Chapter 66: Nothing Changes
The early morning episode was quickly turned over, and the four of them packed up their things and prepared to go down the mountain, Su He was a little sad all the way down the mountain, and he didn't have the spirit when he came.
Seeing her like this, Yan Cuo approached her and asked, "What's wrong with you?" You don't seem to be having a good day. ”
Su He smiled bitterly, looked at the road ahead, and said with a little pain: "I dreamed of my mother again last night." ”
Yan was stunned for a moment, and immediately reacted, remembering that Su He had told him about her family affairs before, patted her on the shoulder, and didn't say anything.
The two walked side by side, and the two boys in front of them walked one after the other, talking about something from time to time, and their expressions were faint. Su He still didn't say a word, and it was rare that there was no twitter from her, and he suddenly felt a little unaccustomed to it.
The four of them went down the hill with their own thoughts, and it was not until they reached the foot of the mountain that the two boys turned back and looked at them. Gu Xuran looked at Su He's depressed appearance at the moment, after all, he still didn't bear it, and led her away in the past, Su He was obediently led away by him, and didn't say anything, just looked at their departing backs with some anxiety, wanted to stop but didn't know how to say, after all, he still watched them go away.
Yu Muyang stepped forward, "Don't worry, Gu Xuran will comfort her, it's useless for you to worry too much, everyone will have a deep melancholy in their hearts, all you can do is accompany her." ”
Yan Cuo looked at the direction they left, with some sadness, "I just didn't expect that Su He, who is usually heartless, would also have this kind of emotional collapse, but I can only watch and can't do anything." ”
Yu Muyang took her hand and pressed her palm comfortingly, her voice was flat but seemed to have some strength, word by word into her heart, "Yanyan, you have to know that every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, and no matter how heartless people are, there will be times when they are in a bad mood, this is normal, no matter who it is, you need to have an emotional outlet, you don't have to blame yourself, when she recovers, it will be the happy Su He, nothing will change." ”
"Really, nothing will change, but I don't want her to be like this, I want to see her always happy."
He clenched her hand, interlocked his fingers with her, and said firmly: "Everything will not change, whether it is me or Su He, it will be the same, you don't have to worry about anything." ”
"Okay." She replied softly.
Su He and the others came back soon, and her face also smiled again, and she went to hold Yancuo's hand with a smile, Yu Muyang looked at the palm of her hand suddenly empty, a little helpless, but she was also happy for Yancuo.
This kind girl is always thinking about others, worrying about others, and living a real life, but she is a little more cautious.
He always wanted her to live a more wanton life, no longer so much uncertainty and caution, he wanted her to know that she was the most unique one.
It's just that I can't be in a hurry, fortunately, there is still a long time in the future, and I have a lot of time to change her, to be good to her, to make up for her lack of feelings, and to retrieve her lost dreams.
Watching the two little girls walking hand in hand, they looked satisfied, the days were still long, fortunately they were accompanied by them, so that they had enough courage to face those unbearable and tribulations.
The four of them went to the snack bar again, had breakfast, and when they left, Su He was a little reluctant, and pulled the proprietress to ask for advice on the practice of wheat cake for a long time, and then had to leave.
Yan Cuo looked at her with some interest and remembered what the proprietress told her, and asked tentatively, "Are you going to try it yourself?" ”
Su He glanced at her with an idiotic expression, "How is it possible, I let my dad learn, and I will eat it after learning it." ”
Yancuo couldn't help laughing, "You asked for your uncle, but in the end, it was to satisfy your stomach." ”
Su He raised his head proudly, "Of course, my dad spoils me very much, and he will learn whatever I want to eat." ”
Yan Cuo is in his heart at this moment: I feel that my uncle is a little pitiful and swollen.
Driving the car, they went back to the familiar village, Yan Cuo at this moment has long since lost the previous shock, her heart is clear, she looked at them, "Today I will go to the grave of my grandparents to say goodbye, and then say goodbye to Grandma Xu, let's go back to Ancheng." ”
Su He got up from the back seat, a little shocked, "Do you want to go back so soon, don't you play for two more days?" ”
Yancuo shook his head, "There's nothing fun here, I'm afraid I'll only remember the past more if I continue to stay, since it's all in the past, I have to learn to let go, that's right, isn't it?" ”
Su He listened to what she said, and also thought of himself, and nodded heavily, "Mmmm, you have to let go, and I'm the same, let go of the past and cherish the present." ”
Yan Cuo smiled at her encouragingly, and the four of them came to the graves of the two old men again, ready to say goodbye, unexpectedly, there was still a bunch of white chrysanthemums in front of the tomb, and the flowers were lying alone, estimated to have been placed here for a long time, and were slightly wilted by the sun.
Yan Cuo smiled helplessly, put down the flowers they had just bought, and put them in front of the tomb, looking at the kind old man in the photo, his heart was full of reluctance.
"Grandma, I'm leaving, I'm sorry, I was supposed to stay with you for a few more days, but I broke my promise. There are too many bad memories of this place for me, and I originally said that I would face it bravely, but words are useless, and I still can't really do it. So I'm going back, and I'll come to see you often in the future, talk to you, and I won't leave you alone.
Grandma, when Yanyan grows up, she will definitely become very good and excellent as you wish, so that your face will shine, so that no matter where you are, you can praise others "This is my granddaughter, amazing." ”
Even if I'm not good now, if you wait for me for a few more years, I will definitely become what you want. ”
After a pause, she seemed to think of something again, squatted down, looked at the picture of grandma, and whispered, "Grandma, if the boy who gave you a white chrysanthemum comes back in the future, you have to tell him oh, I am not his lover, he will find a better girl, don't miss me anymore." Don't like me anymore, I can't afford his liking, all I can give him is harm.
But grandma, you know, Yan Yan doesn't want to hurt others, just this once, I've made it clear to him, and I'll keep my distance from him in the future. Grandma, bless him too, let him find the girl who really belongs to him. ”
After continuing to talk for a while, Yancuo stood up and was about to leave, but Yu Muyang, who was beside him, squatted down and said a word to the old man in front of him.
It's just one sentence, but it's a thousand words.
"Grandparents, don't worry, I will love and protect you in the future, don't worry, I won't let you down."