The moon sets in the east, hanging in the treetops, pale white, like an image cut out of paper.

A few sparse stars hung in the sky, flashing and flashing, and the gray and black sky had signs of whitening.

Mu Dian can walk on the way to the account room.

The day before yesterday, she was scolded by Shui Huoyan without words, and she was so angry that she wanted to leave on the spot.

Then Aunt Zhang came, took her pulse, and took her to the outside of Huairen Hall.

She hadn't seen such a miserable scene in many years.

There was a plague everywhere, so that she had nowhere to put her feet.

She looked at the dying faces, listened to the groans of pain, the cries of children who lost their parents, and the desperate howls of their loved ones and children...... And the doctors who are so busy that they can't even eat. They squatted on the side of the road, nibbling on steamed buns with clear water; Their clothes were soaked with sweat, and their eyes were bloodshot; They fainted from exhaustion and woke up saying they could hold on.

I feel both sad and moved.

Aunt Zhang said: "You said you want to study medicine, then have you ever thought about why you want to study medicine?"

After reading this, if you still want to leave, I won't stop you. ”

Mu Dianke had never thought of studying medicine, but at that moment, she suddenly had such a desire. Her hands are bloodstained and can take the lives of many people in an instant. But she never knew what it would be like to save people with these hands.

She wants to save these people, to experience the feelings of Chang Qianfo, to understand what kind of life Chang Qianfo has experienced during her absence and impending absence.

Aunt Zhang told her about the past.

"I was one of the few people who survived the Yellow River flood," she said.

Before that, I was a young lady who could only recite poetry.

Eyes above the top, stupid and arrogant.

I feel that the farmers and businessmen, doctors and monks, and those who are in the back are all unpopular trades.

That year, when the banks of the Yellow River collapsed, I saw with my own eyes those officials who were full of Confucius and Mencius on weekdays, who claimed to be loyal to the king and loved the people, rolled up with gold and silver, and took their favorite concubines and concubines, abandoned the people of the city, and fled by boat.

Those who stayed to block the embankment were the doctors of Changjiabao Cunshantang.

Uncle died in that flood.

The old lady personally went to Heze County to support the coffin. That was the first time I saw him.

A seventy-year-old man, with pale hair and a face of face, is distressingly old. When the coffin was in the aisle, except for a coachman, only Ling Fu was alone by his side. Because after the flood at that time, there was a lot of epidemics, and all the doctors who accompanied them went everywhere to save people.

The old lady said, 'I am proud to have such a son.' You are all doctors, what you should do is not to accompany me, an old man, but to prevent more people from losing their sons like me. ’

I was on the side of the road when he said this.

At that time, I had just been abandoned in the flood by my husband, who had fled in a hurry, and my heart was in ashes. I don't know why, after listening to the old lady's words, I suddenly had the courage to live.

I later went to Changjiabao.

On the first day of entry, Mr. Sui read the vow, and those words have been seared in my heart ever since.

As a healer, I must calm my mind, have no desires or desires, and first have a heart of great compassion and vow to save the suffering of the soul. If there is a person who comes to ask for misfortune, he shall not ask whether he is rich or poor, whether he is rich or poor, whether he is young or old, who is kind to his relatives and friends, who is foolish and wise, and who is the same as his closest relatives; Nor should we look ahead and backward, worry about good luck and evil, and protect our lives. Seeing that he is distressed, if he has it, he is deeply sad, do not avoid hardships and dangers, day and night, cold and heat, hunger and thirst, fatigue, and go to the rescue with all his heart, without the heart of doing kung fu.

The gentleman said that if you are not sincere, it is better to leave early. I give it to you today.

Why do you have Changjiabao's pure yang internal force, I don't ask you.

You should ask yourself, did that person love you and protect you because of your arrogance and hurt people today?

If you don't love the world, how can you expect the world to love you? ”

After Zhang Gu finished speaking, she went.

Mu Dian looked at the plague under his feet, sat or lay down, was silent for a long time, and went back to the account room.

People like her, who have been immersed in blood and killing for a long time, will not change their minds and shake their faith because of a certain person or a certain word.

