Chapter 47 If you say you like it, you will fight without hesitation
The four of them quickly packed their things and went out. Yu Muyang drove the car and sent them to the station.
In the car, the atmosphere was not as active as just now, and the mood of a short parting made them all a little sad, Su He kept looking out of the window at the moment, his face was dumbfounded, and his eyes seemed to be slightly red when he looked closely.
Gu Xuran turned her head around and looked at her face carefully, "Susu, what's wrong with you?" ”
Su He was a little uncomfortable and wanted to turn his head, but he turned around again. Su He was a little angry, and his voice was muffled at him, "It's nothing, I just want to see the scenery." ”
Gu Xuran looked at her eyes and said cautiously, "Why are your eyes red when you look at the scenery?" Aren't you happy? ”
Su He was poked in the heart by him, and suddenly became sad again. She didn't feel good at all because of this emotion, but she didn't want to show it in front of them. The heart was entangled, and the little faces twisted together, looking more and more distressing.
Gu Xuran didn't ask anything at the moment, and quietly hugged her, Su He moved in his arms from time to time, feeling his strong heartbeat, and only then did he feel a little relieved.
The two of them hugged each other like that, neither of them said anything, feeling the feeling of each other's side and feeling each other's breath.
It wasn't until the car drove to the station that they had to separate, Su He looked at him reluctantly, reluctant to get off the car, and called a few times outside, but he didn't see Su He's figure, so he had to wait quietly outside.
Yu Muyang stood with her, looking at the girl's neatly dressed appearance, stepped forward to tuck the corners of her clothes, and kept holding her with her hand. "Everything, right?"
Yancuo nodded, looking at the bus slowly driving in front of her, the reluctance in her heart was magnified little by little, she looked at the boy in front of her, watching him smile at herself, she finally slowly let go of her hand and slowly walked in the direction of the bus.
Su He had already gotten out of the car at this time, Gu Xuran stood on the side of the road, waving at her, Su He looked at it step by step, and finally got into the car.
Yancuo and Su He were a little worried at the moment, and they didn't say a word on the bus. Su He couldn't help but think of the scene where he met him on the bus for the first time before, and remembered the scene where he confessed to himself.
That fool said that he liked himself, so he fought without hesitation and broke through, but he didn't know that he would feel distressed when he looked at him like this.
Su He leaned on Yan Cuo's shoulder, looking at the fleeting scenery outside the window, looking at so many people walking quickly, his heart was full of confusion.
What should I do to make him less hard, and how can I make my father accept him.
The bus soon arrived at the station, and Yan Cuo and Su He got off the bus. Looking at this familiar place, everything is still the same as before, and it looks so kind, but my mentality has changed at the moment.
Is it to grow up, you have to bear these when you grow up, you have to learn, to bear more and more pressure, and more and more differences.
Thinking of his parting wave, Su He's heart ached astringently. I can't see his reluctance, at this age when he should be playing, but he has to take on so many responsibilities early. All the time, on top of that tall building, like a puppet, doing tedious things day after day.
But he can't shout tired, because this is the path he has chosen. He can't cry bitterness, because because he has chosen this difficult path, and he must go down with him.
No matter how difficult it is, how dangerous it is.
When Su He came home, he saw that his father was at home at the moment, and the house seemed to have been cleaned up, and it looked very tidy. Taken aback, she slowly walked into the living room, intending to go to her room.
Father Su stopped her, "Come back, how did you do in the exam, did you perform well?" ”
Su He was a little confused by his sudden change of attitude, and only nodded for a long time, and said with a relaxed face: "Don't worry, you don't know your daughter yet, it's all a piece of cake." ”
Father Su nodded, with some relief in his tone, but he still couldn't help but open his mouth to warn her, "You still can't be proud, you have to be steady, that's good." ”
Su He really put his mind at ease at the moment, looking at his father like this, he must not be angry with himself. She put down her schoolbag and pushed him on the shoulder, "Dad has been doing housework for so long, I'll give you a beating on the shoulder." ”
As he spoke, he took Father Su to sit on the sofa and knocked him on the shoulder. Su's father was rarely relaxed and felt the filial piety from his daughter. Su He knocked on him. Still asking: "Dad, how is the strength, light or heavy?" ”
Father Su shook his head, "This strength is just right, it's very comfortable, my shoulders are always sore during this time, it's much better for you to knock me like this." ”
Su He heard him say this, and suddenly became a little worried, "What's wrong, why does your shoulder hurt, does it hurt in other places?" ”
Father Su smiled, "That's how people are old, it is inevitable that this pain and that pain are all trivial things, and they are not in the way." ”
Su He looked at his father's aging face and his back that gradually became rickety, and he had a lot of thoughts in his heart.
