Chapter 105: Hesitation
"What's the matter, do I have something on my face?"
"No, Rouying, you are the most beautiful person in the world, and the person I love the most, Rouying, I miss you."
Bai Rouying understood what Jin Yu meant, and her face turned red all of a sudden.
Jin Yu turned off the light in the room.
A few hours later, Jin Yu turned on the lamp next to the bed, and through the light, he looked at Bai Rouying. At this time, the person he loved the most was lying next to him, and he gently kissed Bai Rouying's forehead.
Bai Rouying looked at him and smiled at him with the corners of her mouth curled.
Jin Yu wrapped one arm around Bai Rouying and asked her to pilllow her arm. With the other hand, he gently picked up Bai Rouying's hand and placed it in front of him, looking at the ring on her hand. He rubbed his fingers against the ring that Bai Rouying had on his hand, and his eyes were full of tenderness. Bai Rouying watched his movements quietly and did not speak.
"Rouying, don't worry, I'll be good to you in a while."
"I know that in this world, you are the one who loves me the most."
"I'll never let you leave me again."
Jin Yu suddenly remembered that Bai Rouying and Xu Xuan had been on the deck for a long time, and they didn't know what they were talking about. So he gently asked Bai Rouying: "Rouying, what did you talk about with Xu Xuan at the bow of the boat before?" ”
At that time, Bai Rouying and Xu Xuan chatted for a long time, and when he went to look for Bai Rouying, he looked at her expression, and saw that the two of them did not seem to be chatting simply, there must be something important.
Jin Yu asked, Bai Rouying remembered the conversation with Xu Xuan before, and also remembered that Xu Xuan was pregnant.
Although she could see that Xu Xuan loved the baby in her belly very much, she understood that Xu Xuan was not ready to be with Liu Yihang now.
And if Liu Yihang knew that Xu Xuan was pregnant, he would definitely marry Xu Xuan immediately. Therefore, Bai Rouying was afraid that Xu Xuan would do something irreparable on impulse because she was not ready to get married.
If Xu Xuan really chose to kill the baby in her belly because she didn't want to marry Liu Yihang for the time being, Bai Rouying knew that Xu Xuan would definitely regret it and be very painful.
She remembered the two children who had once existed in her womb, which were the crystallization of her and Jin Yu's love. If there are no accidents, they can be born healthy and grow up peacefully under the love and care of themselves and Jinyu.
But because of those accidents, Bai Rouying and Jin Yu lost their two children, and they were separated for two years. Fortunately, the end result was good. After going around and around, they got back together.
But the loss of those two children, and the pain she suffered in the two years of separation from Jin Yu, even now that she thinks about it, her heart is still like a needle.
She is the mother of the children, and she wants these two children to be born healthy and healthy more than anyone else. However, she watched as she lost her two children, and she had nothing she could do.
She had experienced that kind of pain, so she didn't want Xu Xuan to experience it again. She didn't want Xu Xuan to do something that she would regret for the rest of her life because of impulse.
Bai Rouying felt that she had to go to Xu Xuan to explain the matter. Xu Xuan Bai Rouying is the most important person in this world besides Jin Yu, and she can't let her be hurt. can't let Xu Xuan make things that he regrets for the rest of his life because of his impulse, if this is really the case, Bai Rouying will not forgive herself.
She decided that she must find a time to talk to Xu Xuan about this matter again.
Because she was thinking too much about Xu Xuan's affairs, Bai Rouying never answered what Jin Yu said just now. Jin Yu saw that Bai Rouying was distracted, a little strange, and didn't know what she was thinking, so he called her several times.
"Soft Shadow, Soft Shadow." Jin Yu shouted several times in a row before Bai Rouying came back to her senses.
"Huh?" Thinking about Xu Xuan's matter too seriously just now, she couldn't help but be distracted, causing Jin Yu to call her several times before she reacted.
"What's the matter, I was distracted."
