In the past 20 years, he has never experienced the taste of regret, but now looking at the pale and weak young man in front of him, he only feels that his tears can't be stopped, he has no time to care about the inquiring eyes of others, he only has this boy in his eyes, and his heart is pulled fiercely, making him feel that he is going to fall down in the next second.

But he can't fall, now he has to stay by Ah Chuan's side and watch him get better little by little. Suddenly thinking of something, he picked up his mobile phone, looked at the time of the hanging bottle, carefully put Yu Hanchuan's head on a pillow to make him comfortable, and then walked out.

He dialed his grandfather's phone, and his tone was a little anxious, "Grandpa, does Ah Chuan have no one to take care of him here in country M, he fell ill again, and the doctor said that he often comes to the hospital and has a problem with his immune system." ”

The old man didn't seem surprised at all, "He rejected all the people I arranged in the past, insisted on living alone, going to school alone, and didn't listen to any persuasion." Do you think I want this, I have been many times in the past, and he will not even listen to me, an old man. Now that you are gone, all the causes are planted by you, and it is up to you to atone for your sins. ”

Yu Hanxiao's voice paused, with unspeakable bitterness, as if he had cried, the old man was a little shocked, "Han Xiao, that kid is bitter, since you realize your mistake now, you have to make up for him and don't hurt him again." Otherwise, I'm an old man, and I really can't feel at ease looking at him like that, and I'm sure you are the same. ”

"Okay, I will, thank you grandpa." Yu Hanxiao held back the tears in his eyes and promised on the other end of the phone. The voice was soft but firm.

"I will use the rest of my life to make amends for him, even if he doesn't forgive me for the rest of his life, it doesn't matter, I will always be with him. Our brotherhood was once cut off by my own hands, and now it is up to me to reconnect. ”

The old man sighed and didn't say anything more, "I hope you can really do it." ”

After hanging up the phone, Yu Hanxiao waited for a long time before walking towards the infusion table, only to see that the young man had woken up, just looking at himself with strangeness and anger in his eyes.

His feet seemed to have roots, so he didn't dare to go forward, and he didn't dare to accept the monstrous hatred in his eyes, but he had to go forward, "Ah Chuan, are you awake, are you feeling better?" ”

Yu Hanchuan retracted the gaze that fell on him, and was about to pull out the needle, Yu Hanxiao hurriedly stepped forward and pressed his hand, "Ah Chuan, the doctor said that you burned very badly, and it would be good to hang the bottle, are you obedient and hang it well?" ”

Yu Hanchuan glanced at him and smiled, "In what capacity are you caring about me now?" Should I think you care about me? ”

He was a little speechless, but he still couldn't help but say, "Ah Chuan, I'm your brother, our blood relationship will not become, I know you blame me and blame me, but I really want to make up for you, don't you refuse me thousands of miles away, okay?" ”

"Brother? Where do I have an older brother? My brother died six years ago, and along with my family, I died in my heart, and I was alone from now on, and I didn't need that ridiculous family affection anymore.

Blood, you tell me about blood, do you want me to give you back my life? ”

He stood up with some excitement, and the needle was ripped open, and blood flowed out at once, and the dazzling red burned his eyes at once. Yu Hanxiao squatted in front of him and covered his face, "Ah Chuan, Ah Chuan, brother please, don't hurt your body, I know you're angry, it's okay for you to beat me, it doesn't matter if you kill me, please don't hurt your body." ”

Yu Hanchuan looked condescendingly at the man crying in front of him, he was obviously still the same as back then, but the facial features on his face were more profound, this was the man he admired since he was a child, and he was his favorite brother.

But he couldn't forgive, he couldn't forgive his ruthlessness, his desperation, just looking at him like this, but there was no pleasure, he just felt that his heart was blocked by something, and he was colicing fiercely.

His face was still bloodless, but there was some astringency in his eyes, "Yu Hanxiao, I don't want to see you again, every time I think of your ruthlessness back then, I feel so painful that I want to die, I don't want to do this feeling again." Get out of here and head back to Anseong. Let's be strangers. ”

Yu Hanxiao hurriedly stood up, "Ah Chuan, no matter what, let's hang up the hanging bottle first, okay?" I'll do the rest, as long as you don't push me away, I can do anything. ”

Yu Hanchuan looked at his cautious appearance and smiled, "I knew today, why bother at the beginning, I believed in you so much at the beginning, and regarded you as the most important person, and you personally pushed me away." ”

Yu Hanxiao didn't dare to speak anymore, helped him sit down again, asked the nurse to re-insert the needle, and then sat beside him without saying a word.

Yu Hanchuan looked ahead with a dull gaze, and no longer spoke, quiet as if he didn't exist, just looked seriously, and could see the painful look on his face.

When the hanging bottles were all hung up, Yu Hanchuan listened to the doctor's advice for a while and left, Yu Hanxiao followed him all the time, following in the same direction, not daring to get too close, nor daring to go far.

Until he stopped at the door of the villa, Yu Hanxiao wanted to speak a little and stopped, he really wanted to go in, he wanted to take care of him, he wanted to know what his life was like, but he didn't have the courage to stop him. He didn't wait for him, didn't look back, and went straight in.

Separated by a door, the two of them seemed to be separated by thousands of rivers and mountains, he couldn't cross the chasm, he could only watch from a distance, just to see if he was okay.

After a day of running, his clothes were already a little wrinkled, and they didn't look as neat as usual, he didn't mind at all, sitting on the ground at the door of the villa, his eyes kept looking at the people inside.

He still looks cold, sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling window holding a book and reading, looking focused and serious.

He smiled, his Ah Chuan seemed to be doing everything with this serious appearance, like an immortal who was not stained with the dust of the world, with a clear breeze and bones, and did not ask about the world.

After a while, he walked out, still didn't look at him, walked over to a place, took out cat food, patiently fed the cats, those cats were very clingy to him, kept rubbing him, he was not annoyed, picked up one casually, teasing.

He could see his shallow smile, which was very gentle, but it didn't reach the bottom of his eyes, but it still flashed Yu Hanxiao's eyes.

I haven't seen him smile like this for many years, I can't tell how many years, that smile will only be remembered in dreams, not touched.

It's been a long time since I've seen it now.