? This sister doesn't seem to have the quality of being a good wife and mother, and she doesn't seem to be too gentle! The woman was coquettish and hugged him from behind.
He turned around, his eyes were full of pampering, and said gently, "It's okay baby, you go in first, I'll solve it." ”
That pampered and gentle look, Qingyan has never enjoyed.
Lu Li couldn't help it, took a step forward, and reached out to fan the woman beside him.
He blocked it and shouted slightly angrily: "Lu Li, don't mess around!" ”
At that moment, Lu Li suddenly remembered that the previous time he and Qingyan were on the way out to eat, a naughty child threw a handful of stones at Qingyan, he saw it, he could have stopped or blocked it, but he didn't, Qingyan was still chuckling after being smashed. That night, Lu Li applied ointment to the little bruises on Qingyan's arms, Qingyan lay on the bed with her eyes closed and wept, after which she said, "I feel distressed." ”
Qingyan pulled back to Lu Li. The moment she touched Lu Li, Lu Li clearly felt that her body was trembling very much.
"Why lie to me?" For a moment, Qingyan, who had been silent, said with red eyes, and his tone was cold. Under the eyes, there is indifference.
He was speechless, speechless. Ren was quite confident in front of Lu Li and the woman, but when he faced Qingyan's eyes, he was silent, he was very guilty, and he didn't even dare to look at Qingyan.
"Why don't you tell me straight, why do you want to bring someone else into my house!" Qingyan said coldly, "Do you think you are really that important?" Do you think I'm going to be stuck with you all the time? ”
And the woman said enchantingly: "Baby, didn't you promise me to break up with my sister, now it's time for you to behave, why don't you dare?" Don't you love me anymore! As he spoke, he pretended to be angry.
"How so! Baby! I love you. He watched the woman busily talk.
The woman raised her chin at Qingyan, as if to say, "Then you say!" ”
"Okay, Yan Yan," he seemed to have made a lot of determination, he seemed to realize that he was no longer worthy of calling her so affectionately, "no- Qingyan, you also saw it, this is the case, there is nothing more to say." ”
"Let's break up." As he said this, he looked down at his toes and no longer looked at Qingyan.
"Look at me!" The tears finally couldn't be held back, and slowly crossed Qingyan's face, "I just ask you, have you ever loved me?" ”
When Qingyan said this, he was the only one in her eyes, no matter what other people thought, she only cared about what kind of answer this man she had loved for so many years would give her.
He slowly raised his head and opened his mouth to say something, but it seemed that something was stuck in his throat again, and he couldn't say it.
If he talks about love, he should feel more guilty about Qingyan.
Deep down, he also wants to be kind to Qingyan, but in fact he always does something to make her sad.
Did he really love Qingyan?
I loved, I really loved, but that kind of love is too short-lived, just like a child, just say that I like something, and forget it in a blink of an eye. He has loved many people, and he always told those women very clearly that he likes the new and hates the old, and he cannot give a woman a lifetime of love.
Those women are all masters of love, just courtesans, and they have never looked for any so-called love from men, so he also has a good time......