Chapter 44: Who made you out of the cloth?

"Wow! Xia Yuan, have you signed up so much? Li Shan took the form and saw Xia Yuan's dense registration projects, and his heart trembled.

"It's good that it's only five." Xia Yuan snorted haha.

"Five? OK? High jump, long jump, 100-meter run, relay race, and what's even more exaggerated is that you actually signed up for a personal 3,000-meter run? Li Shan saw the number of three thousand, his legs were weak, if he signed up for this project, it was possible to rest on the plastic runway halfway.

"If I can, I won't say anything, I'll go and prepare for the 100-meter run first." With that, Xia Yuan ran towards the playground.

Colourful flags representing rulers and positions are flown on the track, measuring instruments are set up at the bunker, and high jump poles and mats are placed on the football field. Li Shan looked at the empty playground where they usually trained, and at this time the stands were already full of people sitting, cheering and shouting resounded throughout the campus, waving flags and shaking arms, and people were boiling. On the track, groups of athletes gathered, with strong muscles and well-proportioned lines, which were the results of years of hard training, and were "imprinted" on their bodies like their glory.

Li Shan's whole body trembled.

I have been preparing for so long, although it is just for the arrival of this moment, but the crowded crowd around me and the gap visible to the naked eye also make me really sweat.

What does that feel like? The heart deer slammed into each other, as if a small drum was beating an irritating sound of "dong dong dong" in the heart, and the rhythm of the heartbeat had never been as clear as it was now to the eardrums, heavy and oppressive. Li Shan's legs trembled, swaying like two fragile dry branches, and a breath of air swelled in his stomach, which then rushed into his esophagus in reverse, pressing his throat, itchy, breathing difficult but sharp.

Li Shan raised his head, and the strong light pierced his eyes, and the sky was clear.

Depend on! Not a drop of rain fell.

Damn Li Chuan! Who let you out of the cloth!

A strong hand rested on his trembling shoulder.

"Listen, Li Shan, since we have chosen to join, we can't choose to back down, especially now, where there is a beginning, there must be an end. So why can't you let the results make you have a clear conscience? Li Yang's tone was as reassuring as if it had magical powers.

"I know, but nervous...... It's all to blame on Li Chuan, who let him go out of the cloth! ”

"I believe in you, and so do you, but you also have to believe in yourself." Li Yang took out the number plate from the bag and handed it to Li Shan, who noticed that Li Yang's hand was also shaking slightly.

"Bring your numbered plate first, and the game starts in about 20 minutes." Li Yang walked towards the waiting area.

"Whew, whew......" Li Shan looked at the 0305 number plate in his hand, took a deep breath to adjust his state, imagining how he ran on the track, his hands trembled slightly, and he accidentally pricked his arm when he pinned it, there was no bleeding, but his hands trembled even more, and he simply bit himself hard, leaving a deep row of tooth marks, which was considered to be temporarily stable.

Calm down! Calm down! He repeatedly hinted at himself.

Li Shan thought about the day he was forgotten, what was the taste of the breakfast he didn't taste? He tried to divert his attention, but the disappointment of being sealed by himself flooded into his heart.

"No. 0305 Li Shan! Get in place in the waiting area! ”

He broke his skills in an instant, his whole body became even worse in a cold sweat, and his legs went weak.

Damn Li Chuan! Who let you out of the cloth!

He paced slowly towards the waiting area, not because he didn't want to go fast, but his thighs didn't listen to him at all.

"Hey! It's coming, it's coming! Xun Ran saw Li Shan, who was walking slowly and leisurely, shouting at the rest of the team.

Xu Xuanyue ran over and pulled Li Shan's sleeve: "Why did you come, you have to do an 8-minute warm-up exercise before the game!" ”

"I'm sorry." Li Shan's voice trembled, even though Xu Xuanyue pulled him, his body still didn't obey him.

Li Shan raised his head and looked at him with a pair of eyes.

At that moment, he wanted to escape.

Run, right? It's good to run away, right? Li Shan persuaded himself. Obviously, the exercise cells are so bad that they don't reach the high school entrance examination, and they will be sick to their stomachs when they run a few steps, why do they still have brains to participate in the competition? In order to make a fool of himself in public? Is it the pleasure of falling to the ground and gnawing on the mud?

