Chapter 61: I'm Afraid to Forget You (Ask for the First Order)
Pear blossom cake.
In my memory, there is also a person who is busy in the kitchen all day long, making all kinds of snacks and eating.
Pear blossom cake should be his best pastry, and these plates of fresh and sweet pear blossom cake are always placed in the red pavilion.
Every time she passed, she could smell a faint smell of white pear blossoms.
It's just that, at that time, she had never tasted what the pear blossom cake he made tasted like, not once.
Meng Shan didn't hear her speak, and asked a little worriedly, "How is it, is it delicious?" ”
This kind of dim sum, Meng Shan only has one taste when he eats it, that is, sweet, and he can't taste anything else.
But girls are different, they can distinguish several colors from a red lipstick, and they can also taste different sweetness in this kind of snack.
Kwai Xi looked at the pear blossom cake in his hand, his eyes sank, and he raised his eyes to look at the cramped and restless young man standing there.
"You did this?"
Meng Shan blinked, "Forehead ......"
He doesn't have that ability, let him go into the kitchen, let alone cook, he can burn the kitchen.
"Of course I didn't make this, where would I make pastries, I asked the kitchen to make it.
I felt that it tasted good, so I wanted to give it to my seniors to taste. ”
"That's right."
Aoi Xi looked at the pastry in his hand, hesitated for a moment, but picked up a piece and took a careful bite.
The sweet and soft taste, the fragrance of pear blossoms, sweet but not greasy.
Bai Bai sat aside in surprise, watching Kwai Xi quietly eat the whole pear blossom cake, and his eyes were about to fall.
Master, it's been a long time since you've eaten human food.
Meng Shan naturally heard the subtle voice, and when he thought that Kwai Xi had eaten the pear blossom cake he brought, there was a burst of indescribable joy in his heart.
After waiting for a while, Meng Shan cautiously asked, "Senior, how does it taste?" ”
Kwai Xi wiped the corners of her mouth lightly, but did not answer, but asked Meng Shan again.
"Why did you come to Nine Caves Mountain?"
Seeing her serious tone, Meng Shan paused.
What else can he do for him, he repeatedly climbed the Nine Caves Mountain, and naturally he had something to ask for.
Now, Meng Shan's eyes were all dark, he couldn't see anything, and the world was like nothing in his eyes.
Groping and sitting on the grass beside him, Meng Shan looked down at the ground that he couldn't see, and his heart was full of thoughts.
"I don't know what I'm obsessed with climbing the Nine Caves Mountain again and again.
Perhaps, it was really just curiosity at the beginning, curious about the existence of the legendary hermit master.
Until I see you, and they are in vain. ”
Only then did he know that it turned out that the legend of Nine Caves Mountain was actually true.
There really is a powerful force in this world that no one knows.
Seeing the strength of Kwai Xi and Bai Bai, Meng Shan came up with the idea of apprenticeship.
He knows that he is just an ordinary person, but he has always longed for the chivalrous life of the Jianghu people.
If he had the opportunity to become the person he had always longed for, why didn't he give it a try.
But—
"I wanted to apprentice again and again, but I was hit again and again, and I really doubt it now that the words behind everyone's back saying that I don't learn and can't learn may be true."
Meng Shan smiled a little self-deprecatingly.
Previously, he had heard many people talk about him behind his back, saying that he didn't learn anything, gags, cheated and abducted, and said everything.
But Meng Shan never took it seriously, he didn't look down on himself, so he didn't take their words at ease.
But now, Meng Shan suddenly disliked himself, if he was like his brother who learned to be rich and five cars, and everyone praised him, would his predecessors have accepted him as an apprentice early in the morning.
"What, I can't stand it?"
Where is this, if he retreats because of such a trivial matter, it really confirms the evaluation of him by others.
Meng Shan shook his head and replied in a deep voice, "This is not a question of whether I can stand it or not, I am willing to bear any hardship."
Just like my eyes, I believe that the seniors must have your intentions in doing this, but Meng Shan was stupid and couldn't think of a reason.
However, I don't complain about not being able to see.
I'm just sad. ”
"Sad?"
Meng Shan nodded.
How not to be sad.
He has always believed that he can, but the bloody lessons are in front of him again and again, and he really can't.
And recently, there has been more and more panic in his heart, which inexplicably makes him in a trance all day long.
Meng Shan was really confused, he didn't know what to do?
"Senior, can I, please do me a favor?"
Meng Shan raised his head and looked at her seriously.
He really didn't know who else could help him but her.
Aoi Xi also stared at him, she knew what he was asking for, but she couldn't help him.
"There's nothing I can do."
Meng Shan was stunned for a moment, his face turned slightly pale, and suddenly he smiled awkwardly and explained, "I haven't said anything yet, why are my predecessors so sure that they can't do anything." ”
In such a magical place as Nine Cave Mountain, a hermit master with powerful and mysterious powers, how could she not help him?
Kwai Xi looked at his strong expression, lowered his eyelids indifferently, looked at the pear blossom cake still in his hand, and his thoughts gradually drifted away.
After a long time, Meng Shan heard an inaudible voice.
"Have you ever heard of a thousand Gu spells?"
"Inextricable Gu Spell?"
What was that, Meng Shan had never heard of it.
"Since you haven't heard of it, you don't have to deliberately understand it."
Sometimes not knowing is perhaps the best relief.
Seeing that Kwai Xi didn't want to say more, Meng Shan hurriedly stepped forward and asked anxiously, "What do you mean by what the seniors mean, if the seniors are willing to teach, Meng Shan is willing to listen." ”
Seeing that he was so stubborn, Kwai Xi looked at him disapprovingly, and said in a cold voice, "Being so stubborn may not be good for you." ”
"It doesn't matter if it's good or not, I just want to know the cause and effect."
This is a dead knot buried in Meng Shan's heart.
Since he was a child, Meng Shan knew that his body was flawed and sickly, and it was the fate of early death.
So he never deliberately pandered to others, he just wanted to live his own wonderful life in his short life.
But is he really happy?
A person who knows his future destiny from birth spends his days in fear, because he is afraid that he will not see the sun tomorrow as soon as he sleeps.
He has lived for more than ten years, but there are very few things he can remember, and he is really tired of such a life.
"You know that pain?
For you, there must be many precious memories in your life, but what about me.
Oh, to put it nicely, every month is a new start for me.
However, has anyone ever asked me if I want to live like this? ”
He didn't want to, he didn't want at all.
Why did he come to Jiudong Mountain one after another, the injuries on his body were getting worse and worse every time, and he had to run to Jiudong Mountain without seeing before the injuries were healed?
Because, he was afraid that he would forget all this.
His voice grew lower and lower, and the last sentence was inaudible.
"What if I forget?"
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