"Okay, I'll try. But I don't have any materials in my hand, I can only try to draw the heart on parchment, and then use the power to transform it into a real heart, if it can be used, I will put it in your body, if not, then you don't have to be too anxious, I will be able to help you achieve your wish sooner or later. The painting said.

"Thank you, girl, thank you so much!" Ji Wuxin said gratefully as he held the hand of painting Allure, and his eyes were a little red.

"Thank you, I haven't even said anything about it. Painting Allure was a little embarrassed, thought about it and asked: "By the way, Miss Ji, why are you so anxious to let me draw your heart for you as soon as you wake up......?" You're not the same tonight as you normally would. ”

When Hua Chengcheng asked this, the gratitude on Ji Wuxin's face gradually faded, and was replaced by an indescribable melancholy, "I don't know either...... When I woke up, I felt a lot of pain in this part of my atrium. I...... There seemed to be some broken memories in my mind, but that memory didn't belong to Xia Roumeng.

"Maybe it's because of these sudden memories that my whole body has become inexplicably sad. I don't want to be a puppet anymore, and the desire is stronger than ever. I want to have love, I want to ...... I want to fall in love with Zi'an. ”

"Huh?" Hua Allure was obviously stunned by Ji Wuxin's last sentence. She could never have imagined that a puppet who was usually cautious would say such arrogant words as wanting to fall in love with her master.

"Does the girl think that my thoughts are ridiculous, and do you think that I am beyond my means?" asked Ji Wuxin self-deprecatingly.

"No, Miss Ji, don't get me wrong, I'm just ...... I just think it's incredible. How Ji Gongzi treats you on weekdays, we also see it. It's just that he is the master and you are the servant, and we can't interfere with it.

"But...... You say now that you want to fall in love with him. That...... Then if you really have a heart, and he still treats you like this, wouldn't you break this heart to the fullest?"

Ji Zi'an treats others fairly politely on weekdays, but treats Ji Wuxin as if he has completely changed as a person, maybe because Ji Wuxin is a puppet created by him, so he only regards her as an accessory of himself in his heart.

It's like a cat and dog that you raise, and she is always very serious and even fierce. Like all superiors treat their own slaves, they are inherently in unequal positions.

Although Hua Chengcheng never believes that true feelings need to be constrained by status, she also understands how worrying that unequal feelings are.

When she first fell in love with Cang Wunian, she always instinctively felt that she was not worthy of him, and that kind of taste would really only be understood after experiencing it.

Now Ji Wuxin wants to have a heart, it is to fall in love with a man who has never treated her as an equal, this kind of love is destined to be humble, destined to be heartbroken. This Ji Wuxin, he is really fearless who doesn't know!

"I see what you mean. Master...... Zi'an has always come and gone with me, and it can be said that he has hardly given me any good looks. But I don't know why, I always feel that his heart is actually very bitter, and while he treats me like this, he himself is not happy.

"He once said that He gave me life so that I could atone for my sins. I don't know exactly what I've sinned, but I guess it made him hate me very much.

"I don't want him to live so struggling, he's already lonely, even if my love is worthless to him, I want to see if I can make him suffer a little less, even if I bear more, I'm willing. After all, my life is his, so what's the harm in losing my feelings?" Ji Wuxin's tone was light, but he was very calm.

If he hadn't known her origin, Hua Chengcheng would have suspected that this woman was in love with Ji Zi'an at all.

"Miss Ji, you ...... You don't know what feelings are like, if you really fall in love with Ji Gongzi, no matter how firm you are in your beliefs, you still can't help but hope that he can fall in love with you.

And that extravagant hope is irrepressible, even if you repeatedly tell yourself that whether he loves you or not, as long as you love him, it is enough. But after a long time, you will still fall into pain, and it will be painful why he doesn't love you, even if it is only a little bit of like.

"If then he starts to be attracted to you, but not wholeheartedly, then you will be miserable again, and you will be miserable about why he can't give you all his love. Miss Ji, everyone is selfish and greedy when it comes to feelings, and Sister Ruyue and I are the best examples.

"I'm not afraid of you laughing at me, I'm in pain right now, I can't fall in love with my brother, and even though he treats me well, I'm still not satisfied. All I want is all his love. Do you understand what I mean?" said Hua Allure very distressed, eagerly.

