Tian Xiaoxiao holds the camera every day, and the portable robot is also followed behind her.

"Agent, what the hell is there to shoot? Life is not an idol drama, I don't think there's anything to film. Tian Xiaoxiao knows that the agent wants all sweet idol dramas, but everyone is not idle.

"It's true that it's plain, you wait until it will appear anyway, and you can't go out now and be thrown rotten eggs and banana peels as soon as you go out." The agent patted Tian Xiaoxiao's shoulder.

"But I really don't think I'm with Micah, Lin Muxing, Mu Yixuan, and Ye Zhe there's nothing to shoot together." Tian Xiaoxiao also tried to shoot well, but everyone either went to catch the announcement or catch the announcement, and went to the company to Tian Xiaoxiao as an idler.

"You just haven't found beautiful eyes, if you find it, you know that your life with them is very sweet, it's very similar to an idol drama." The agent put on a Totoro doll costume for Tian Xiaoxiao.

"What am I wearing for?" Tian Xiaoxiao looked confused, is she going back to wearing a doll costume and handing out flyers?

"If you wear this doll costume, no one will recognize you, you bring a camera to see the world with your own eyes, and now it is popular to use the lens to record photo life, come on, I want to look forward to your vlog." The agent pushed Tian Xiaoxiao out the door.

Tian Xiaoxiao was walking around in My Neighbor Totoro's clothes and saw a group of junior high school girls bullying a girl, punching, kicking, and verbally violent.

"Hey, go away! Dare to bully people in broad daylight!" Tian Xiaoxiao, this round Totoro, straddles the abuser and the victim.

"How dare a person who breaks a leaflet care? Sisters go up. "The eldest sister among the perpetrators picked up a stick, as if she wanted to take the lead in the charge.

Tian Xiaoxiao picked up a beer bottle and smashed it at the group of hairy children, "Come on, Uncle Ben has never been afraid, you little children haven't graduated from junior high school, right?" You know how to bully people, come on, see who dares to come. ”

Those junior high school students saw Tian Xiaoxiao so kind of scattered.

Tian Xiaoxiao, she used the camera and eyes to see the little girl who had been violently attacked on campus coming over and looking at her in a daze.

"Are you Totoro? It's cute, I used to have a Totoro too. "The little girl has beautiful eyes, but unfortunately she has no feelings

"Why didn't you tell your parents and didn't resist when you were bullied? Next time you're bullied, you must resist. Tian Xiaoxiao rubbed the little girl's head and said.

"I'm used to it, don't adults say that a slap doesn't make a sound? Then they must have bullied me because I was wrong. The little girl lowered her head and pursed her mouth, looking like an emotionless porcelain doll.

"Crooked, why do you think so much at a young age? You're not wrong, you have to know that the victim is not wrong, don't think about it all the time. Tian Xiaoxiao took the little girl's hand and said.

"Yes, but I'm very bad at studying, and my parents don't like me, so I don't seem to be good." The little girl looked up with tears in her eyes.

"It's not necessarily good to say you're good, so it's not necessarily good to say goodbye, why do you want to be so right? When you reach my age, you will want to open anything, and you will find that in fact, your parents love you very much. Tian Xiaoxiao fumbled for a piece of candy in her pocket and handed it to the little girl.

"Mom said you can't pick up candy from strangers." But the little girl still caught Tian Xiaoxiao's candy and threw it into her mouth, "But my mother didn't say that she couldn't take the candy from Sister Angel." ”

Tian Xiaoxiao knew that if she hadn't been wearing a doll costume now, the little girl would have seen that she was blushing now, and he was actually praised for being an angel.

"Can I add you QQ?" The little girl asked.

"Yes." Tian Xiaoxiao took out her mobile phone.

Tian Xiaoxiao watched the little girl leave and continued the journey.

She saw a beggar looking for a little old man who sold sugar gourds.

"Can you sell me one for two dollars and five dollars? My brother is forty years old today and I want to buy it for him. The beggar looked embarrassed and miserable.

The delicate red sugar gourd is very cute, and it contrasts with the dry beggar.

"It's not easy for everyone to come out, no one will give you any less points, I can't sell you, if anyone comes to me for a discount, then what else can I sell?" The little old man who sold sugar gourds had a straight face, without the slightest human touch to talk about.

"Can I just give me half of it? Just half ......" the beggar still refuses to give up and regresses again and again.

"The boss is here to string sugar gourds." There are guests coming.

"Come on, everyone who has eaten my sugar gourd says it's good." The little old man who sold sugar gourds suddenly had a smiling face and started selling melons to Wang Po.

Seeing a guest coming, the beggar immediately walked away for fear of blocking their business.

"Boss, you can also give me a string." Tian Xiaoxiao also wanted to come and catch up with the beggar.

"Hello, I'll sell you half of it, I can't eat sweet with bad teeth." Tian Xiaoxiao broke one with her hand and left all the rest to the beggar, and she took the money full of dirt and oil stains without the slightest dislike.

"Thank you, girl, thank you." The beggar seemed to be about to cry, "There is true love in the world, and good people have a safe life." "Tears fell in strings.

"What are you crying about, uncle, remember happy birthday to me and your brother." Tian Xiaoxiao handed the beggar a tissue.

After watching the beggar walk away, Tian Xiaoxiao continued to walk forward.

