Chapter 79: The Fragility of Men
Xia Yu sat down, hugged Zhang Shan, and said softly, "What's wrong?" "Can crush you as a big man?
Since Xia Yu sat down and hugged Zhang Shan and gave Zhang Shan warmth, Zhang Shan's huge man leaned on Xia Yu's arms with a small bird, after all, Xia Yu is still a woman no matter how strong he is, and it is impossible for his petite body to accept Zhang Shan's big man.
Therefore, when Zhang Shan shrank in Xia Yu's arms, Xia Yu was forced to move his back against the sofa, so as to comfort and hug Zhang Shan, Zhang Shan continued to cry silently, there were not many tears, but it also wet Xia Yu's nightdress, Xia Yu looked at Zhang Shan and didn't speak, Xia Yu began to comfort gently: "Zhang Shan, do you remember the duplex apartment we bought in our previous life?" ”
Zhang Shan didn't answer, and continued to be sad, Xia Yu said to himself: "At that time, we gave the money to your friend to invest, and your friend originally said that it would be returned to us when it was due, but when we wanted to pay the full amount, your friend's business failed, and we had no money in hand, so we had to take out a loan." That loan was a huge sum for the two salaried people. You're even desperate and want to get a loan from the community.
When you were undecided, did you remember what I said? ”
Zhang Shan's mood was still very low, but he no longer shed tears, Xia Yu said: "At that time, I will hold you and say."
Let's not go for the kind of loan in the society, it will definitely make us doomed. Let's take the house we live in and mortgage it.
Both of us and my husband have jobs, and we can also count the drought and flood to ensure income, as long as we save a little and have a little money, we will be able to repay the loan within two or three years. As long as we work together as a husband, we can get through this. ”
Zhang Shan finally stopped being silent and responded to Xia Yu: "Hmm." ”
Xia Yu said: "You were unusually anxious and restless at the time, so I told you that as long as we are in good health, can continue to eat, and can exercise as usual, nothing can crush us."
You see that now you have two hospitals, and a lot of real estate, and you are considered a rich man, or what can make you afraid?
You are better than in your previous life, we were so cold in your previous life, you can buy three houses after you get married, and now you are living better, what else can you not overcome? ”
Zhang Shan leaned on Xia Yu's arms, his voice was a little muttered, and said, "No matter how rich you are, you can't buy health and life." ”
After Zhang Shan finished speaking, Xia Yu remembered what he was worried about some time ago, and then remembered that Xiaoyuan was pricked by Zhou Nana, and finally thought about it clearly, and asked: "After you are reborn, you are afraid that your mother will continue to get sick, so you will give your mother albumin in advance to improve immunity?" ”
Xia Yu was wondering half a year ago, he had been worried about Li Man's body, seeing that Li Man was dancing and jumping without anything, and was still helping Zhang Yan take care of the children, there should be no problem.
Zhang Shan mentioned this incident and felt even more guilty: "I always thought that I could avoid it, I gave my mother albumin a year in advance, checked her body every six months, and at the same time discussed with my sister to choose a nanny to take care of my sister's family's life and let her rest well, but when I arranged for them to check her body last week, I saw that my mother was still cancerous......"
Zhang Shan began to cry with guilt as he spoke, sobbing and said, "It's all useless to me, I still can't stop it, I can't do anything." ”
Xia Yu patted Zhang Shan's back like a comforting child, and said: "I have tried to resist this feeling of weakness and powerlessness in the face of fate, but it still ended in failure. None of the things I tried to stop succeeded. "Grandma Wu Chunhua still hates and hates our family, the cousin of the eldest aunt's family is still in prison, the cousin of the sister-in-law's family is still married early, Lin Jiao is still Xiang Xiaoyu died, Xia Jie and Du Xiaoyun are still Lao Yan, and they can't do anything.
Xia Yu enlightened: "In my previous life, your sister and I gave you the opportunity to have a physical examination for your mother, and it was discovered early, it was early, didn't you arrange surgery immediately, didn't your mother recuperate very well after surgery?" You can still be strong and hold on like this. ”
Listening to Xia Yu's encouragement, Zhang Shan said desperately: "In the last life, with you, we were able to resist the past, but now I can't hold on anymore, I don't dare to go home, every time I go home, I will blame myself, I will feel guilty, I will hate myself, I am afraid that I will not have the courage to face it." ”
Xia Yu touched Zhang Shan's hand and encouraged: "You are not alone, you and me and Xiaoyuan, we will be your backing." You have to believe that we are in a better situation now than in the previous life, in which we could only do surgery in the hospital in the city, and now that we have connections and money, your mother will definitely get better treatment. I'm sure I'll get back quickly. ”
Zhang Shanru was like a helpless child, leaning on Xia Yu's arms without any image, full of worries about the future, and said suspiciously: "I hope so." ”
After speaking, Zhang Shan quietly lay in Xia Yu's arms and did not speak, the man was as helpless as a child when he was vulnerable, and soon Xia Yu heard Zhang Shan's slight snoring. Xia Yu looked at the dark circles under the corners of Zhang Shan's eyes, it was conceivable that he had been mentally tortured recently, Xia Yu couldn't bear to wake him up, so he simply moved the two pillows as pillows and covered the cotton wool, Xia Yu also fell asleep a little tired.
