Chapter 845: Drink on the head
"Xiao Jingsheng, for your career for so many years, for your Xiao family, you ignored me and ignored my son, I have waited for you for more than 20 years, you did things for your eldest brother, and you were sent to the Western Xinjiang Farm for transformation during the movement, I fell out with my parents, and I followed you without saying a word.
Why do it? Because I value you as a person, you are a person who values love and righteousness, and fancy the family, I follow you with a steady heart, but for so many years, how many times did Ran Ran look forward to it when he was a child, how many times can you go to the park with him, how many times have you looked forward to it, you can accompany him to read books and have dinner together, how many times have you done it?
Our daughter has been lost for 18 years, and God has opened her eyes to find the child, but what about you, you are busy every day and can't go home, and the child rarely comes back once, and you can't even come back for dinner, so you know that work works. ”
As she spoke, Huo Jingshu's tears came out, she wiped her tears, "I don't want to say this, I support your work, so I always say it's okay, it's good for me to be at home alone, you go busy, I can take the children out to play, but do you know what I feel in my heart?" Looking at other people's husbands with their children, I am the only one in my family to accompany Ran Ran, and I look at other people's children with their parents with them, and the look of envy and inferiority in his eyes I can't forget it until now.
And Xia Xia! The child has been lost for so long, it is easy to find it back, you don't spend more time with her, what do you make the child think, how uncomfortable it is! Okay, I think you are bent on going to your career, your Xiao family will always come first, from now on I will live with two children, you and your work and your family together, live a good life. ”
After saying that, Huo Jingshu rushed to the bedroom to clean up her heart, Xiao Jingsheng was trained by his wife for a long time and couldn't say a word, because what his wife said was right, she really couldn't live in this family, she couldn't live in her family, and when he saw that his wife was leaving, he hurriedly went to the bedroom.
"Jingshu, it's my fault, it's me who didn't take care of this home, don't go, wait for this project to ......"
"Wait, wait, how many projects have I been waiting for, Xiao Jingsheng, you said how many years have I been waiting, I waited from twenty years old to thirty or forty, and you still asked me to wait, did you wait until I died and was buried in the soil, you came to my grave! I only hate myself for being blind and looking at the wrong person! ”
The more Huo Jingshu spoke, the more angry she became, and the grievances accumulated over the years exploded at this moment, and the explosive power was amazing.
"Jingshu, it's my fault, you beat me and scolded me, but this family can't live without you, if you leave, this family will be scattered, Jingshu!"
Xiao Jingsheng held down the box and held his wife in his arms, Huo Jingshu struggled desperately, whining and crying, and there was a look of pain between the two of them.
"Mom, don't be sad, something is strange this time. Dad, you still refuse to tell the truth? ”
Seeing that his father didn't speak, An Xia stepped forward and grabbed her mother, and the two sat on the bed together, "Dad, if you don't say it, I'll say it." Grandpa forced you to do this! If you were really dedicated to your career, you wouldn't have said that you would slowly quit the project, do some basic work, and spend most of your time with your family.
At least you are not a person who does not want family children for scientific research, then your grandfather must force you to take on the project, and the manned space project, this project can be said to be a project that the country has been attaching great importance to in the next ten or twenty years, and if you take this project to make results, the Xiao family's status is stable and can even go to a higher level, right? ”
Huo Jingshu pounced on Xiao Jingsheng, "You say, you still don't tell the truth, in the end, the Xiao family is your family, or we are your family." ”
Xiao Jingsheng looked at the tears in his daughter-in-law's eyes, full of grievances and pain, and couldn't bear it anymore, "Yes, my father was dissatisfied with Anxia's profession before, and he called me that day to ask me to take Anxia home, and I guessed that it was a matter of changing majors, and I went back that night."
Then I reached an agreement with my father, I participated in this major project, completed the key scientific research in it, credited Boyu with credit, pushed him, and stabilized the foundation of the Xiao family again, and then my father stopped caring about me, and did not force Anxia. ”
An Xia finally understood that her father took over this project, and in the end it was for the sake of the family and herself, she felt a little guilty, she misunderstood her father, she thought that her father was still for the status of the Xiao family,
"Dad, it's not right to do this."
"I know it's wrong, but ......"
"I know that adults are helpless, sometimes we can't control many things, the general environment is like this, we can only follow the trend, but this thing is really inappropriate.
To put it bluntly, you plan to count the results you have made on Xiao Boyu's head and give him a capital to go up, this operation is no problem, but have you thought of the consequences?
Xiao Boyu's ability is not enough, after a person like him walks up, he is engaged in a technical profession, and his ability is not enough, he is likely to not be able to do the result, wasting the country's financial and material resources, and it is even worse to go to a management position, a layman commands an insider, what will be the consequences You have seen more than me, you should know that in this kind of advanced research institute, the leaders are basically from technical positions, and he understands that he can command.
If Xiao Boyu really participates in this opportunity, he will waste people and property at this level, what if he dies because of his mistakes? You'll regret it when the time comes. ”
An Xia's words were like a slap in the face, waking up Xiao Jingsheng, Xiao Boyu can't do it If he forcibly supports him, a person like him will only cause greater danger if he reaches a higher position.
Seeing Xiao Jingsheng's face showing remorse, An Xia knew that his father had listened to his words.
"Listen to my advice, this project is not to be completed in a short time, you should have a great understanding after you do it, it is difficult to break through in three or five years, ten years and eight years may still have some hope, and you still have a few years and eight years, and my mother still has a few years and eight years.
I really feel sorry to see you doing so hard! In fact, there are so many young and excellent scientific researchers, you can let them carry the heavy burden, you can choose some jobs with lower difficulty, you can't accept the psychological gap? ”
"No, I don't have a gap, in fact, I have long wanted to be an ordinary technician and do some basic technical work."
"If you think so, while the project has just begun, I suggest you quit, first repair the vacation time accumulated over the years, get a good feel for family life, and then become an ordinary technician."
Xiao Jingsheng was silent for a long time and then said, "Let me think about it." ”
An Xia nodded, this matter was in no hurry, Huo Jingshu hugged the pillow and quilt, glared at her husband fiercely, and left with her daughter.
Xiao Jingsheng sat alone in the bedroom, the moonlight shining through the window on his gray hair, telling of his hard work and hard work.