374 Anger and panic
"Look, isn't that all right? Okay~ Let's go back! ”
Seeing that the big black tail kept sweeping forward, he urged her to hurry into the house.
Qingluo nodded with a smile, and when he walked a few steps closer to the semi-open stone door, he turned his head sharply to look, and the smile on his face suddenly froze.
Looking at the basin of clothes he was carrying, he couldn't hide it, and he felt hot in his arms, hanging his head, and touching the ground on his toes, quite nervous.
Well, now there's no need to rush home.
Gu Jingyi's face was cloudy, his teeth were clenched, he was restraining the fierce burning of anger in his heart, not letting him lose his mind, and he had a strong panic.
His cold gaze looked around, without even a little foreign breath, and then a few brisk steps ran in front of Qingluo, and raised his hand......
Qingluo lowered his head, not daring to move, Gu Jingyi snatched the wooden basin and fell to the ground.
Qingluo raised his head violently, his eyes were red, and he watched as several twisted clothes from the wooden basin splashed out and fell to the ground, stained with mud.
She looked at Gu Jingzhi in disbelief.
Gu Jingzhi raised his hand, pressed Qingluo's shoulder, and spit out two words from his teeth.
"Ahh
Qingluo looked at him with tears in his eyes.
Qingluo's appearance, the big black behind her was already so frightened that she collapsed to the ground, trembling.
Gu Jingzhi closed his eyes and barely concealed the violent anger in his eyes.
"Let's go in first, let's talk about ......"
As he spoke, he took Qingluo's hand, pulled her and walked inside.
When he saw the open door, his face sank again, and his unconscious steps accelerated, and he accidentally pulled Qingluo to a stumbling side.
After reacting, Gu Jingzhi hurriedly slowed down again.
As for lying on the ground and not daring to get up, Gu Jingzhi passed by with a cold eye, and Da Hei rushed in with a rolling crawl.
The stone door was closed, and the two of them and a dog stood opposite each other in the courtyard, Qingluo's eyelashes trembled, and his nervousness was revealed.
After seeing Gu Jingzhi's cold face by her, he thought of the appearance of taking the wooden basin and throwing it on the ground.
Now her hard-washed clothes are on the ground outside.
The grievances in his heart poured out even more violently, Qing Luozhu burst into tears, and was moved when he saw Gu Jingzhi's face, but his eyes were still cold.
Her voice overflowed with a little crying, crystal tears slid down her cheeks, and the crying pear blossoms brought rain, which was even more poignant.
Gu Jingzhi couldn't hold back his anger at this moment, but his jaw was still tight, and his eyes were even more helpless, frightened and angry, which was extremely complicated.
"Arlo, I'm not going to lose my temper with you, but you know that I was very panicked because you let Da Hei out before, and we were already unhappy.
So why do you still have to go outside to wash your clothes at this time, I'm afraid you'll worry about it again, and you will come back early every day, but you still have to wash outside, I really ......"
Qingluo raised his hand to wipe the tears on his face, and whimpered: "I think that in the future, it may be a heat disaster, and there will be a shortage of water at that time......
Now that the people down the hill are running out of water, I am so extravagant that I think of the river when I wash my clothes.
And I've noticed that the surroundings are safe, and Dahei has been paying attention, so I'll go out, look at me! I'm going home if I'm fine! ”
Gu Jingzhi's voice roared in a suppressed voice: "But what if something happens!"
You go out a hundred times carefully, and it's okay a hundred times, but what about the one hundred and first time you let down your guard and have an accident?!
It's going to be a few more times, as long as it's one time, even if it's not life-threatening, but what about your injuries? What do you want me to do?
Arlo, Cheongnak! I have a wound on my body, even if you are angry with me, you will feel distressed, I have never been reluctant to be angry with you, just like that, you think about your little injury, what will I do?
You're going to take a knife and stab me alive! ”
Gu Jingzhi's hands were pressed on Qingluo's shoulders, he didn't shake it, he just pressed it so firmly, as if he was afraid that she would slip away from under his palm, and the strength was a little strong.
Qingluo's body trembled, followed by a slight tremor, as if he was shaking her.
Gu Jingyi hugged Qingluo into his arms, with great force, as if he wanted to rub her into his own flesh and bones, his voice was faintly crazy, and there was even more strong paranoia.
"Arlo, your life is my life, and your slightest injury hurts in my heart!
I'm always afraid that you'll be in the slightest danger, so I've always kept myself awake and vigilant.
You said that there may be troubled times, I don't worry about what will happen to us, I don't worry about what will happen to us in the future, I believe I will take good care of you.
But faintly in my sleep, I will be afraid, I am afraid that if I don't pay attention, something will happen to you if I don't pay attention, and I will always be afraid.
And you, you're leaving this home that I've been reinforcing because you want to save a little water, but I haven't been able to completely relax and be safe!
What the hell are you going to make me do?! ”
Qingluo hugged Gu Jingzhi's waist, feeling that his body was tense, as if a full string was about to break, and he was full of remorse.
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry I ......."
Gu Jingzhi interrupted her impatiently for the first time, "You said that the people under the mountain will die of thirst because they have no water to drink, so you have to save some water, but what are they doing to us!"
I can follow you what Qingluo wants to add and do, but why should it affect your life because of other people?
Does it have anything to do with us that others died in front of us? There is water in the mountains, and it is our business to do it.
They are dying of thirst for water below, and even if we pour water on the earth on the mountain, are we guilty?
Arlo doesn't need to force himself because of them, and he can't because they affect him.
I can ask you to help them out of compassion, but you will never be allowed to affect your life because of them! ”
As he spoke, he pulled Qingluo out of his arms and pressed her arms with both hands, forcing her to raise her head.
He looked at her eyes fixedly, his eyes strong and domineering without any disguise.
Qingluo was a little frightened, but also more distressed, nodded vigorously, and said loudly: "No, no!"
It's not good for me this time, I won't leave the cave again, I think I will definitely be with Ah Jing when I go outside.
I'll go out with Ajing, I'll stay at home if you're not there, and I won't let it out anymore in the future.
I will definitely protect myself, whether it is danger or daily life, I will pay attention to it again! You won't hurt yourself! ”
Qingluo's heartfelt assurance gradually calmed down the impatience and anger that surged strongly in Gu Jingzhi's heart, and slowly regained his senses.
After calming down, remembering what he had just done, looking at Qingluo's reddened eyes, the urgency and seriousness in her eyes were even more unquelled panic.
He was stabbed in the heart, and the afterache spread, and he scooped up Qingluo and tightened his arms.
Qingluo didn't struggle and hugged him back.
Daikoku slowly moved backwards, curling himself into a ball against the edge of the stone wall, trying to pretend that he didn't exist.
At this time, the two of them really didn't care about it, their slightly rapid breathing was intertwined, and listening to each other's heavy gasps, their hearts were soothed.
The courtyard went from being filled with the fierce atmosphere of fire and oppression, to silence.
After a long time, the two let go of their arms, Gu Jingzhi silently hugged Qingluo back to the room, and then put her on the Luohan bed, poured a glass of water and handed it to her without saying a word.
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