Chapter 185 Joy descends from the sky, but it becomes sorrow
Unsatisfactory things are often eight or nine, and they can be the same as the language people.
Before Fang Healed, Zhixi terminated the contract with him, and agreed not to owe each other again. However, it has just ended a period of quiet years under constraints, and ushered in a period of snow.
The book was picked up again, Zhixi picked a lot of melons and fruits on the shelf and stuffed them into Weiruo's arms, Weiruo's eyebrows and eyes, full of flattered happiness, there was a trace of illusion, which made him look forward to the comfort of her pastoral couple.
Cold and unguarded, in this season, the rain is wet and the soil is wet, Zhixi's feet slipped and fell, and if she reached out to help her in a hurry, the melons, fruits, lotus seeds and vegetables in her arms were in an uproar and scattered all over the place.
The two leaned over from the wetland, picking up the fallen fruits, Zhixi raised his eyes coldly and looked at Weiruo, who was as cold as frost in the past, the side of his face, chin, and the corners of his eyes were smeared with mud, like an ink-stained painting, and he couldn't help but cover his mouth with his hands and laughed: "Weiruo, the way you look now, live like a mud bodhisattva....."
Before hearing this, he raised his head and smiled, with a pampering smile in his smile: "Still laughing at me, you yourself, more like a mud bodhisattva", said, stretched out his hand, and wiped the mud on her face, indeed, the more he smeared the blacker.
Wei Ruo stood up, walked to the well in the courtyard, shook a wooden bucket of water with a wheel, carried it to the clay pot by the stone bench, scooped the water into the basin with a wooden spoon, called Zhixi, lifted the sleeves of her clothes for her, and gently soaked her hands in the water to wash her hands. Zhixi remembered that when he was attached to the shore soil before, he also had to wash her feet like this, blushing for a moment, before reacting, and then pushed him away in a panic and said, "I'll come by myself." ”
Happy time always passes by in a flash. The sun swept over the western mountains, little by little, drowning out the red smiles. It's late dinner. Before chopping wood, a fire was lit in front of the stove, Zhixi wrapped a cloth skirt, cut vegetables, and cooked by Weiruo, and the smoke curled up in the wooden house.
It's not so much that Zhixi is invited to be a guest, but that Weiruo is a guest to cook for Zhixi to eat. When he was young, he brought three dishes and one soup, such as the roasted lotus frozen water chestnut and five-flower lotus seed soup, to the table. pressed Zhixi's shoulder, taught her to sit at the table, and ate at the same table with him.
In the dining room, if she blindly gave Zhixi vegetables, put them in the rice cup she held in her hand, and watched her eat with a doting face, Zhixi was a little embarrassed by him, thinking that this bowl of rice should be eaten as soon as possible, so as to send him away.
However, on the contrary, a stream of sour water poured into her stomach, churning uncomfortably, and she endured it again and again, but she still vomited out the food.
"Zhixi, are you alright?" Wei Ruozao nervously held her and beat her half-bowed thin back.
"Probably, I ate too quickly." Zhixi stroked her chest and said embarrassedly, "I'm smiling." With that, she slowly sat up straight again.
"I'll call you a doctor." Before he finished speaking, he got up and strode over the threshold, through the courtyard, and went to the green bag.
"No-----" Zhixi chased after him, but still didn't have time to stop him.
"Really, make a big fuss" Zhi Xiwu complained to herself: "It's just that I'm choking on eating, and I'm going to invite some doctor, for fear that others won't see my joke." ”
When he was young, Bu'er followed Weiruo and stepped into the threshold, saying: "Dian Er is too busy to leave, teach me to come"
"It's you, I shouldn't afford to delay," Zhixi hurriedly gave up her seat: "No, it's too small." I'm just in a hurry. ”
If you look at her, she is very haggard, and her heart is full of distress: "Is it that these days, the underworld has been running back and forth, and I have to cook soup and deliver medicine for me, which is tired of you." Let the doctor show you, I'm more relieved. ”
"No wonder he took a trip, looking at your complexion, it doesn't look like an ordinary person, maybe it's that the cold of the underworld is too heavy," Bu'er said, sat down beside her, and stretched out his hand to give her a pulse.
It doesn't matter, this connection, Bu'er's face, but it's getting more and more ugly.
She was so nervous that she couldn't hold her breath and asked, "What's wrong with her?" Could it be that the cold of the underworld was too heavy and hurt her? ”
"This, this...."Bu'er looked at Weiruo, and then went to look at Weiruo. Just don't speak.
"No, what's wrong with you." Zhixi stretched out her hand and touched her forehead, "You say, my own body, I know that I can't die." ”
"The veins are round, like walking beads." Bu'er was embarrassed to say, "You are, Ximai." It's been three months. ”
Joy?
When Zhixi heard this, her face turned red, her eyebrows lowered, and she was at a loss.
He half-knelt in front of her stool, his eyes looked up at her, his eyebrows were frowning, his throat choked, he wanted to ask something but it seemed like he was not a child, he couldn't ask, he just said: "You ......", he couldn't go on.
No'er, but it's even more unclear, originally Zhixi was not the same, it was a lonely man and a widow, living in the same room, eating at the same table at sunset, before it was in the underworld, there was a three-month appointment, and now, even if you don't have a child, you can't help but whisper: "Could it be that you two ......?" "I want to ask, but I can't say it.
The atmosphere was embarrassed as if it was stagnant, and she didn't attach it to Zhixi's ear, and asked her in a whisper: "How long has it been since your menstrual affairs arrived, and you didn't pay attention to it, you should have come to Qingsao to ask me."