This man used to be his own hero, shielding himself from the ups and downs with his broad shoulders, and leading him through countless streets and alleys with a pair of big hands.
Now that his back has become rickety, and his hands have become calloused, Su He couldn't help but have a sour nose, turned his head, held back the tears in his eyes, and told his father about the interesting things that happened at school as if he had nothing to do, Dad laughed from time to time, she also laughed, and bursts of laughter came from the living room.
Su He looked at his father's smiling appearance, and found that he hadn't seen him smile like this for many years, his father was always very busy, he went out early and returned late, and it was always difficult for him to see him.
Adolescent girls always have their own careful thoughts, and they rarely pay attention to their families, and over time, the father and daughter are slowly estranged.
Now looking at his hearty smile, Su He felt a burst of relief. It would be nice if he could smile like that for the rest of his life.
Su He was a little emotional, but he couldn't help but feel sad, and said softly, "Dad, you work so hard, I'll do the housework at home, you rest." ”
Father Su looked at the girl in front of him, who was now slim, obedient since she was a child, and never let herself worry about it. couldn't help but think of the slap he slapped her last time, and there was no mark on his face at this time, but he still remembered his trembling hands and Su He's painful eyes when the slap went down.
He couldn't help but soften, looking at this well-behaved girl since childhood, how could his heart harden when he wanted to fight for his own recognition for the first time, he patted Su He's hand and motioned for him to sit down opposite him.
Su He looked at his father a little strangely, walked to the sofa opposite and sat down, looking at him with two puzzled eyes.
Father Su spoke slowly, no longer having the same impatience as he had at the beginning, "Tell your father, what kind of person is that boy, do you really like him?" ”
Seeing that his father brought up this topic, Su He became a little nervous. She was too eager for him to get her father's approval, and she didn't know where to start at the moment, so she paused for a while.
Father Su didn't urge her, like she cast a comforting look. "Don't be nervous, speak slowly, I won't be angry, my daughter likes someone so much, I should also try to understand him."
Su He settled down, looked at the kind father in front of him, and slowly opened his mouth.
"I met him in school, he was two years older than me, he studied very well, he was a top student in the school, and many people in the school looked up to him. He stands out for others and is also very helpful, often helping his classmates. He is also a member of the school's student council and is very popular with the teachers. ”
After a pause, Su He thought for a while and looked at his father, "The most important thing is that he only has me in his eyes, and I only have him in my eyes." I can't fit anyone else. Although we are still young, the future is very long, and we will all become better and better, and we will all become the envy of others. ”
Father Su thought for a while, "How is his family?" ”
Su He remembered Gu Xuran's heartbreaking appearance and remembered when he was locked in the house. She said with some hesitation: "His family is a little complicated, his parents have been separated for many years, but they have never divorced. He has been living with his mother and now works for their family's company. ”
Father Su was silent for a while, his expression was a little heavy, Su He looked at him and didn't speak, a little nervous, and hurriedly opened his mouth to explain: "Dad, don't be prejudiced against him because of this, he is very good, he is really good." ”
Father Su looked at her nervous appearance and couldn't help laughing, "What do you stupid girl think, how can I look down on him, as long as he is good to my baby daughter, I won't ask for anything." ”
Father Su smiled and suddenly quieted down, "Besides, the situation in our family is not as good as his." ”
Su He watched his father suddenly become sad, and couldn't help but walk to his side and squat, "Dad, do you think of your mother again?" ”
Father Su didn't speak, his eyes looked at the only group photo in the living room, Su He was still very young at that time, and he was smiling happily in the middle, but the woman on the side was all cold, without a trace of smile.
He looked at the woman, and remembered how she had resolutely left the house, and his thoughts were surging, and his eyes couldn't help but turn red.