Blood flowed out of Gu Yao's mouth, and her resentful eyes stared at Gu Sheng who was crying out in despair with tears and emotionlessness.

However, there was no trace of revenge in her heart.

Because she chose to die, just to free herself.

“…… Let me go. ”

Gu Yao raised his hand with difficulty, pushing Gu Sheng weakly, wanting to get out of his arms.

She didn't want to die in his arms, and she didn't want to touch everything related to Gu Sheng, especially him as a person.

She felt dirty and disgusted.

“…… Why, why. ”

Gu Sheng cried and shouted, his spirit almost collapsed.

I don't know what these two sentences are asking.

Gu Yao opened her mouth full of blood, and spit out three words at Gu Sheng with difficulty:

“…… I...... Hate you. ”

Gu Sheng, who was shouting for the doctor, instantly quieted down, he looked at Gu Yao in his arms who was full of hatred for her, and he couldn't open his mouth to shout a word anymore.

He froze as if his soul had been drained for a moment.

“…… I'm just dead...... Nor will it ...... Forgive you. ”

Gu Yao said this sentence word by word.

She couldn't accept the rape of her brother who had been called for more than ten years, she couldn't face herself, she couldn't face Gu Sheng, she couldn't face everything around her, and she couldn't face Shangguan Yu.

The result of all over again is a repeat of tragedy.

She chose the same path as she did then.

Even the place of death, it's the same.

The difference is that she killed the unformed child in her belly with a knife before inserting a scalpel into her heart.

It wasn't her child, it was a proof of Gu Sheng's sin.

She hated Gu Sheng to death, and even took the innocent life in her belly.

She wants Gu Sheng to live in remorse and guilt for the rest of her life, and she wants Gu Sheng to experience her despair and fear at that time.

The light in her life was given by Gu Sheng, but the darkness in her life was also brought by him.

She should be grateful to Gu Sheng for giving her a home and giving her endless love, and this gratitude was before she was Gu Yao.

From the moment Gu Sheng dragged her into the room, to the month after that, she only hated Gu Sheng.

Even her soul hates him when she dies.

If she could, she would rather be an orphan than bear what she had to endure at the moment, or twice.

"No ......"

Gu Sheng hugged Gu Yao tightly, obviously Gu Yao was in his arms, so close to him, but he really felt that she was slowly leaving him.

This feeling of being lost little by little, he was all too familiar.

In the past few years, he has felt it too many times, and each time he has almost been tortured to death.

Seeing Gu Yao insert the scalpel into his heart in front of him, Gu Sheng's defense line completely collapsed.

After suffering blows and injuries again and again, Gu Sheng's ability to withstand is far less strong than before, and at this moment, he is worse than dead, and he is in pain.

He hugged Gu Yao's cold, rain-soaked body, and cried in despair, but found that he couldn't make a sound in his throat.

Gu Yao looked at the collapsed Gu Sheng, tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, disappeared into her wet hair, and disappeared.

At this moment, she seemed to suddenly understand something.

She seems to ...... I don't hate him anymore.

Her hatred for Gu Sheng seems to have disappeared when she committed suicide last time.

She just can't forgive Gu Sheng for everything she did, and she doesn't have the courage to live.

Consciousness gradually collapsed, and his eyes became blurred, but Gu Yao, who felt death again, smiled.

She slowly rolled her eyes and looked away from Gu Sheng's face.

The consciousness drifted back to the time when he and Shangguan Yu first met......

At that time, Shangguan Yu was very good-looking, and the happiness and sunshine in his eyes were not pretended, they were all real......