Zhixi became more and more embarrassed, and her face turned red, and she only whispered back: "I just thought that the cold air in the underworld was heavier, and after the 'March period', I would come back and raise the generals, but I didn't care." Who knows......"
Bu'er listened to Zhixi's answer, and the doubts in her heart became more and more serious, and she felt that what Zhixi meant by this, when she was in the underworld, she had an affair with Weiruo, and the child's father was Weiruo. However, she is also shy and no longer asks. After all, Zhixi, nominally, is still Concubine Ren.
These many words, originally asked and said, may be able to clarify a lot, the strange thing is that they just want to save some face for the other party, but in the end, they really misunderstood each other, and the victim is still the one who was wronged. And this time, Bu'er really misunderstood Zhixi, and Zhixi was indeed inexplicably and unknowingly, wronged.
"I'll prescribe you some prescriptions for the fetus," Bu'er said, "You should also know something yourself, and you must take care of the fetus." ”
From beginning to end, Weiruo never spoke again in front of Bu'er. Bu'er prescribed a good prescription, and if she took the initiative to follow her, she went back to Qingchu to grab the medicine, after all, Bu'er only brought some medicinal materials to eliminate anorexia, and did not expect that she would be diagnosed with a happy pulse.
On the way, Bu'er was really curious, and couldn't help but ask Weiruo: "Child, is it yours?" Are you worthy of parting from you by doing this? The dignified Young Emperor, he sealed her, but the concubine, if she knew about it, could she spare you and let her go? ”
"This has to ask Zhixi's mind. Can you not tell you about it first? If he didn't clearly reply to the identity of the child, because he didn't know whether Zhixi was willing to return to Lihe's side for the sake of the child, if she was willing, he would go to clarify for Zhixi, explaining that he and Zhixi were innocent, but if Zhixi couldn't face Lihe after all, then, this child, he, can recognize it.
The love of Zhixi has indeed transcended all the prejudices of the world.
However, it was not clear that Weiruo was thinking about Zhixi, so that Bu'er completely confirmed in his heart that this child was the illegitimate son of Zhixi and Weiruo.
When she came back with the medicine, Zhixi was still sitting where she was.
If he put the medicine in the corner of the table beside her, he knelt down in front of her like a man, his eyes looked up at her, and her eyes were dull and unfocused.
"Is it divorced?" If he guessed the answer tomorrow morning, he used his hands to cover her cold hands in the palms of his hands and asked softly.
"Yes." Zhixi nodded. Then, she came back to her senses, took out her hand from Ruo's hand, and said, "Weiruo, you go, I think of myself, be quiet." ”
"You can't afford this yourself." Weiruo simply sat on the ground at her feet, with his hands on his knees, indicating that he would not leave, and that he was ready to have a long talk with her.
"I'll teach you to go!" Zhixi was obviously sad and angry: "It's all your fault, you have to call No'er, now, you know, she knows, soon, more and more people will know." Don't think I'm laughing at my jokes, how much is it enough?! Still dislike the world, dislike me, how much is it? ”
"Shaodian Ming Media is marrying, you are a wife and concubine, if you are pregnant with his flesh and blood, it is justified, I think I will be happy to leave, who can have any excuses, what rights do you have, laugh at you for half a point?" If I saw her sad, I put my hand down from my knees, a little helpless, but the words were sonorous, and I wanted to comfort her: "Unless, even if you have his flesh and blood, you still don't want to return to him." ”
"I don't want to," Zhixi said categorically: "I finally look forward to it, the March contract expires, and I can live this life alone." There is no need for Aunt Bai Zhi to worry, I am a woman with a frozen heart, and I will harm her two biological sons, and from now on, no one will complain about me. Now, you teach me what to do? If he doesn't know, I'm fine, I can still hide and be incognito, but if he knows, where else can I hide? How to be incognito? I couldn't even find a reason to reject him. ”
"It turns out that you just eat, gobbling it up, so anxious, in order to, drive me away early? Is the March Covenant a 'deed of sale' that you can barely get rid of? Is it so hard? I thought you, even for a moment, would be as happy as I was. Weiruo was really sad, her every word pierced his heart, but he felt sorry for her after all, and he couldn't let her go:
"Who is Angelica Angelica? Are her words a holy decree? You keep it in mind. I don't know, but her words can't represent me, and she can't make decisions for me! Since you complain that I didn't call her and let her know that you are pregnant, then I will be responsible for you, and I am willing to be responsible for you. I will treat the child in your womb as if it were my own. ”
"What are you responsible for me? If you do this, we will jump into the Yellow River, and we will not be able to wash it away. Zhixi listened to Weiruo's words, but became more and more annoyed.
"Then don't wash it off!" Wei Ruo also stood up angrily, put his hands on her shoulders, and his eyes were filled with affectionate and excited flames, which seemed to burn her: "I said, in this world, except for you, I don't care about anyone, I don't care about anything!" But what about you, being with me, does it make you so unacceptable? Does being with me make you feel so ashamed? ”
"No, don't force me," Zhixi's eyes filled with tears, recently, she didn't know what's wrong, she always cried, how many things she had suffered before were wrong, and she didn't cry as much as she had for a few days: "I can't repay your love, it's your fault for falling in love with me, you change it." ”
"I don't need you to reciprocate." Weiruo's tone was calm and resolute, revealing all his responsibility and affection as a man: "I just want you, allow me to be by your side, accompany you, love you, and take care of you, it's enough." Other than that, I have nothing else to ask for in my life. ”