"What did you talk to Xu Xuan about?"
Because she had promised Xu Xuan to keep her pregnancy secret for her, Bai Rouying knew that Jin Yu would not say this, but after thinking about it, she decided to hide it from Jin Yu first.
When Xu Xuan figured it out, she told everyone that she was pregnant, so it would be good.
However, she also understands Jin Yu's personality, if she doesn't make it clear what she said to Xu Xuan before, Jin Yu will definitely ask to the end, he is not such a foolish person.
Even if he doesn't tell him, Jin Yu will find a way to know, and it will be even more troublesome when the time comes. However, Bai Rouying also understands that Jin Yu cares about herself.
So she thought for a while and said to Jin Yu: "It's about something, but it's about Xuanxuan." ”
"Xu Xuan?"
"Well, it's her private matter, and I promised her to help her keep it a secret, and only me and her know about it now. So, now, don't ask me if I'm okay yet, and I'll tell you when the time comes. ”
"Okay." When Jin Yu heard Bai Rouying say this, he wouldn't ask what was going on, since Bai Rouying promised Xu Xuan, she would definitely not speak. Why did he have to ask her questions and make her angry? Anyway, she could just stay with him now.
Bai Rouying breathed a sigh of relief when she saw that Jin Yu no longer asked. Then he yawned.
Jin Yu tucked the quilt corner for her: "It's late, go to sleep, you're tired too." He also deliberately looked at Bai Rouying with very ** eyes.
Bai Rouying blushed all of a sudden, but because she was too tired, she didn't continue to argue with him, she still had to go to Xu Xuan tomorrow.
"Sleep, good night." She lay in Jin Yu's arms and slept peacefully.
Early the next morning, after Bai Rouying woke up, she went to find Xu Xuan after washing up and talking to Jin Yu.
She knocked on Xu Xuan's door, and Xu Xuan came over to open the door for her.
After entering the door, Bai Rouying found that Liu Yihang was not there, and Xu Xuan said that Liu Yihang went to bring her breakfast. Bai Rouying felt that this was also good, anyway, she wanted to find a reason to call Xu Xuan out, but now Liu Yihang is not there, but it will save trouble.
After the two sat down, Xu Xuan asked, "What's the matter, is there anything wrong with coming over early in the morning?" ”
"Xuanxuan, I know that you are not ready to get married, but the baby in your belly is your own blood, you must think about what to do about this matter. You can't do something on the spur of the moment that you will regret for the rest of your life. ”
"Don't worry, this is my baby, no matter what, I will definitely protect it."
"That's good, it scares me to death, I'm especially afraid of your impulsiveness, no matter what, I will accompany you."
Xu Xuan was very moved when she heard these words, and she went on to say to Bai Rouying, "Rouying, I know you care about me, but I don't want to tell Liu Yihang about my pregnancy yet, you must keep it secret for me." ”
"Don't worry, I know, this matter will have to wait until you figure it out and tell him in person."
The two chatted for a while, and Bai Rouying returned to the room with confidence after waiting for Xu Xuan's answer that she promised that she would not do anything wrong on impulse.
At this time, Liu Yihang came back. It's just that what Xu Xuan didn't know was that Liu Yihang heard all the conversations between her and Bai Rouying just now.
In a short period of time, his mood was really like a roller coaster, with ups and downs.
At this moment, Liu Yihang suddenly appeared in front of the two.
"Xu Xuan, you ......"
Liu Yihang grabbed Xu Xuan with some annoyance, and his peach blossom eyes were full of anger.
Xu Xuan is pregnant, and she didn't tell him about such a big thing!
So they've been together for so long, is it just a roommate relationship?
Or does Xu Xuan want to secretly raise the child and change the stainless steel basin?
The more Liu Yihang thought about it, the more angry he became, and he held Xu Xuan's hand and unconsciously increased his strength.
"What are you doing?"
