The world kisses me with pain, and I will repay it with a song - Tagore

Would the world be a better place without me?

They also don't get entangled in hurting each other because of me

When the stars fall, should you remember the traces of my visit?

Everything is dedicated to those who love me and those who hate me, Tian smiled and thought.

Tian Xiaoxiao's voice became more and more magnetic, and the doctor said that he would return to his previous voice when his vocal cords were completely healed.

During this time, Tian Xiaoxiao lost weight, and even the Adam's apple, which was not very obvious before, became obvious, Tian Xiaoxiao simply cut her hair short and changed into a neutral dress.

Sister Yu looked at Tian Xiaoxiao's delicate face and muttered the poem, "The male rabbit's feet are fluttering, the female rabbit's eyes are blurred, the double rabbit walks everywhere, An can tell that I am a male and a female." ”

In the past, some people said that real beauty is hermaphroditism, but Sister Yu didn't believe it before, but now she really believes it.

"Why don't you do a medical check-up? I see how thin you are, I'm a little worried about you. Sister Yu caught a glimpse of Tian Xiaoxiao's thin wrist, which was as slender as a bamboo pole, and she felt more and more distressed.

"Thank you, Sister Yu." Tian Xiaoxiao's eyes no longer have the original vitality, she is so delicate but like an emotionless doll, many disasters make her have to change.

When the results of the physical examination came out, Tian Xiaoxiao took it over with a faint smile on her face, "Thank you."

Everything is normal in the body, except for ...... Terminal breast cancer.

After Tian Xiaoxiao walked out, Sister Yu stepped forward and asked eagerly, "How is it?" ”

Tian Xiaoxiao subconsciously hid the medical records behind her back, and she smiled and said to Sister Yu, "Everything is fine." ”

Sister Yu saw the dodge in Tian Xiaoxiao's eyes, and just grabbed the medical record book, "How can this be ......" The medical record in Sister Yu's hand fell to the ground, Tian Xiaoxiao looked at Sister Yu's eyes, she saw Sister Yu's eyes red, is this going to cry?

"Sister Yu, don't be sad, I'll get better, medicine is so developed now." Tian Xiaoxiao said comforting words, but she didn't believe it herself.

Sister Yu couldn't figure out why a girl as good as Tian Xiaoxiao would get sick, Sister Yu muttered and scolded, "This is a quack, how can you get sick, Xiaoxiao, you will be fine." ”

Tian Xiaoxiao hugged Sister Yu, I don't know why she knew the news of her illness, her body actually became so cold without a trace of temperature, would she really die? However, apart from time, no one could tell Tian Xiaoxiao the answer.

The two walked out side by side.

The sunset was so beautiful that it was like a fantasy, the red sunset mixed with the faint sunlight intertwined, even the wind blowing in the ears carried the temperature, and the clouds in the sky were white, pink, and red, and they together outlined the picturesque scenery in front of you.

Tian Xiaoxiao stood in place, she didn't know how many times she could see such a beautiful scenery.

"Laugh, you have to laugh, look at the camera." Sister Yu took out her mobile phone to take pictures of Tian Xiaoxiao, and good-looking people always have to leave good-looking photos with good-looking scenery.

Tian Xiaoxiao smiled, it was still a familiar smile, but I didn't know how many times Sister Yu could see that smile.

Wandering on the streets of a foreign country, Sister Yu pulled Tian Xiaoxiao to see the latest oil painting exhibition.

Seeing the oil painting, Tian Xiaoxiao didn't care about learning and appreciating, but she still thought of Bai He, and remembered that the pair of slender and white hands held her hands, writing the paintings and dreams in her mind together.

Sister Yu noticed the thoughts in Tian Xiaoxiao's eyes, but Sister Yu didn't know who Tian Xiaoxiao was thinking.

"Xiaoxiao, why are you in a daze." Sister Yu tapped Tian Xiaoxiao's cheek with her finger and asked.

"I just remembered someone." Tian Xiaoxiao replied truthfully, she was indeed thinking about someone now.