Seeing that the person who handed out the leaflet was handing out the flyer, and no one picked up the person's flyer along the way, Tian Xiaoxiao took the flyer easily.

Then he walked on, went out of sight, and threw the flyer in the trash.

Continuing to walk forward, I saw the uncle and aunt who were really dancing in the square.

One of the aunts accidentally fell to the ground while dancing, and Tian Xiaoxiao thought that she didn't think about it and directly helped the aunt up.

Passers-by looked at each other and said, "Now there are still big fools who dare to help the elderly?" "Pretend to be a good person?" "This aunt must be making money."

Tian Xiaoxiao picked up her aunt and said, "Auntie, you have to be careful." ”

The aunt took a sip of water and said, "Thank you, there are not many kind-hearted dolls like you, are you a male doll or a female doll?" How does it look like that Peppa Pig that my grandson likes? ”

Tian Xiaoxiao hurriedly explained, "I'm a chinchilla and not Peppa Pig, can a pig be the same as a cat?" ”

My aunt couldn't care so much about Mandarin with that accent and said, "Aren't they all the same?" My Neighbor Totoro, what's that thing on your chest, I've seen it on TV. ”

Tian Xiaoxiao held up the camera and explained, "This is called a camera that can take pictures, and it can take pictures of you, your sisters and uncles." ”

The aunt was interested and asked, "Can you take pictures of us uncles and aunts?"

Tian Xiaoxiao nodded and said, "Of course you can." ”

The camera freezes a group of cute old boys and girls.

Every age has its own fun, Tian Xiaoxiao doesn't feel ashamed of square dancing, and she doesn't think that uncles and aunts don't understand new things and are very old-fashioned, and in the next few decades, their generation will become the old-fashioned hillbillies in the mouths of the next generation of children.

On the contrary, the smiling faces of the uncles and aunts are quite cute and simple, will I become a happy little old lady like them? Tian Xiaoxiao thought, yes.

How many years of memories blow away in the wind, no one can stop time, everyone will have the day when they are old, some people are unwilling to accept and some people face it calmly, but no matter what, we will turn into such an insignificant dust in this universe.

In the bustling streets, Tian Xiaoxiao was in a daze, and she didn't know where the lights were in the text, Tian Xiaoxiao fell into a daze.

"Are you My Neighbor Totoro?" It was a little kid who was pulling his mother along.

"yes." Tian Xiaoxiao dragged the round doll costume and walked over.

"Can I take a picture with you? I've always loved Totoro. The little boy asked timidly.

"Yes." Tian Xiaoxiao readily agreed.

After the photo was taken.

"My Neighbor Totoro, will I see you next time?" The little boy asked.

"Yes, as long as you turn on the TV, you can see me, remember to study hard." Tian Xiaoxiao took out a piece of candy from his pocket and handed it to the little boy, then waved goodbye to the little boy.

Back in the apartment where I lived with the QTQ boy band.

Tian Xiaoxiao took Mu Yixuan's Apple laptop and began to cut the video, cutting a lot.

Suddenly, the phone rang, and it turned out to be the little girl I met today, and she said, "I might have to learn to be relieved." ”

Tian Xiaoxiao replied, "Come on, the future will get better and better." ”

The little girl's QQ space has such a paragraph:

I was born to be gentle with the world, I was gentle with everyone, but it backfired, and people said that the inner is the most important, and kindness is the most important.

But how many people are judged by their appearance? Words hurt but people often say I forgot, is there such a thing? Being young and ignorant is not a reason for you to hurt someone else, and being inviful of another person is not a pretext for you to hurt again.

I used to work hard to reconcile with the world, including now, I was born with low self-esteem and gloom, I have tried to be optimistic, I can't choose to forgive the hurt, maybe I can only choose to face it.

People who are optimistic from the beginning probably never understand how difficult it is for marginalized people to yearn for life a little bit, and how difficult it is to try to make friends. Subconscious sensitivity even almost became a pleasing character, but fortunately, I have worked hard, after all, I still love the world, and I hope to be the sun so that the people around me do not think like I used to be.

There must be many people in every dark corner of the world who have been hurt by bad words, but I still feel that the victims are innocent.

Ugliness is not a sin but a mutilation, to get out of the quagmire is to rely on yourself, blindly choose to forget, and finally one day the people and things that have been there will peel off your wounds again, it is better to choose to face it calmly.

People are terrible, and they are known. We have different views, but I choose to respect each individual, you can choose to dislike her, but you have no right to hurt her.

Tian Xiaoxiao nodded like it without hesitation.

Everything will be fine, it will be.

After the vlog is cut, it will be sent to the agent for acceptance, and then sent to Weibo, station B, circle of friends, station A, in short, major videos and social platforms.

It's rare for the agent to praise her, "The aesthetics are good, the editing is also good, and I finally have a pair of eyes that find beauty, not bad." ”

The voice outside doesn't seem to be that important to Tian Xiaoxiao.

Some people say she is a show, some people say she is kind, some people say she is a junior, and some people say she is green tea, but she is not what others say, she is a complete person.

Tian Xiaoxiao also once thought about giving up her life, she gave up her dreams, and she could give up almost anything.

But...... There are still many people in this world who like her and care about her.

When I think of this, it seems that it is better to die than to live.

What the future holds is not clear now.

But as long as you follow the light in your heart, you will not be confused.