Xu Xuan didn't care about Liu Yihang's almost fire-breathing gaze, "Let's go back and talk about something." ”
Xu Xuan didn't want to quarrel with Liu Yihang in public, so she forcibly pulled Liu Yihang back until Liu Yihang's arm hurt.
"Liu Yihang, what do you want to do? Let go! ”
Xu Xuan glared at Liu Yihang dissatisfied, it hurts!
"Don't let it go!"
Liu Yihang thoroughly. was on fire, and standing on the crowded street, he yelled at Xu Xuan: "If I didn't happen to hear it, how long did you want to hide it from me?" ”
"You let go first, we'll go home and talk about something."
Xu Xuan looked at the flow of people around her, desperately trying to break free of Liu Yihang's hand.
"You're talking about it right here."
Liu Yihang ignored it and desperately refused to let Xu Xuan leave.
"What do you want me to say?"
Seeing that the crowd on the street looked at them with strange eyes, whispering, Xu Xuan's face was a little unbearable.
"Why didn't you tell me about the child?"
Liu Yihang didn't care that this was on the street where people came and went, and yelled directly at Xu Xuan, attracting sideways glances from passers-by.
finally asked this key question, Xu Xuan's heart chuckled.
Xu Xuan knew that she was ashamed of Liu Yihang in this matter, so she could only be silent at this time.
"Xuanxuan, let's get married!"
Liu Yihang had calmed down at this time and began to discuss the solution to this matter with Xu Xuan.
Xu Xuan was still silent, if she wanted to marry Liu Yihang, she would not hide her pregnancy and not tell Liu Yihang.
"Xu Xuan, you speak, what do you want to do? My child, I won't let you kill it. ”
Liu Yihang pulled Xu Xuan nervously, and seeing that Xu Xuan was silent, he thought that Xu Xuan had the idea of beating the child.
"I didn't want to knock it out."
Xu Xuan was in a hurry for a while, said this sentence, and was stunned after speaking, if she didn't kill the child, didn't she just want to marry Liu Yihang?
Xu Xuan knows Liu Yihang well enough.
Indeed, hearing Xu Xuan say that he would not kill the child, Liu Yihang took it for granted that Xu Xuan wanted to marry him.
Liu Yihang pulled Xu Xuan excitedly: "Xuanxuan, I know, I know, you say, what am I not doing well enough?" Makes you not want to marry me. ”
Xu Xuan looked at Liu Yihang helplessly, she just knew that Liu Yihang would think about this.
"No, there's nothing wrong with you, but I don't want to get married right now."
Xu Xuan weakly broke free from Liu Yihang's shackles.
"Why, Xuanxuan?"
Liu Yihang asked Xu Xuan puzzled.
Xu Xuan was silent for a long time, "I don't want to get married yet." ”
Don't want to get married yet?
Liu Yihang is even more puzzled, they have developed to this extent, isn't the next step to get married?
Suddenly, Liu Yihang seemed to think of something, the woman said that she didn't want to get married, didn't she mean that she hadn't had enough fun?
Liu Yihang looked at Xu Xuan with disgust as if he had been greatly insulted: "Okay, since you don't want to get married, then don't get married." ”
Hearing this, Xu Xuan breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that Liu Yihang finally understood himself.
Unexpectedly, Liu Yihang's next sentence was: "Before you agree to get married, I think we should calm down for a while." ”
After Liu Yihang finished speaking, he left Xu Xuan in place and left angrily.
Liu Yihang, who left in a negative mood, directly found Xu Xuan's best friend Bai Rouying.
If you want to say that the person who knows Xu Xuan best at this time, except for him Liu Yihang, that is, the white soft shadow in front of him.
"Rouying, you can help me persuade Xu Xuan."
At this time, Liu Yihang saw that Bai Rou's shadow aura was completely gone.
Thinking of Xu Xuan's hard work during the period of pregnancy alone, Liu Yihang felt that he was too careful as a big man.