"And is she good-looking?" Sister Yu sniffed out a trace of ambiguous smell and asked out of the girl's gossip.

"Good-looking, all the girls in this world are not as good-looking as her." In Tian Xiaoxiao's heart, the ice beauty is the best-looking, Bai He is a lotus that comes out of the mud and is not stained, and the lotus that is clear and rippling but not demonic is something that everyone can only watch from a distance and cannot be close to desecration.

"And she's your friend? Or a girlfriend? Could it be your sister? Sister Yu asked curiously, she could see that Tian Xiaoxiao's eyes would glow when she mentioned that girl.

"No, she's just an old friend of mine, a person who can't wait." Tian Xiaoxiao's tone doesn't know when it was not salty or light, so that people can't hear the emotions clearly, can't tell whether she is happy or angry, and always feels that she is telling other people's stories.

Tian Xiaoxiao, as usual, took pen and paper, gouache paint, and went to the square to paint for others.

On this day, Sister Yu didn't wake up and was still asleep in bed, so Tian Xiaoxiao went alone.

“Hello。” Tian Xiaoxiao greeted the guests who came to paint, still with a gentle and kind smile.

Tian Xiaoxiao painted portraits for people seriously, but she didn't notice that anyone was looking at her.

Tian Xiaoxiao.

Tian Xiaoxiao heard the voice and looked up, it turned out to be Ye Zhe, and he didn't have time to be stunned and lowered his head to paint by himself.

"How did you get here? Haven't you been in Chengdu all along? Ye Zhe didn't expect to meet Tian Xiaoxiao here, Tian Xiaoxiao laughed at her hair was shorter and thinner, but why didn't she pay attention to people?

"You've mistaken someone." Tian Xiaoxiao opened her mouth in a deep male voice, she knew that Ye Zhe already had a stand-in by her side, and she was sick...... It's better to let the stand-in live in place of yourself, since your life is short, you don't have to add sadness to the people you care about.

"What's your voice...... I'm sorry. Ye Zhe was stunned, and when he caught a glimpse of the obvious Adam's apple, Ye Zhe lowered his head and said nothing.

It turned out that this was just a boy who looked like Hetian Xiaoxiao, Ye Zhe continued to return to the crowd to shoot variety shows, and he didn't look back when he left, but the cold man would never respond to Ye Zhe.

They were only about thirty meters apart, but Tian Xiaoxiao couldn't look at Ye Zhe, so he hurriedly closed the stall today.

"Xiaoxiao, look at what this is-" Sister Yu had a white gold necklace hanging from her hand, which she was going to give Tian Xiaoxiao.

"It's ...... It's mine...... Necklace ...... "Tian Xiaoxiao didn't expect to see this necklace again one day, and even meet the owner of the necklace, Ye Zhe, again.

"This is yours? I just thought it looked good and wanted to send it to you, but I didn't expect it to be yours. Sister Yu was surprised that this chain was originally Tian Xiaoxiao, no wonder she felt a little familiar at first glance and felt that it must be suitable for Tian Xiaoxiao.

"Thank you, Sister Yu." Tian Xiaoxiao took the necklace, and tears gently crossed her cheek and fell a drop of transparent water, which slid down to the mole on her hand.

"Thank you, don't bring it yet." Sister Yu wiped away the tears on Tian Xiaoxiao's face, she has always loved Tian Xiaoxiao, even if it was a fairy crying, Sister Yu didn't want Tian Xiaoxiao to shed any tears.

"Forget it now, I don't really want to wear it." Tian Xiaoxiao was afraid that if she wore this necklace, she would be recognized by Ye Zhe.

Sister Yu didn't force it, knowing that Tian Xiaoxiao had some unspeakable secrets, since Tian Xiaoxiao didn't say it, she wouldn't ask.

I didn't paint anymore because I was afraid of meeting Ye Zhe, but I still met it.

Tian Xiaoxiao was carrying a basket of vegetables to buy vegetables, and walked away with broken steps.

