Chapter 80: The Heart Is Empty
Meng Shan swallowed his saliva in fear, "Senior, if Meng Shan did something wrong, the senior just pointed it out, and Meng Shan will definitely correct it."
However, this kind of joke can't be messed around. ”
Kwai Xi hooked her lips slightly, leaned forward with her petite body, and watched Meng Shan lean back in a strange posture, her eyes looking at her like a frightened fawn.
Aoi Xi amusedly nodded his little heart, which was beating a little fast, and said slowly, "Who joked with you." ”
Hearing this, Meng Shan's eyes suddenly opened.
She, she, she......
"Gollum!"
The Adam's apple rolled unconsciously, and Meng Shan didn't know how to react, only felt that his heart was beating faster and faster.
No, no, it shouldn't be like this.
Stop, stop, stop.
Meng Shan, immediately stop the unrealistic nonsense in your mind.
The sudden change in the style of painting caught people off guard.
Aoi Xi also felt strange, how did she feel as if she had suddenly changed.
Her eyebrows were lowered, and she looked at the beating heart suspiciously, and Kui Xi thought curiously, this heart was stuffed back for him by herself, and she sewed it up for him with her own hands.
The soft and boneless little hand suddenly touched his chest, and Meng Shan's brain was hot.
"Boom!" A bang.
was already bent uncomfortably, and fell directly on his back in fright.
Seeing Meng Shan fall to the ground in a panic, Kwai Xi blinked blankly.
What happened?
Meng Shan touched his hot earlobe helplessly, and calmed down for a while before the heat on his face faded.
Sitting up slowly, Meng Shan secretly glanced at Kwai Xi beside him, and muttered, "Senior, don't be joking." ”
Joke?
Who joked on him.
Meng Shan didn't think that his words could sway Kwai Xi, so he only said a symbolic sentence and stopped mentioning it.
Meng Shan touched the itchy earlobe, cautiously peeked at Kwai Xi, remembered the question in his heart, and his voice was as thin as a mosquito.
"Senpai, is that you?
Deliberately blinding my eyes prompted me, and later......
At that time, I didn't completely lose consciousness, was it because my senior cast a spell on my eyes? ”
Meng Shan thought about it for a long time, every time he drank the medicine, he would completely lose consciousness, but this time he was very conscious throughout the whole process, not only did he not lose his memory, but his eyes were able to see again after he was completely awake.
It's all too much of a coincidence.
Apart from Kwai Xi, Meng Shan couldn't think of any other reason.
Kwai Xi turned his head to look at him, Meng Shan sat a little helplessly, his hands neatly placed on his knees, like a good student who obediently listened to the training.
Aoi Xi frowned suspiciously.
What is he doing so nervously?
Every time she turned her head to look at him, he was like a frightened little rabbit, and she didn't eat people, so what was she afraid of what she was doing?
A certain woman is afraid that she has forgotten, not long ago she discussed with Bai Bai about whether Meng Shan is braised or steamed for a long time.
And just now, she even threatened Meng Shan and said that she would push him down.
With a person like her, can Meng Shan not be afraid?
If you want you to say, who is not afraid?
Aoi frowned.
I really couldn't understand the reason why Meng Shan was so frightened, so she nodded indifferently.
Man, what a strange creature.
Seeing that Kwai Xi turned her head again and didn't have to face her anymore, Meng Shan couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, and then thanked her gently.
"Thank you, senior."
Although he knew it was painful, it was just as sad to be kept in the dark, and he really needed to thank her for helping him see the true colors of the people around him.
Seeing his serious thanks, Aoi Xi sneered disdainfully.
She didn't want to help him.
Although she helped Meng Shan by mistake, she was only because of her bad taste at first.
She hated Meng Shan for being such a fool, and she couldn't even tell whether the people around her were humans or ghosts, so she didn't want those eyes.
For the first time, Kwai Xi really wanted to blind Meng Shan's eyes, so that he could simply be blind for the rest of his life.
But I didn't expect that the Meng family really had two brushes, which actually cured Meng Shan's eyes.
When he saw Meng Shan again, he insisted on going up to Jiudong Mountain to worship her as a teacher, even if he was beaten by her kittens and his head was broken and bleeding and scarred.
She thought about letting him see the cruelty of those people with her own eyes.
It is better to be blind than to be blind in the heart.
Maybe her heart was too distorted, Kwai Xi maliciously hoped that Meng Shan would see their true colors with her own eyes, she wanted to see what he would choose in that situation.
The same situation, but different people choose diametrically opposite.
Meng Shan actually chose to forgive them, after seeing what they did with his own eyes and deeply experiencing the pain they brought him, he still chose to forgive them, and even let Meng Zihui go.
Kwai Xi didn't understand, and she couldn't figure it out, in her opinion, those people deserved to die, if she would never be merciful.
In her case, there is a grudge to repay the grudge, there is a revenge to take revenge, today's revenge is repaid today, and it can be concluded at this moment and will not wait until tomorrow.
But Kwai Xi forgot that Meng Shan is Meng Shan, and she is her.
Meng Shan is not her after all.
They are two very different people.
Meng Shan also understands the disdain in Kwai Xi's eyes, but after all, he can't let go of his former family affection.
Although these experiences and feelings are painful and uncomfortable, he is still reluctant, and there are really too many reluctances.
It's hard for him to explain, and he doesn't expect others to understand him.
Therefore, Meng Shan sighed slightly and spoke
"Senior, I'm bothering you during this time, and when my injuries heal, I'll leave Nine Cave Mountain."
The wounds on his body had not healed yet, and there was a dull pain in his chest, and he wanted to wait until he was almost done before leaving.
They live in Nine Cave Mountain, and they will definitely cause a lot of trouble for Kwai Xi.
Hearing him say that he was leaving, Aoi Xi had no other expression on his face, and did not respond or refuse.
She just looked at the hazy mountain fog under her feet, staring at her little feet swinging in mid-air, swaying, and her thoughts didn't know where they had drifted.
It stands to reason that Meng Shan wants to go or stay, and it has nothing to do with her.
However, she felt that her heart was suddenly empty.
Although he didn't hear Kwai Xi's response, although he was a little regretful, but when he said his plan, Meng Shan's heart was much more relaxed.
There is no need to force yourself, no longer embarrass others, and do not ask for any apprenticeship.
Meng Shan suddenly felt relaxed and relaxed.
I don't know why, he feels that Kwai Xi has a particularly calming feeling, she is like the bright moon above their heads at the moment.
Quiet and translucent, without quarrel with the world, just hanging high in the sky, away from the disturbances of the world.
With her, Meng Shan was able to calm himself down.
Just like he stayed by Big Brother Ink, it seems that after the Meng family changed, he didn't seem to have seen Big Brother Rock Ink.
Alas.
The people and things of the Meng family, he will learn to let go.
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