Tian Xiaoxiao, who returned to China in a hurry, just sent Sun back to the ward in the country, and rushed to the trainees to rehearse the song and dance. Their debut stage is coming soon, and Tian Xiaoxiao is still very resistant because there is still a child in her belly.

But since he has already debuted, he can't take care of any children Although Tian Xiaoxiao is sad, he still has to keep smiling, this child doesn't want to.

On the day of her debut, Tian Xiaoxiao put on the sky blue dress given by Sun, still wearing a mask, and sang and danced their debut single "Song of the Wind and Snow" with the other three members.

The first version of this song was actually made by a person named Asashi Xiao.

With my back to you, I looked up at the sky

I want to hide my sadness

You tapped me on the shoulder and waved

You said to me that you really had to say goodbye

At this time, the sky suddenly became overcast

I turned around and looked at you

The present and the past overlap with you

Eventually, they're all blurry like you

Your back fades away

After saying goodbye, I'll never see you again, I know

I held back the tears in my eyes and waved goodbye to you

I-I-I-and you

Goodbye, farewell, I'll miss you, don't forget me

Everything in front of you is proof of you and me, right?

With my back to you, I looked up at the sky

I want to hide my sadness

You tapped me on the shoulder and waved

You said to me that you really had to say goodbye

At this time, the sky suddenly became overcast

I turned around and looked at you

The scene of memory is still repeating my you

And then

Goodbye, farewell, I'll miss you, don't forget me

For the child, Tian Xiaoxiao thinks that it can be the best, but the child ...... Compared with responsibility, responsibility is still important, at least for Tian Xiaoxiao.

After the night of her debut, Tian Xiaoxiao sent another friend to the hospital, that friend was Cao Zhuoya, Yaya quietly committed suicide by cutting her wrists.

Yaya is sick...... It was a heart disease, because her favorite teenager committed suicide, and after the end of the college entrance examination in Weibei, he had obviously been admitted to the university of his dreams, how could he suddenly commit suicide.

Cao Zhuoya lay on the hospital bed and looked at the ceiling and said, "Wei Bei's departure is as silent as his arrival. Tian Xiaoxiao wanted to ask something but was pulled away by the doctor, who told Tian Xiaoxiao not to ask so many things, which would worsen Cao Zhuoya's mild depression and make him act more aggressively.

Tian Xiaoxiao knew that Cao Zhuoya was hospitalized this time because of Wei Bei, but she didn't know how Wei Bei committed suicide, until Cao Zhuoya's agency gave Tian Xiaoxiao several copies of Wei Bei's diary, and asked Tian Xiaoxiao to wait for Cao Zhuoya to feel better before handing it over to her.

Opening Wei Bei's diary, full of despair, Chaotian smiled......

A large part of Wei Bei's suicide was because of his original family, he was excellent in character and learning, but he was unhappy since he was a child, and although his mother was rich, he was actually a junior.

As an illegitimate son, Wei Bei is not treated by his father's family and is not recognized by his grandparents, Wei Bei has a half-sister who looks very similar to Cao Zhuoya, but that sister is also not treated by his father's family because of patriarchy.

My sister left home and went abroad very early, so when she saw Cao Zhuoya for the first time, Wei Bei was already moved, and those eyes were really similar.

Wei Bei's mother was born poor, and Wei Bei's grandparents also died very early, so her mother added all her spiritual sustenance to Wei Bei.

Wei Bei is also very competitive and excellent in character and learning, but the only bad thing is that he is too good-looking.

Wei Bei wrote in his diary about his classmates in the first year of junior high school:

My table mate was a very beautiful girl, and she always asked me questions about my studies, and I was happy to do it. On Valentine's Day, she somehow stuffed me with a piece of Dove chocolate for me to take home, and as soon as I got home, my mother would open my bag to check if I had finished my homework, and she found the chocolate that day.

My mother firmly believes that sticks educate filial sons, and she forced me to ask me who sent them, but I didn't say anything and endured the pain of being beaten with sticks.

The next day, the class asked me what was wrong, and my face was full of injuries, and I laughed and said that I had fallen on my own. When my table mates ask me questions, I subconsciously stay away from her.

Later, I don't know how, she found out that it was my tablemate who gave me chocolates, and I went straight to school, and I haven't seen that tablemate since.

After that, all my tables were full of boys, and I tried my best to stay away from girls.

I don't understand why parents think it's wrong to fall in love all day long, but when they reach a certain age, they will intensify their urging to marry, isn't it funny?

Wei Bei's mother has a very bad temper, so Wei Bei has been living a very depressed life, but he still has a good temper and has a positive outlook, he said that the kind of child who was born in an ivory tower at first glance, but he was actually born in a mud pond.

