Chapter 239 - Chu's herring sadomasochism
The young girl gracefully played the white zither and looked back at Yu Yu falling into love prison (Qingyu Fan Extra Chapter A Qing?? Chu Yu)
She never believes in ghosts and gods, does not believe in the rhyme of life, does not believe in the reincarnation of heaven and earth, and only strives for the day and night of this life. But at that moment, she knelt on the ground, but sincerely prayed, whether it was a god or a ghost, it was anyone, please respond to her prayer!
Please forgive this right hand of greed and hatred, forgive this years of paranoia, forgive me for not knowing what love is.
She wishes that there will be no reincarnation of life, that she will have broken bones and no place to bury herself, and that she will fall into the Nine Hells and suffer from the eighteenth-level ghost fire after death.
Anything is good, she is willing to do anything, as long as she can change the man in her arms for peace in this life!
However, Xu did too much evil in her life, disregarding human life, practicing evil arts, and playing with her sincerity, but even demons and monsters did not want to listen to her prayers.
She sat on her knees, hugging the cold corpse in her arms, still unable to fully believe that he was really lifeless.
When she was young, she never loved the banquet of the lantern festival, and she often lived alone in the house at the expense of noisy places, never showing up easily. But the childhood sweetheart in the house next door is a noisy character, he ranks sixth in the house, at that time the parents set the baby when she was born, the boy was born white and pleasing, although she is growing up, but also happy in her heart.
The two families often come and go, the two are always familiar with each other, she calls him Liulang, he calls her Aqing, and there is always some taste of no guessing. But although she is weak by nature, Rokuro always likes to be lively, loves to indulge horses and songs, likes to call friends to go on cruises, lingers in the lively street market, and the place where mortals are full of voices is what he wants.
She couldn't stand his soft grinding and hard bubbles, and on her sixteenth birthday, she went to the Lantern Festival with him, but she was separated before the Lantern Festival. Rokuro is a cheerful and big character.,I don't know which old friend I'm meeting with at this moment.,Forget yourself for a while.。 She waited in place for a long time, but she didn't see him come to look for her, and she felt a little confused.
She is a little arrogant by nature, and although she has been wronged, she does not like to speak. At this time, when I returned home, I would inevitably be ridiculed by those aunts for not being able to date, and it was useless. Since her father's death, her life in the house has become more and more difficult. She has always been cautious, and she does not want to conflict with her aunt over this matter.
In this way, he simply stayed by the lost lake and put the kite away, to pass the time, and if he came to look for him, she would still be in the same place.
But this kite has met someone who has never been forgotten in this life.
The lake was full of brightly colored kites, and she was too colorful, so she chose a large, uncolored white bird. The big bird flapped its wings in the air and flew quite high, and she saw the right moment, tugged at the thread in her hand, turned the hand axis, and pulled it back.
But before the big bird entered, it flew low and fell suddenly! The kite was so big that if it fell in the air, it would hurt someone!
She panicked, and was about to avoid luck when she saw a figure pass by, and he held the kite in his hand, and stood firmly above her head. At the same time, the big bird was blown by his luck, the spool in his hand rotated naturally, and the kite flew steadily in the air.
The man was dressed in a dark blue robe, with a long jade body, tall and handsome, and the whole person's temperament was as warm as jade, with a faint smile on his face, "Everyone else likes bright colors, why did the girl choose pure white as the kite?" ”
The man was full of the freshness and gentleness of the warm sun, just like his name - Yu.
He was vigorous and generous, which made the energy in her bones feel like a touch - she tilted her head, deliberately raised her eyebrows at the man in front of her, smiled slightly, and asked instead of answering, "What is the difference from a distance?" ”
I don't feel the grace of saving my life, nor do I thank the kite for its stability. On the contrary, the rhetorical question was provocative and naughty.
The young man was not in the slightest, looked at the flying kites, suddenly smiled loudly, handed her back the spool of the big white bird kite in his hand, and said modestly, "I have been taught!" ”
Perhaps in the dark, there is a providence.
They became acquainted by the kite of the big white bird, and the boy invaded her life like the big bird, never to leave. But after all, he was born noble, and he will ride the wind and soar, and his future is limitless! But even so, as long as she tugged at the long thread in her hand, he could always return to him quickly.
Just like later, when she lost her love and was discouraged, he suddenly appeared beside her, opened up the city for her, gave up the lintel of the head of the house, and glorified the status.
But white is the background color of their life after all.
Either because of low self-esteem, or because of the disparity between the two, she never believed in his love, and never thought that he would really stoop to Lingcheng and live in seclusion for her life.
How could she not know what the world was saying about him? How can you not know that everyone says that he, as the head of the family, disregards the overall situation, acts willfully, lives alone in a small land, and is willing to fall? How could he not know that he always followed him cautiously, compromised again and again, and cleaned up the mess for his evil deeds?
"Ah Qing... I wish to be with you for the rest of your life..."
Lifetime? Where will there be a lifetime?
She just sneered to herself. She didn't believe it! Or, she couldn't believe it!
How many hurtful things did she do for the man she married when she was young, and how many evil arts and crooked ways did she cultivate? She didn't even believe in the man who gave up everything for her, and hid from him to go against the grain, trying to change his life against the sky!
Chu Yu gave up her identity, status, and even her closest relatives for her in this life, and traveled all over the mountains and treasures for her. As long as she spoke, he would do his best. As long as she says it, he will believe it with all his heart and never doubt it.
Even the last face-changing technique, he actually carried out the same number, he devoted his efforts for decades, just begging her to stop consuming herself and disobey her fate, just asking her to get out of the past and live the rest of her life safely, just asking her to give up her obsession and live an easier life.
And he asks for nothing.
Don't even ask, she loves her.
But she tricked him into finding a thousand-year-old Xuanbing, tricked him into finding a living person to refine the corpse for herself, and tricked him into removing obstacles for herself. She never believed him, and she didn't even tell the truth about Rokuro's burial place, and the spiritual wisdom bag she wore on her body was also fake.
How can she be worthy of standing beside the head of the Chu family like Lang Lang and the blazing sun?
In this life, she can only be like a walking corpse, withering and rotting forever in the muddy darkness of the day. And that bright and gentle young man, may he forget himself and live under the light forever.
But she never imagined that the boy who had been sheltering her all his life from the wind and rain, as if he could do anything, would finally fall into her arms forever and never open his eyes again.
Until the end of his life, he was also a fatal blow to himself. He proved his promise of "being with her for a lifetime, protecting her for a lifetime" with his life's actions, even though he was already extremely disappointed in her at that time.
"Do you believe it?"
It was the last word he left for her.
He has been looking forward to her abandoning obsessions all his life, but why hasn't he lived in obsessions?
But by then, he had no more obsessions.
......
Yulang, I believe it.
I've believed it for a long time.
The words that dissipated in the wind had no time to be delivered, so they could only be sent to the shore of the afterlife with flowers from the other side.
This life is too bitter, and love is not timely.
I hope that in the next life, it will not be too late.
(End of chapter)