Goodnight's heart beats fast.

Being clearly perceived in this way inevitably made her nervous.

Her liking for Cheng Songyan is a secret that can't be opened.

It's like if you go diving one day and you meet a blue whale in the deep ocean. You think it's beautiful, it's mysterious.

Since then, you have fallen in love with the sea and the blue whale. You explore the deep sea again and again, wanting to get close to your favorite blue whale. But every time you take a step closer to it, it will swim backwards a meter sensitively.

Just because it's the same as you, only close to the species you're interested in.

As long as you don't like it, you will definitely resist it. And good night can't accept naked resistance.

.....

"Yibao, I promise you. Provided that it is with the consent of your little uncle. ”

Turning away from Cheng Yi in the evening, she asked her "Is there a heartbeat" question.

Cheng Yi is a child, and he didn't hear that good night was avoiding his question. His tone was full of excitement.

"Okay, An An, you are not allowed to break your promise this time."

"Hmm. I know. ”

"Baby An'an, then I'll sort out the script first. I'll come back to you before the next meeting, okay? ”

"Okay, hang up first."

Good night, quickly hang up the phone, and take a long breath.

I'm glad I don't have any flaws.

Good night feels like liking Cheng Songyan, just like being a thief, which makes her feel weak. Let her have no confidence.

So that she didn't dare to talk to anyone.

A young lady on Zhihu said that there is no essential difference between unrequited love that goes deep into the bone marrow and chasing stars.

It will make people afraid of losing and at the same time find that they never had it in the first place.

What's even more sad is that

No matter how much you like the person who has been deeply ingrained in your mind, no matter how sweet the fantasy belongs to your happy ending. In the end, he couldn't really take that step towards him.

Good night has always felt that she and Cheng Songyan are like Nanjing Road in Shanghai and Shanghai Road in Nanjing. It sounds similar and intimate, but it's actually unconnected.

You may not know that a girl has to be more self-inflicted in order to leave no room for a boy to like.

He said, "You're annoying."

The girl would think that he meant to prefer me to be quieter.

He said, I like girls with better grades.

The girl thinks he's implying that as long as I get better, we have a future.

He said, I don't like what you like.

The girl hopelessly thought that I was a special presence for him.

knew that one day, the boy was forced to endure it too much,

He said, I don't like you at all, can't you see.

The silly girl finally understood, all the heartbeats, all the sweet moments. It's just the happiness and beauty that her own brain makes.