"Tian Xiaoxiao-" Ye Zhe stepped on a skateboard to chase, he didn't have colorful auspicious clouds, only a skateboard to chase his heart.

finally caught up, but Ye Zhe met the eyes that looked at him as indifferent as a stranger, and he seemed to be confused again.

"You've misidentified the wrong person again." Tian Xiaoxiao said with a cold face.

"I'm sorry, because you look too much like a girl I know." Ye Zhe had a somewhat embarrassed smile on his face, he didn't have the high-spirited appearance he once had, and he didn't know why he was so lost now.

"Is that a girl who is very important to you?" Tian Xiaoxiao asked pretending not to care, her lips were a little careless, and her eyes were cold and indifferent.

"yes, that's someone I like." Ye Zhe said it unconsciously, as if he hadn't said it to Tian Xiaoxiao seriously, he liked her, why did he say it inexplicably now.

"So, no wonder you look at me so strangely." Tian Xiaoxiao covered her mouth and smiled, afraid of revealing too much emotion, she was so afraid that her tears would fall.

"I'm sorry, but what's your name?" Ye Zhe still wanted to know who the person in front of him was, even if he knew that it was not Tian Xiaoxiao, but he also wanted to know who it was, who looked so much like Tian Xiaoxiao.

"No comment." Tian Xiaoxiao turned around to leave, now she is a little more alienated and indifferent than before, Bai He is cold from the inside out, and Tian Xiaoxiao is now cold on the outside and hot on the inside.

Ke Tian Xiaoxiao's hand was pulled and couldn't walk, she hesitated to look at the knobby and slender hand that held her, the temperature from that person came from the hand, and the air was filled with the faint smell of cologne belonging to Ye Zhe.

"Are you interested in taking wedding photos with me?" Ye Zhe blurted out, Ye Zhe secretly scolded himself for being so fond of talking and not knowing his brain.

"Big brother, I'm a man." Tian Xiaoxiao's eyebrows were a little more disgusted, two were stunned, and there were seven points of doubt, her hand retracted inintuitively, and she pulled out her hand violently.

"Because I want to record a variety show, I don't have a suitable girl to accompany me, so it's okay for a man, and if there is a labor fee, two thousand yuan." Ye Zhe saw that the person in front of him was dressed plainly, and his life had always been simple.

So Tian Xiaoxiao seemed to put on a wedding dress and a wig for the sake of 2,000 yuan in labor fees.

A holy and beautiful wedding dress can only be worn once in a lifetime, right? Tian Xiaoxiao never thought that one day she would be able to wear a wedding dress, but unfortunately it was fake.

The priest in the church solemnly recites the oath, "From now on, whether rich or poor, healthy or sick......

Ye Zhe read out the sentence without hesitation, "I am willing." ”

Tian Xiaoxiao also echoed and said, "I am willing." ”

In fact, he didn't take wedding photos, because Tian Xiaoxiao was reluctant to face the camera, and Ye Zhe agreed.

Ye Zhe didn't know that the person in front of him was Tian Xiaoxiao, he fantasized about whether Tian Xiaoxiao was as good-looking as the boy in front of him in a wedding dress.

Wearing a wedding dress but not wearing high heels, because Ye Zhe said, "Hehe, the girl I know doesn't like to wear high heels, and you don't need to wear them if you're a boy." ”

Who says you can't wear canvas shoes in a wedding dress?

The end of the wedding is goodbye.

"I'm going back home, tomorrow." Ye Zhe looked at Tian Xiaoxiao, he didn't know why his eyes showed reluctance, as if the real Tian Xiaoxiao was separated from her.

"Hmm." Tian Xiaoxiao didn't say anything, and she didn't know how she would meet again this time.

"If you have the chance, I really hope you can meet the girl I like." Ye Zhe still didn't realize that the person in front of him was Tian Xiaoxiao, but he just regarded the person in front of him as a boy like Tian Xiaoxiao.

"Hopefully." Tian Xiaoxiao said so, in fact, she knew that there would not be that day, because she was the Tian Xiaoxiao that Ye Zhe thought of in his heart.