Wei Bei saw his sister's departure with his own eyes, and his sister touched Wei Bei's head and said, "Beibei, you must be a good father when you become a parent in the future, if you are born a daughter, then it must be my sister and me, you have to treat her well, you can't be as bad as our father." With red eyes and a suitcase, my sister stumbled out of the house in her red high heels.

The next day, Wei Bei read the newspaper that someone had died in a car accident, and the scene of the car accident was miserable, and there was a pair of red high heels scattered at the scene, Wei Bei guessed that his sister was already a baby and was very happy.

Wei Bei felt that his father was really a big villain, relying on his money to play with the feelings of two women, his sister's mother and his mother.

Wei Bei didn't want to be a man like his father, Wei Bei tried his best not to have anything to do with his father, but his mother talked about his father all day long, and he always thought that as long as Wei Bei studied hard, his father would come back to see the two of them.

After my sister left, my father and my sister's mother divorced, and my mother found that my father was so bad that she didn't want to give any woman a name at all.

Mother still loves father, when this has anything to do with Wei Bei? When his mother was pregnant, she married her father's driver in order to give him a hukou, and she divorced immediately after she finished her hukou.

Wei Bei's mother's surname is Wei, Wei Bei is reluctant to meet his father, even if he does, he will not call his father, he hates this bad man from the bottom of his heart.

Wei Bei described her Yaya in her diary like this:

Today, I met the tutor's sister at the tutor's house, the girl's name is Cao Ya, her original name is Cao Zhuoya, I like to call her Yaya.

That girl looks a lot like her sister, she likes to wear a pair of red high heels like her sister, but her sister is beautiful and gentle, she is not, Yaya, she is a thorny rose, beautiful and sharp.

The first time I saw her, I felt like a fawn, and I didn't know why I liked her, maybe because she smelled good, or maybe because I was superficial and simple, I liked good-looking girls.

I...... I'm afraid of heights but I'm willing to accompany her to ride the roller coaster.,After getting to know her, I found out that I'm quite good at climbing over the wall.,The last time I went over the wall to give her painkillers was to imitate the kind of warm man in the TV series.。 I just don't know if Yaya is excited? It should be a little exciting, right?

Tian Xiaoxiao felt that as long as Yaya's diary was mentioned, there was a feeling that she was like a face, and she felt that Wei Bei was standing in front of you, smirking at you, revealing his two cute dimples.

Tian Xiaoxiao patiently watched Wei Bei's life to the end, and her mood became heavier and heavier.

When Wei Bei was found by his mother to like the girl, he wrote in his diary like this:

My mother tore up my drawings and deleted Yaya's WeChat, and said that I should study hard. I had a big fight with her because she had been controlling me since I was a child, and even if I said that I was eighteen and could pursue the girl I liked, it didn't help.

My parents like to put their thoughts on other people's hearts, I just feel disgusting but I can't help it, I think my mother promised me that I wouldn't look for Yaya again.

But she was found by me and Yaya went directly to someone's agency, and the history is always strikingly similar.

I've had enough, I'm sad...... But I can't compete, after all, how good it is for Yaya to shine on the stage, and I am willing to put this relationship away.

Wei Bei chose to put away his feelings and prepare for the college entrance examination with peace of mind, Tian Xiaoxiao found some clues of Wei Bei's suicide in his diary.

The diary says:

My mother and I were in a constant state of arguing, and she had been in a bad mood lately probably because my father had taken another woman instead of her.

I look like my father, so my mother often vents her anger against my father, even though I am 18 years old, she still presses me with her violence and sends pictures to my father.

My father scolded her for being a madman, and the more she was upset, she would drink too much, and my mother would not drink too much because of her bad liver, and if I stopped her from drinking, a war would arise between us.

The beer bottle smashed into my head, and I was dizzy, and I leaned against the wall to go to the nearest clinic, where the doctor was familiar with me and bandaged my wounds.

When the mother wakes up, she will blame herself, but she will not blame herself for long, because she will still drink next time, and when she drinks, she will go crazy, and if she goes crazy, she will hurt people, and after the injury, she will blame herself, which is a dead cycle.

Wei Bei also wanted to get ahead, but her mother was the straw that crushed her......

After Tian Xiaoxiao finished reading the diary, she found that the mobile phone rang, it was a news report from Micah, Tian Xiaoxiao closed the diary after reading it and fell into a long autism.

18-year-old Wei is a senior in high school and has been admitted to the university of his choice, but due to his mother's drug addiction, he was pushed off a 12-story building and died.

Tian Xiaoxiao entered the ward and saw Cao Zhuoya, who was already asleep, and asked the doctor, "My friend, how is she?" The doctor shook his head and said, "She's in a bad mood, the wound on her wrist has been bandaged, and we've just given her a tranquilizer to barely sleep." ”

Tian Xiaoxiao suddenly wanted to disband their current girl group, after all, there was nothing good...... Tian Xiaoxiao remembered the guitar called Jinglong, didn't he say that it would bring good luck? Why did one crisis come one after another?