When Xia Yu was sleeping in a daze, suddenly the light in the living room turned on, Xia Yu and Zhang Shan had just fallen asleep, Xia Yu and Zhang Shan both covered their eyes with their palms, and when they got used to the light, Xia Yu saw Liu Haoran standing at the entrance, looking at the two of them with a shocked and angry face.
Liu Haoran tried his best to restrain his anger and said: "I sent you a WeChat message and wanted to work overtime, but someone changed shifts, so I came back." I didn't expect you to ...... You ......"
Seeing Liu Haoran pointing at the two, Xia Yu sat up, the cotton wool fell down with Xia Yu's movements, and Liu Haoran clearly saw Xia Yu holding Zhang Shan in his arms with his left hand. Liu Haoran's eyes were red with anger, he wanted to say it but couldn't say it, suddenly laughed, and then said decadently: "Why is it always me who is green?" Why is it always me who hurts my hand? ”
After saying that, he opened the door and left.
Zhang Shan still maintained the posture of hugging Xia Yu, Xia Yu listened to the sound of the door closing, his mind was in a mess, and said to Zhang Shan: "You can let go of me." ”
Zhang Shan let go of Xia Yu a little shyly at this time, and asked very embarrassedly: "Did I trouble your relationship like this?" I can help you explain. ”
Xia Yu refused: "You don't need it, I'll take you in tonight, you go to the guest bedroom to sleep, Xiaoyuan is asleep, I'm worried that Xiaoyuan will cry when he finds out that I'm gone." ”
After Xia Yu got up, Zhang Shan was a little lost, Xia Yu sat down and hugged Zhang Shan again, cheering Zhang Shan: "Don't worry, we all have the memories of our past lives, you are my ex-husband and my relatives, I will always support you." Don't worry, I'll be with you through this hurdle. ”
Zhang Shan was moved, and only said that his life was "good", so he went to the guest bedroom to rest.
Xia Yu returned to his bedroom, locked the door, and saw that Xiaoyuan was sleeping, Xia Yu lay down, Xiaoyuan's little feet stretched out, and after confirming that his mother was with him, Xiaoyuan continued to sleep peacefully.
Xia Yu quietly came to the bathroom and called Liu Haoran, Liu Haoran didn't answer, Xia Yu had to send a WeChat message to explain the ins and outs of the matter, Xia Yu thought that Liu Haoran would not respond, but he didn't expect Liu Haoran to say angrily: Even if you comfort your friend, you two lonely men and widows don't need to sleep together, I watched you hug that man and made love.
Xia Yu explained: We really didn't do anything but hug, I'm not a water-based poplar person, Xiaoyuan's father is very depressed now and needs someone to comfort him, I only think he is a relative and a friend, and you are the man I love. You're so nice, how can I meet Strange Thoughts? Besides, Xiaoyuan's father has a girlfriend, and he and I just get along like friends.
Xia Yu's words obviously comforted Liu Haoran, and Liu Haoran was also willing to believe Xia Yu's innocence, and said: Okay, you can bring Xiaoyuan to my house tomorrow.
Xia Yu agreed, but fortunately, Liu Haoran did not go on the platform to eat flying vinegar and believed that he was innocent, otherwise he would not be able to wash himself by jumping into the Yellow River.
When Zhang Shan woke up the next morning, he saw Xia Yu preparing new towels and toothbrushes for himself, as well as fragrant preserved eggs and lean porridge and chopped pickled radish kimchi on the table.
Xia Yu dressed Xiaoyuan, and when Xiaoyuan was eating eggs, Xia Yu said: "I want Xiaoyuan to accompany his grandmother on the weekend, you can pick up Xiaoyuan then." ”
Zhang Shan nodded, eating breakfast, when Zhang Shan stood up and opened the door, Xia Yu relaxed: "If you think it's not fun at home, come to me and let Xiaoyuan accompany you." ”
Receiving Xia Yu's concern, Zhang Shan glanced at Xia Yu gratefully, opened the door and left.
Xia Yu sent Xiaoyuan to kindergarten, at noon Xia Yu asked Liu Haoran to come out for dinner, Liu Haoran was still a little angry on his face, Xia Yu cat was in Liu Haoran's arms, and said: "Don't be angry, I really haven't been sorry for you." If you get angry with me like this again, I'm not in the mood to give you a baby. ”
Xia Yu successfully made Liu Haoran break the gong, and the two had lunch sweetly.
After Zhang Shan dealt with some important matters in the hospital, he said to the vice president and his partner: "I have some things at home recently, and I need to leave for a while, so you can watch and handle the affairs of the hospital." ”
Vice Dean Wei nodded: "Okay, you go, I'll call you if I can't decide." ”
Zhang Shan had just dealt with the affairs of the hospital and was about to visit his mother Li Man, when he suddenly received a call from his girlfriend: "I'm free at noon, let's go out for a meal together." ”
When he came to the private room, Zhang Shan had been preoccupied recently, and he felt that thousands of burdens were pressing on his shoulders, and he couldn't breathe. finally went to Xia Yu to get some psychological comfort, and was thinking about arranging surgery for Li Man, but he didn't notice that his girlfriend's face was very bad.