Chapter 150: True and False
After Hua Tao received the call, she immediately rushed to the hospital.
She came out of the house in such a hurry that she forgot to take her coat and wore only a thin undershirt.
Then, when the car arrived at its destination, I realized that I had forgotten to take my wallet.
Fortunately, the mobile phone was brought out, and you can use Alipay to pay the fare.
She hurried to the ward that Xia Sheng said, and when she reached the door, she heard the cry of grief inside.
It was Tao Sihua who was crying.
A bad premonition flashed through her mind, and she rushed in.
It was a single room, and there was only one hospital bed in it, and Tao Sihua sat on the bed, buried his face in Xia Sheng's arms and cried bitterly.
Xia Sheng bent down to hug her, hanging his head slightly, his long broken forehead hair covering his eyebrows and eyes, and his expression could not be seen.
It's just that hugging posture, like cherishing.
Hua Tao rushed to the hospital bed, still out of breath, looking at them blankly.
Xia Sheng turned his head to look at her, and there was a trace of sadness in his green eyes.
He said to her silently, "The baby is gone." ”
Hua Tao's eyes widened instantly, she raised her hand to cover her mouth tightly, and tears poured out of her eyes uncontrollably.
How so?
Why is her little nephew gone?
Tao Sihua cried so much that her voice was hoarse, and Hua Tao went to pour a glass of warm water, wanting her to moisten her throat.
Xia Sheng patted Tao Sihua's back and coaxed softly: "Don't cry, crying is not good for your health, don't think about it anymore." ”
Tao Sihua's crying slowly lowered, but he still couldn't stop it.
Xia Sheng gently pushed her away, took the water cup from Hua Tao's hand, and forced her to take two sips strongly and gently.
Only then did Hua Tao notice that Xia Sheng was also injured.
His clothes were half-open, and his left shoulder was wrapped in a white bandage from his chest to his chest.
Tao Sihua seemed to notice the existence of Hua Tao at this time, and turned his head to look at her.
"Sihua ......" Hua Tao walked over and sat on the hospital bed, Tao Sihua immediately leaned towards her, and the two hugged each other tightly.
"What the hell is going on?" Hua Tao stroked Tao Sihua's hair and asked in a choked voice.
Xia Sheng hung his head, his hands clenched into fists, and said in a deep voice: "It's me who is not good, and I am to blame." ”
Hua Tao hugged Tao Sihua to comfort her while looking up at Xia Sheng.
"What's wrong?" She asked.
Xia Sheng's injuries were not only in one place, but even on his face, the corners of his eyebrows were bruised, and the corners of his lips were cracked.
He didn't explain, just stood up and whispered, "You accompany her, I'll go out for a while." ”
After the accident, the traffic police quickly arrived at the scene.
Because Xia Sheng wanted to dodge the electric car, he drove the car to the other side in a hurry, and the front of the car hit the green belt on the side of the road. The electric car was unscathed, but Xia Sheng and Tao Sihua were injured.
When recording the confession, Xia Sheng said that he was being followed.
However, the investigation turned out that the Santana just happened to be on the same road as them.
And judging from the surveillance video of Tianyan, Xia Sheng did not have any Santana car in the same direction as him on the way to Haojue Villa.
Xia Sheng broke out in a cold sweat.
He remembered the hallucinations he had once had in the downstairs of his company.
At that time, he did see a small car crashing into the SUV where Hua Tao was from behind, but when he ran to the side of the road like crazy, he found that everything was just an illusion.
Nothing ever happened.
So being followed this time is also just his hallucination......?
He walked slowly out of the room, his steps heavy.
Listening to Tao Sihua's sobbing sound and Hua Tao's soft soothing voice, my heart was confused for a while.
It's his fault.
If he hadn't thought he was being followed, he wouldn't have run the traffic light, which eventually led to such a tragedy.
His fault.
Xia Sheng clenched his fists and slammed them against the wall, again and again, until the flesh and blood at his knuckles blurred.
There were not many patients at night, and there were few nurses, and the long corridor was rendered extremely pale by incandescent lights, dragging Xia Sheng's shadow on the ground alone.
Xia Sheng finally leaned against the wall tiredly and closed his eyes in pain.
……
Hua Tao finally persuaded Tao Sihua, held her shoulders and let her lie down, and covered the quilt for her.
"Get a good night's sleep, it'll be fine."
Hua Tao touched her head, and her eyes were as red and swollen as she were.
Tao Sihua looked at Hua Tao, feeling sad and guilty in his heart.
The reason why she cried so sadly, on the one hand, was because she thought that the baby was gone, and on the other hand, because she felt guilty and blamed herself.
If she hadn't been bent on destroying Xia Sheng and Hua Tao, she wouldn't have asked Xia Sheng out, and she wouldn't have encountered this accident.
The baby in the womb was indirectly killed by her.
This is retribution.
God's retribution for her.
blame her for her lack of heart, competitiveness and jealousy.
Originally, she didn't like this baby, but then Lin Chengyan had an accident, so she decided to keep the baby. She has a bad foundation, and her morning sickness reaction is violent, and she often can't eat, even if she barely eats, she will be nauseous again after a while, and she will vomit it all.
After three months, after the morning sickness was relieved, I was finally able to feel that a little life was being conceived in my body, and the joy and satisfaction that only a woman as a mother could understand.
The baby in the womb is no longer the seed of so-and-so, but her child, hers.
Her.
However, there are no more now.
The baby is gone.