"I understand, you may have forgotten it, girl, in my memory, there is Xia Roumeng's feelings for Chu Yu. I can understand what it's like to not get all the love. But no matter what, I still want to be the most complete version of myself, and I feel that if I really want to atone for my sins, I must fall in love with him, and there is no reason. Ji Wuxin looked at the painting with gratitude, but his attitude was very resolute.

Painting Allure took a deep breath, she said everything that should be said and what should not be said, she didn't expect Ji Wuxin to wake up this time with such a surprising change. Could it be that there is some deeper secret hidden in her?

With a strong sense of curiosity, Hua Chengcheng decided to immediately pick up the pen and try to paint the heart, as long as Ji Wuxin can endure the pain, then what does it matter if she is fulfilled.

The decision has been made, and the painting Allure no longer says more, and directly flipped out the mirage with her bare hands, and then with a wave of her sleeve robe, a piece of parchment paper left over from the previous painting of Dugu Jin's skin appeared in front of her.

Hua Chengcheng placed the parchment on a simple wooden table, and Ji Wuxin returned to the house to fetch a candle and paint for her.

When everything was ready, Hua Chengcheng found himself a little nervous. First, she was not sure at all, and she didn't know if there would be any accidents in her mind now, and second, she was always a little inexplicably worried, worried about what bad consequences her decision would cause today.

After stabilizing his mind, Hua Chengcheng closed his eyes and left those distracting thoughts behind. A faint circle of golden light emanated from the surface of her body, enveloping her whole being.

However, what was a little different from usual was that this time she did not immediately gather the golden light on the mirage, but instead gathered them all to her heart first.

Ji Wuxin was slightly stunned, but she soon guessed the intention of painting Allure.

Painting Allure is using her mana to peek into what her own heart looks like at this time. Although it is not uncommon to see the hearts of livestock and poultry on weekdays, they are all livestock after all, and they are always different from people.

What does the human heart look like, she has only seen it in medical books, but she has never seen what the real living heart looks like.

Right now, she wants to draw her heart for Ji Wuxin, and there is no other reference, so she can only draw according to herself.

It wasn't until she had carefully read her heart from top to bottom and from left to right that she slowly opened her eyes, and the golden light of the Dao Dao quickly flowed from her heart to the mirage.

When she dropped the first stroke, her hand couldn't help but shake slightly, and she felt as if her mana was a little uncontrollable, and the speed of the parchment was much faster than she had imagined.

No, I can't back down, even if my mana is exhausted, I'm going to try my best!

Painting Allure secretly cheered himself up in his heart.

The second stroke fell, and the hand that painted Allure shook again, and the mana in her body increased its speed, like a flood that had washed the dam out of the breach, and was trying to rush towards her right hand holding the brush in a more violent manner.

"Allure girl, are you okay?" Ji Wuxin sensed that something was wrong with painting Allure, and hurriedly asked with concern.

Hua Chengcheng shook her head and did not answer, at this time, her mind unconsciously appeared in her nearly nineteen years of life encountered one by one that she would never forget.

When she was three years old, she met Cang Wunian, Mansha and An Ruyue for the first time on the east bank of the Luo River, and that year, she lost her people, her home, and the only thing to be thankful for was that Aunt Hui had always taken care of her, treating her as her own, so that she could lose her parents

After that, there is still a chance to experience the selflessness of family affection.

After a lapse of fifteen years, she met Cang Wunian again on the east bank of the Luo River, and that encounter was the beginning of the complete collapse of her feelings.

Because of this man, Hua Chengcheng discovered the stubbornness in her bones, and it was also the first time she discovered that loving someone was to be unconditionally good to that person, and seeing that he was all right, her heart became happy.

followed by Qiao Sanniang, Qiao Sanniang's dedication to Luo Fan for more than ten years, never opened her mouth to mention a word of love to him, just silently waiting by his side, her infatuation and her resentment, made the painting distressed and helpless.

In addition to Qiao Sanniang, Luo Fan is also another idiot, the Yun Rui, who only had a dewy relationship with him overnight, later married a wife and had someone else's child, made Luo Fan crazy for a thousand years, and it was this madness that broke all Qiao Sanniang's thoughts.

Then there was the appearance of Qingci, which gave her an inexplicable sense of intimacy, and she had thought more than once that if she had a younger brother, she would be like this.