During this period of time, Jingrou's nerves have been highly tense every day, and sleeping has already become a very luxurious thing for her now, if she can sleep for two or three hours a day, she will feel very satisfied. Now that I live in the hospital ward, especially in the corridor outside the ward, because the lights are turned off at night, it looks a little eerie and creepy, and Jingrou can't sleep peacefully. Although Jingrou didn't feel scared of Yamaguchi in the ward, even if she finally lay down on the small bed and closed her eyes, as long as there was a slight disturbance in Yamaguchi, she would still open her eyes immediately and get up as quickly as possible to see if there was anything wrong with him. Although there are nurses in the hospital who can take care of Yamaguchi, Jingrou is still willing to take care of everything for her husband herself, except for the things that must be done by a nurse, she almost does it herself, and she doesn't distinguish between day and night as if she were at home.

In this way, a few days later, the two younger daughters finished their vacation and went to school, and the eldest daughter Xinxin finally went to the vocational school where she had just been admitted. Because if it weren't for the two of them paying for tuition, Jingrou really wouldn't have been able to come up with the money, and the admission letter that Xinxin had managed to get would have become a useless blank sheet of paper. In fact, Xinxin's plan to quit her job and go to school had already been decided, but neither of Jingrou's mother and daughter expected that Yamaguchi's condition would deteriorate to such an extent, and Xinxin even regretted that she shouldn't have made this decision. But Jingrou doesn't have any regrets, after all, after her daughter has stepped into society, she has realized that she lacks a diploma, and she also wants to learn some skills to achieve a career on her own, how can Jingrou, as a mother, not support her? So when Yamaguchi started chemotherapy, Xinxin was embarrassed in front of Jingrou, she felt that she shouldn't go to school when her mother was in the most difficult time, but should find more jobs to support the family.

Jingrou smiled nonchalantly and comforted Xinxin and said: "Don't delay your future because of family matters, going to school and learning skills is a big deal, and it is likely to affect your job in the future." In any case, since you have already gone to school, you must insist on finishing your studies and getting your graduation certificate back. You don't have to worry about things at home, there will be nothing wrong with having a mother, no matter what happens in the future, your mother will not delay your studies because of this, do you understand? ”

Xinxin nodded very seriously, promising that Jingrou would definitely take her graduation certificate back for her to see anyway, and she also secretly made up her mind in her heart, she decided to work a few more jobs, even if she couldn't subsidize the family, at least she didn't plan to ask her mother for money anymore.

In the evening of that day, when Matsuo Aya came to the hospital, Jingrou asked her to take care of Yamaguchi for the time being, and then hurriedly drove home. Because there is no way to take a bath in the hospital except for the patient, let alone the only family member who accompanies the patient in the hospital, like Jingrou, there is no such right. So Jingrou really couldn't help but want to go home and take a shower, and the daughters were all at the house of the eldest daughter Xinxin, so she could return to the hospital soon when she went home alone. But what Jingrou never expected was that it only took her more than an hour to go back and forth and take a bath, and as soon as she returned to the door of the hospital ward, she got a message that she didn't want to hear.

Jingrou came out of the elevator and hurried to the ward, forever she saw Matsuo Aya, who was standing alone in the corridor at the door of the ward, Jingrou immediately walked over with a smile and wanted to greet her, but was stopped by Matsuo Aya, who was looking at her, hurriedly gestured with her hand.

Aya Matsuo walked a few steps to stop Jingrou and said, "The nurse is changing Dad's diaper, don't go in yet, I have something to tell you!" ”

Jingrou's heart suddenly rose to her throat, and subconsciously she immediately felt that what Matsuo Aya was going to say to herself would definitely not be a good thing, so she nodded very nervously and said, "What's the matter, you say!" ”

Aya Matsuo whispered expressionlessly, "The attending doctor talked to me when you weren't there just now, and he said that Dad is likely to die in the next two days, and he wants us to decide whether to euthanize Dad or give him first aid when he is critically ill." ”

These words were like a thunderbolt in the clear sky, which made Jingrou really unacceptable at once, the bag she was carrying in her hand fell to the ground all of a sudden, and Jingrou also squatted on the ground and cried a little out of control.