Hua Tao gently wiped away the tears on her face with a tissue, and persuaded in a low voice: "Don't think too much, your body is important, sleep well, eh?" ”
Tao Sihua was indeed tired of crying, and she closed her eyes tiredly.
Hua Tao stayed with her for a while, and only after deciding that she had fallen asleep did she go out of the ward to find Xia Sheng.
Xia Sheng was at the end of the corridor.
There was no one in the whole aisle, it was silent, and the light on the top was a white light, which illuminated everything unusually pale, and it was very terrible to look at.
As she walked towards that side, she couldn't help but whisper softly, "Brother Sheng......"
His back was too lonely and lonely, as if he had been abandoned by the whole world, and Hua Tao only felt distressed.
Xia Sheng felt that there was someone behind him, so he turned around, saw clearly that it was Hua Tao, and hugged her into his arms.
Why is this happening?
What should I do if my baby is gone?
Xia Sheng's mind was already in chaos.
But in the chaos, there was a strong fear.
This time, it was Tao Sihua who was in the car with him, and it was Tao Sihua who had an accident. He had done his best to protect her, but he still couldn't save her baby.
If it was Hua Tao who was riding in the car with him......
Just imagining it, he felt scared.
Severe headaches that don't know when they will suddenly erupt, hallucinations that don't know when they will appear.
These are all lurking time bombs, and it is not known when they will be triggered.
He knew that there were two hallucinations, but who knows if it was really only twice.
Maybe it's been intermittent, but he can't tell it.
If there hadn't been a car accident this time, he would have thought a car was following him.
What he saw now may have been confused with the illusion.
The eyes deceived him and swayed his judgment, and that was a very dangerous thing.
And Hua Tao, who is beside him, has always been on the verge of danger.
Xia Sheng lowered his head to find Hua Tao's lips, and couldn't wait to kiss it, as if he wanted to dismantle her and eat her.
Is it the only way to hold it firmly and feel it like this?
At this moment, the little flower pig who kissed him exists.
It's not fake.
"Brother Sheng?" Hua Tao's voice was full of questions.
Xia Sheng's eyes widened suddenly.
Hua Tao stood half a step away from him, looking at him in confusion.
"Do you feel cold, Brother Sheng?"
The corridor was a bit long, and she had already tried to speed up her pace, but when she was halfway there, she found that Xia Sheng suddenly turned around, and then hugged her arms as if she was afraid of the cold, hung her head, and gasped rapidly.
She called him twice, but he didn't hear him.
So she was in a hurry, trotted to him, and called him again.
His eyes widened as if frightened.
"Brother Sheng, what's wrong with you?" She saw the shock and ...... in those green eyes Fear?
Is Xia Sheng afraid of her?
How can it be?!
Xia Sheng opened his mouth, and his voice was extremely hoarse: "Hua Tao......?" ”
"It's me, it's me." Hua Tao didn't know why Xia Sheng called her name in such an uncertain tone, she suddenly felt a burst of fear, she didn't know what she was afraid of, she was very uneasy.
"Brother Sheng!" She threw herself into his arms, raised her arms around his neck, and buried her face in his warm chest.
It seems that only by doing this can she feel a little more sure.
Xia Sheng stood in a daze, his arms subconsciously raised to hug her waist, but for some reason he paused again.
It wasn't just the eyes that deceived him.
Even his sense of smell and touch are deceiving him!
This time, this peach is the real ......?
But he couldn't tell the difference.
When he hugged her just now, he also touched her like this, but when he came back to his senses, he found that it was fake.
It's my own fantasy.
Cold sweat instantly soaked the clothes on his back.
"Brother Sheng?" Hua Tao felt that Xia Sheng was like a piece of wood that did not respond, and did not respond to her embrace.
Xia Sheng didn't hug her back, but he didn't push her away, just said in a dumb voice: "It's late, let's go back." ”
Hua Tao left his arms and looked up at him.
I don't know if it's the lighting, she feels that Xia Sheng's face is very white, a kind of bloodless white.
"Are you feeling unwell?" Hua Tao asked worriedly.
Xia Sheng saw that she was only wearing a single coat, so he took off his coat and put it on her body.
"It's fine." He hesitated, but finally took the hand that hung by her side, "Let's go." ”
"Hey, why are your hands bleeding?" Hua Tao felt a little sticky when she shook hands with Xia Sheng, so she raised her hand, only to find that Xia Sheng's knuckles had been oozing blood.
"You ......" she was very smart, and after a little thought, she understood, and the tip of her heart suddenly ached, "Don't blame yourself too much." ”
Although she still didn't know how Tao Sihua's baby was lost, she guessed that it must be related to him when she saw Xia Sheng's undisguised painful appearance.
Xia Sheng looked at her and looked a little hard.
Hua Tao didn't know how to describe that feeling, but she felt that Xia Sheng was looking at her very "hard".
"Flower piggy......" he said in a very soft voice, "I won't let you have anything to do." ”
His expression was serious, and the words he uttered were vows and promises.
Hua Tao knew that he had been hit hard, and the noble son didn't seem to care about everything, and he didn't care about anything, but in fact, his heart was very soft, and he cared about the people around him.
The baby's incident must have made him very sad and blamed himself, which is why he suddenly became so abnormal.
As she stepped into the elevator, she stood on tiptoe and kissed him on the lips.
Xia Sheng turned his head to look at her.
Until the elevator reached the first floor, Xia Sheng didn't kiss back as usual.