No, you can't run away.

Reason once again took control of Li Shan's brain. For what? For the promise with my brother, for the sweat I have shed these days, for the partner who trusts me in front of me. The impulse of the moment must not be an excuse to abandon these things!

Nature and reason wrestled, and he didn't have time to take charge of his brain, and the starting gun of the 100-meter race "snapped" loudly, Li Shan was frightened, he stepped forward with one foot, stopped in place with one foot, and fell to the ground before the game started. His left knee was under heavy pressure from his entire body, and the blood instantly rushed through his veins, and his entire calf was numb and unconscious.

This scene was really embarrassing, Li Shan, who was kneeling on the ground with his head bowed, was unwilling to raise his head to face everyone, he quietly waited for everyone's ridicule and blame.

The laughter was not heard for a long time, and strangely no one came to support him.

He looked up in disappointment.

Xu Xuanyue was blocking everyone who was about to support Li Shan at this time, and she stood in front of him alone, looking down at Li Shan, but she didn't want to help herself.

He didn't know what to do, whether he was going to get up or keep waiting.

At this time, Xu Xuanyue squatted down and looked at Li Shan with a smile.

"What? Feeling nervous? "There was a playfulness in the smile.

"I ...... Think...... OK. "No, he's not good at all, he probably can't get up at the moment, he's sure he's going to have to fall on the track again.

No matter whether Xu Xuanyue encouraged or blamed himself at this time, Li Shan would not feel good in his heart, what he couldn't accept was not the depression of the atmosphere, but from his distrust of himself and fear of the future.

"Hey!" Li Shan was slapped on the shoulder by Xu Xuanyue. "Li Shan, look over there."

Li Shan looked at the audience in the distance in the direction Xu Xuanyue pointed.

Who's that? Is it yourself? Li Shan lifted the glasses that had slipped off the tip of his nose. Ah, it's Li Chuan! He's waving and shouting, holding up the class sign, shouting something? What is he shouting? There was a football field between the two, mixed with the cheers and shouts of others, and even if Li Chuan roared hoarsely, the voice was still so small that it was difficult to make out the sound. Li Shan slapped his ears vigorously and stretched his neck, trying to hear more clearly.

"Lee-mountain! Add – oil! Elder brother! Come on! What the hell! Stand up for me! ”

Depend on! Who let you out of the cloth! Don't blame me for the hoarse voice!

The two extremes in Li Shan's mind were dispelled by himself, and tears welled up in his eyes (not so exaggerated).

Go to his escape! him down! Go to his rock-paper-scissors!

He got up slightly, and Xu Xuanyue supported his arm. He let out a long breath of heat, a mixture of timidity and fear. Then he felt lighter.

"Who isn't nervous here?"

Xu Xuanyue turned around and asked everyone, "Are you nervous?" ”

Xun Ran said: "I'm a little short of breath. ”

Xia Yuan said: "I broke out in a cold sweat. ”

Li Yang said: "My hands are shaking. ”

Zhou Junlan said: "I ...... I have weak legs. ”

Everyone turned their attention to Ke Yuhan.

"To be honest, I don't play, but my heart is still beating fast. Especially when I saw the classmates like that. Ke Yuhan pointed to the seat of the class.

Su Xin took the lead, waving the red flag, the ponytail kept shaking behind his head, and the classmates raised their hands high, jumping around, and everyone was shouting hard. The head teacher Wang Xiu clenched his fists, waving and shouting rhythmically, and the few remaining hairs on his head were blown up by the wind, only then did everyone find out that he was a "hollow" hairstyle, and several boys and girls behind him were amused to laugh, but it did not affect his enthusiasm at all.

"Three shifts! Come on! Three shifts! Come on......"

Li Shan felt fireworks burning in his chest.

"Thanks, I'm fine." Li Shan smiled freely, and Xu Xuanyue felt his arm stabilize.

Li Shan touched the deep row of tooth marks on the back of his hand that were bitten by himself, and then he felt the pain hit, and he felt panicked, he raised his head and said to everyone: "Don't rub it off, we still have 8 minutes of warm-up exercise." ”

Determined tears swirled in his eyes.

Emotions are the foundation of human fragility, but it also happens that they bring encouragement from others and make all the difficulties and sufferings in the world less to fear.