After crying for a while, Jingrou stood up with red eyes and asked Aya Matsuo, "Why did it suddenly become like this?" Why should I decide whether your dad lives or dies? I don't want your dad to die, and I don't want me to sentence him to death! Didn't the doctor say that you still have to continue chemotherapy for your dad? How could he suddenly say that he only had a day or two left? ”

Aya Matsuo's eyes were also a little moist, but she continued calmly: "The doctor also asked us to call Dad's friends and family members to meet with him quickly, saying that they were worried that if something unexpected happened, they were afraid that Dad would die with regret. I know it's a difficult choice for you, and the doctor said let me tell you when you come back, and he'll call our family to talk to you tomorrow afternoon. It's late, I have to go home and cook, you don't have to think too much, don't show pain in front of your father, after all, you don't want him to leave with fear, do you? I'll come back to the hospital tomorrow and go with you to see the doctor, don't be too sad! ”

Jingrou nodded in agreement, and then said goodbye to Matsuo Aya, she went directly to the pool in the hospital to wash her face, tried to calm herself, and called Xinxin to say that she should bring her two younger sisters to talk to the doctor tomorrow afternoon. Then Jingrou walked into the ward and stayed with Yamaguchi for a while, and after he fell asleep, he walked out of the ward lightly alone, stood in the corridor and whispered to Yamaguchi's friends, colleagues, and related customers one by one to tell the truth.

Everyone who received the call was surprised, because they all thought that Yamaguchi's body had always been strong, and they couldn't believe that Yamaguchi was going to die all of a sudden, and thought that Jingrou was joking with them! Not only are it a little difficult for those who know that Yamaguchi is sick, but those who don't even know that Yamaguchi is sick find it even more difficult to accept such a heavy fact.

That night, many people who received Jingrou's phone call came to visit Yamaguchi in the hospital ward, and the first of them were Yamaguchi's subordinates and the chairman of the trading company that was in the same compound as Yamaguchi.

The old chairman is nearly 90 years old this year, and when Yamaguchi was recuperating at home after chemotherapy, he once called Jingrou and said: "Mrs. Yamaguchi, you don't have to worry about anything, you can come to me for anything in the future, I will definitely do my best to help you, you can take good care of Yamaguchi with confidence!" ”

The old chairman has always been Yamaguchi's most respected senior, Jingrou has always known the relationship between him and Yamaguchi, like father and son and like friends, they are confidants who can talk about everything, and the old chairman's company is also Yamaguchi's biggest customer. The old chairman's words gave Jingrou a lot of spiritual support, and she always believed that if something happened to Yamaguchi, as long as she asked the old chairman for help, she would definitely get help. So the first person Jingrou called to notify was the old chairman, and after the old chairman was shocked, he also said to Jingrou several times what he said on the phone that day, which comforted Jingrou's uneasy heart again.

The old chairman came to the ward with his secretary to visit Yamaguchi, and Yamaguchi became excited because of the arrival of the seniors, but Jingrou soon discovered that something was wrong with the old chairman. Because the old chairman kept repeating the same words when he was talking, it didn't look very normal, and Yamaguchi had always been like a lively and cheerful young man in front of the old generation, so he tried desperately to behave normally Yamaguchi, and after a while, he was a little tired and out of breath.

Aya Matsuo, who suddenly came to the ward, saw all this, and after chatting with a smile for a while, she called Jingrou out of the ward and asked her with a very ugly face: "How did you tell the old chairman that you didn't tell him the specific situation of his father, right?" If he says that he leaks his mouth, Dad will definitely not be able to stand the mental shock! If Dad really can't do it because of his words, who will take this responsibility! ”

This doesn't sound abnormal, it's like a daughter's idea that her father wants to live a few more days, but it's full of reproach for Jingrou, and at the moment, I don't know why, Jingrou also obviously feels the sound outside the strings. Although Jingrou herself didn't want Yamaguchi to lose the belief in living because she knew the truth that she was going to die, the helpless Jingrou told Yamaguchi's affair that it was normal for their father's and wife's most trusted old-timers. Because Yamaguchi has never made any guarantees to Jingrou's mother and daughter, he has refused to give the family's passbook to Jingrou until now, and the biggest problem that Jingrou's mother and daughter will face is the two daughters of him and his ex-wife.

The Matsuo Aya in front of her is not only a complete Japanese, but also a native who knows the national situation better than Jingrou, so Jingrou thinks that she must know this better than anyone else. And Matsuo Aya has always cared so much, and has strongly asked Jingrou many times not to let Yamaguchi know the true condition, especially at this moment, her unceremonious attitude also makes Jingrou start to feel that she has some impure intentions.