But when Aunt Zhang talked about her vows, her pious appearance lingered in front of her eyes.

There is a place in the heart that seems to be loose.

Let her give birth to a strange sense of closeness to this patient, who is full of strangers, and even she feels surprised and at a loss.

It turns out that this is what Chang Qianfo sees and feels in the eyes of a thousand Buddhas, a world that is bright and good even if it is suffering disasters.

Shui Huoyan lived in the account room, was holding a glass of water, rinsing his mouth in the courtyard, and was very surprised to see Mu Dianke coming, and then gently "hummed".

Mu Dian can owe himself and want to make a big gift.

Shui Huoyan held the water cup and didn't know how to react for a while. Seeing Mu Dianke walking by and calling someone to open the door of the account room, an evil fire came up in his heart.

Why did he salute suddenly, is he such a stingy person? Let a junior tolerate it!

Shui Huo Yan snorted back to the house.

Mu Dian took out the account book from the cabinet, as well as the piles of documents of various sizes, sat by the window, and concentrated on the abacus, his heart was extremely full, and he no longer felt that this was a boring and perfunctory errand.

This is probably the closest distance she can get to Chang Qianfo, right?

Doing what he wants, doing the same thing as him.

The sky was bright, and the accounts came one after another, greeted each other with a smile, and then went to their seats and began to get busy.

Xu Younan took the mechanism map drawn by Mu Dianke last night, and went out to investigate on the spot early in the morning, so he didn't send breakfast today.

Aunt Li and Aunt Wang from the kitchen brought in two large bamboo baskets and distributed breakfast to the big guys: two steamed buns and a boiled egg.

When it was sent to Mu Dianke, Aunt Li deliberately gave her an extra egg.

"Look at this girl's thinness, eat more to make up for it."

Mu Dianke's heart was warm.

It turns out that happiness comes so easily, it only takes an egg to do it.

She sat by the window and looked at the eggshell with a crooked smile on her eyebrows.

A small piece of eggshell, like a broken porcelain piece, densely spread in the turquoise creeper pattern dinner plate, is very beautiful.

At the end of the flower corridor, Chang Qianfo, who was standing at the corner with his hands in his hand, frowned: "The emperor's breakfast is called the dinner of flowers." Early in the morning, why do you eat so simply? ”

Liu Zuyi said in his heart, my grandfather, you can do what you say, and you can't show your tracks. That's how the big guys eat.

At this moment, Mu Dianke suddenly looked up and glanced at this side.

Naturally, Chang Qianfo and Liu Zuyi were standing in a hidden place, and she couldn't see them.

Mu Dian took a roll of thread on the table that was used to bind the account book, cut it, tied up his long hair at the window, and wrapped it several times.

Then he lowered his head and continued to eat steamed buns with pickles

After a while, he frowned and raised his head, with a hint of frost between his eyebrows, and raised his hand to pick up the remaining egg on the plate, and rolled it back and forth on the table.

Fu turned his head again.

Chang Qianfo chuckled lowly.

Laughing and smiling, but a little distressed. Guess Mu Dian must have regarded himself as the enemy's watchman, and he should have ignored him because he was afraid that he would hurt the innocent if he shot in Huairentang, right?

Chang Qianfo thought, this girl really suffered too much in the past, and she must take good care of her in the future.

Let her have no worries about everything, and stop being vigilant and hurting her mind like this.

Changjiabao... It's still very safe.

Liu Zuyi looked at him with a smile, a moment of sadness, a little confused, and asked:

"What are you doing here?"

Chang Qianfo remembered that Mu Dianke glanced out of the window with cold eyebrows, and rolled the egg on the table.

The corners of her mouth couldn't help but pull out a deep arc: "She said she found me and told me to get out." ”

Liu Zuyi: "......"

Wrap threads in braids and roll eggs on the table, that's what it means.

Liu Zuyi glanced at the smiling son, and sighed in his heart: It turned out to be a fellow practitioner!

When his mother-in-law asked him to kneel on the washboard, he always greeted him with a smile and never dared to shake his face.