Xu Xiaoxiao's tears came down at once, and these words were like a magic spell, lingering in her ears for a long time.

If you only want her, will I never have a chance?

She wanted to ask like this, but she was afraid to see the strangeness and indifference in his eyes, maybe after this veil was pierced, he really couldn't even be an ordinary friend. He always rejects people from thousands of miles away, obviously looking warm and warm, but maintaining a friendly sense of distance towards everyone. Only words, only her, only she can make him show a happy or sad expression, happy or sad, all because of her.

She took a deep breath, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and continued to pick him up drunk, pretending to be expressionless, "You're drunk, I'll send you back." ”

Xu Lin glanced at her, looking at the red eyes of the girl in front of her, as if she saw the appearance of crying back then, she was also so fragile, but stubborn.

But if you look at that face carefully, it is clear that it is not her, she never deliberately approaches herself, she always wants to stay away from herself, as if she is a cancer, never approaches, never gives herself a chance.

What a ruthless woman, how could she be planted in her hands, and stupidly lost her whole heart, and in the end she could never get it back.

However, after all, it is still different, love is love, no matter what others do, they can't replace her.

Thinking of this, he let go of the hand of the girl in front of him, tried to adjust his posture, asked the waiter for a glass of water, and left after drinking it.

He walked without hesitation, without even looking at her more, as if the person in front of him was air.

Xu Xiaoxiao felt that the sky in front of her suddenly darkened, her mind was a mess, she looked at the figure of the person leaving, and her tears suddenly fell without warning, one after another, as if they would end forever.

She ran out unwillingly, caught up with the figure in front of her, who was still a little stumbling, wiped away her tears vigorously, and looked up at him: "Xu Lin, where am I worse than my words?" Why can't you even look me in the eye? I've been trying to be what you like, I've been trying to study, I've been trying to be quiet, but you're still stingy and won't look at me more. I'm not bad, so why can't you just look at me? ”

Xu Lin looked at the girl in front of him with red eyes but a stubborn look, stunned for a moment, but quickly reacted, then looked at her, and said calmly: "Maybe you are really good, you are excellent everywhere, you are no worse than her anywhere, but my heart is gone, and I will not come back." If I could easily get it back, then I wouldn't be so miserable and let myself be like this. ”

Between the words, his eyes were stained with sadness, and his voice became lower and lower, and he was a little pitiful when he listened carefully.

People who can't love have always been like this, they can't control their hearts, they deliver it, but they don't get a response, and in the end it's just a person's pain and suffering.

He is like this, Xu Xiaoxiao is not, she should still be the wanton and chic girl, she should not become what she is now, become the same person as him.

He suddenly lowered his head, looked at the girl in front of him with a serious face, and there was a smile between his eyebrows, as if he had returned to the first time he saw him, smiling shallowly, as bright as the stars, but the words that could be said were resolute.

"You're a good girl, don't like someone like me who has no heart, you'll get hurt. I'm not a good person, but I don't want to hurt innocent people either. ”

After speaking, he turned around and left, Xu Xiaoxiao was still immersed in his smile one second, but the next second he was shattered by his decisive words.

She shouted loudly in his direction, "Xu Lin, I won't give up, if one day you don't like her, please remember me, I'm still waiting for you." ”

His footsteps paused, but he did not stop, and continued to walk forward, his face calm and waveless, as if the words of the person behind him did not exist at all, but the bitterness that could not be concealed at the corner of his mouth betrayed him.

You're still waiting for me, but what about the person I've been waiting for, when will he be able to look back at me?

Xu Xiaoxiao watched his back and slowly walked away, until he couldn't catch it anymore, and then walked towards the school in despair. Along the way, she was in a daze, walking through one cross street after another, feeling that between heaven and earth, there was no place where she belonged.

It wasn't until the piercing whistle sounded in her ears that she woke up like a dream, watching a bus stop not far in front of her, she was still a little stunned, the driver drilled his head out and scolded her, "Are you blind?" You open your eyes and see where this is, you are walking on the motorway, how long have I honked the horn and you have no reaction at all, do you want to touch porcelain at a young age? I'm old, old and young, don't find me if you want to die. ”

She looked at the scolding appearance of the person in front of her, and suddenly felt a huge grievance, and there were a thousand words in her heart that she wanted to vent, and wanted to cry well, but she still suppressed it, slowly raised her head, wiped away her tears, looked at the driver in front of her, and only said, "I'm sorry." ”

The driver was startled by the tearful appearance on her face, but quickly regained his composure, and then quickly drove away. Xu Xiaoxiao looked at the speeding cars in front of him, one after another, all at such a fast speed, everyone was rushing to a destination.

But she didn't know where to go, there was no one who was her expectation, the only one who had no affection for herself, and was cold and resolute.

smiled bitterly, but the fighting spirit of not admitting defeat was ignited in his heart, what is this, since he likes it, he can't be afraid of the wind and rain ahead.

She walked back onto the sidewalk, heading in the direction of the school, this time wiping away her tears, calming her mind, and feeling empowered again.

Love is a thing that is unpredictable, don't rush, take your time, he can always see himself, and he will find that this girl is also very good and very good.

Also deserves to be liked.

When I arrived at school, it was already the end of the second evening self-study class, and the people in the class were still sitting in their seats and not moving, and the incandescent lights in the classroom had become a little dim, but they were still stubbornly on. According to the serious and hard-working appearance of the students in the class at the moment, record this passionate senior year.

I can't have a trace of slackness, that person is so good, he will definitely go to the best university and have the best life in the future. I must catch up with him and stand at the same height as him, so that I can have more confidence, like him, and pursue him.

At that time, whether it is success or failure, there will be an end. If he accepts himself, he must tell him that such a small Xu is not bad at all.