Chapter 150: Because of Zhu Zanyou
Just hugged Lu Xinman quietly, quietly feeling each other's body temperature, Qin Shi's heart was unexpectedly calm, and when he hugged Lu Xinman Qin, he felt as if he was holding the whole world.
really lived up to so many good times he had missed before, and Qin Shi only found out at this moment that Lu Xinman's body was so soft and warm. The feeling of being in your arms is even more wonderful.
Why didn't I find out that Lu Xinman's body was so soft before, but I only took revenge on her in the past, and I didn't respect each other at all.
Listening to Qin Shi's rhythmic heartbeat, Lu Xinman seemed to realize that something was wrong and hurriedly pushed him away.
"It's windy here, so let's go back to the ward." Lu Xinman lowered his head silently.
Qin Shi didn't force Lu Xinman, but followed her wishes, just gently holding her hand.
"Anyway, people who are already dying are already dying, and it doesn't matter if they hurt more. I just want to spend the rest of the time talking to you. ”
Qin Shi changed his normal state and behaved particularly weakly. looked at Lu Xinman with a desolate face, that kind of despair and loneliness made people feel distressed.
What kind of blow does a man have to go through in order to show his helplessness in front of a woman.
Looking at Qin Shi's milk dog, Lu Xinman didn't sound good, so he had to follow his wishes and accompany him on the rooftop.
"I ......"
"You ......"
The two looked at each other with a clear heart, opened their mouths in unison, and smiled silently.
"You speak first." Lu Xinman pursed his mouth. It's like it's brewing emotions.
"You came to the hospital specifically to see me, and you still have me in mind, right?" Qin Shi's graceful voice echoed in his ears.
"No, it's Ah You who is not feeling well, I came to buy medicine, and I just heard that you were hospitalized, so I ...... Incidentally...... Look. ”
Lu Xin refused to admit that she had come to see Qin Shi specifically, but her words were slurred, and her panicked expression had already betrayed her.
It's just that she didn't want to admit it, so Qin Shi pretended not to find out and not to demolish her.
"Zhu Zanyou, you are quite attentive to him." Qin Shi muttered Zhu Zanyou's name, his mouth full of jealousy.
When Lu Xinman heard this, he felt a great smell of vinegar, and he was about to catch up with the pickles.
She hurriedly explained.
Suddenly, I realized that I was also a little unbelievable, why I was afraid that Qin Shi would misunderstand, and I couldn't wait to explain.
Wouldn't it be better to have a misunderstanding?
Even she herself can't handle this contradictory relationship.
"No, no, it's not like that." Lu Xin shook his head without hesitating.
"What I said today seems to have made up for all the things we didn't say together, and it has to be doubled. You said before...... Why can't we speak calmly, until there is not much time left? ”
Qin Chang sighed and complained, as if his previous time had been ruthlessly wasted. There was regret and regret between the words.
Lu Xinman didn't know what attitude to face Qin Shi for a while, so he just looked at him silently.
"Have you seen me scared by now?" Qin Shi turned around, Lu Xinman was defenseless, and he was so frightened that he almost fell.
Fortunately, it was just a broken foot, and he was pulled by Qin Shi.
"Sure enough, you're still afraid of me. I'm curious why you're afraid of me why I married me in the first place, and stayed for so many years. Qin Shi smiled bitterly, turned around and put a touch of sadness on his face.
Perhaps, Qin Shi really knew Lu Xinman at this moment, and his heart was more disappointed and regretful.
Lu Xinman was a little blindsided when she heard it, she wanted to speak and stopped, her mouth was open for a long time, but she didn't know how to explain.
"No, it's just that the ground is unstable just now," Lu Xinman deliberately kicked his feet to imply that ......the ground was uneven.
"Zhu Zanyou, it's because he's right, you've always liked him, right?" Qin Shi's tone suddenly became indifferent, and before Lu Xin could explain, he came to a conclusion with certainty.
"It must be, otherwise you wouldn't have chosen to marry me when he was in a lawsuit, the original gift money, and the money you borrowed from me, just give it to him."
Qin Shi's tone became cold, and his face was angry. Just like black and white impermanence, human life is immediately taken away.
looked at Lu Xinman with cold eyes, but she snorted coldly with disdain, in the face of Qin Shi's wrongs and endless self-righteous accusations, she didn't want to make any more explanations.
Qin Shi didn't care what he had, if he wanted to buckle it on her head, he just wanted to buckle it.
Lu Xinman's already disdainful brain felt that even gasping for anger was a manifestation of wasting oxygen.
Qin Shi wrinkled his eyebrows and glared at Lu Xinman, staring straight into her eyes, waiting for her rebuttal.
Even if Lu Xinman retorted and explained, or even with an angry look, Qin Shi felt that he had wronged her.
And she didn't.
Qin Shi's heart was cold, and he instantly took a deep breath of empathy.
"You've been asking me if I have a heart, I'm asking you! You Lu Xinman! Do you have a heart, do you have a place in your heart? ”
Qin Shi grabbed Lu Xinman's shoulder and squeezed it hard, she felt that her shoulder blade was about to break in an instant.
But Lu Xinman still held back his uncontrollable emotions, his eyes drooped expressionlessly, and his heart looked like ashes.
No matter how Qin Shi roared at her. She never reacted.
There is no angry emotion, not even a painful reaction, it is completely a walking dead without feeling.
"You speak! You answer me, you refute! Explain! Qin Shi shook Lu Xinman vigorously.
I felt that Lu Xinman's head was about to be shaken off, but he still didn't say a word.
Fortunately, the nurse couldn't find Qin Shi for a long time, so she came to the rooftop to find Qin Shi with the mentality of trying.
"Why did you bring the patient to the rooftop, the patient is weak, it is windy here, hurry back to the ward." The nurse looked at Lu Xinman reproachfully.
Qin Shi didn't pay attention to the nurse's words at all, Lu Xinman glanced at the nurse and pushed Qin Shi away and asked the nurse to take him away.
Qin Shi was originally angry, shook off the nurse's support, and returned to the ward alone.
"What are these for, one is more rushing than the other." The nurse shook her head inexplicably and followed behind Qin Shi.
Lu Xinman stood alone on the rooftop, recalling the scene when he married Qin, not only burst into tears.
didn't expect so many years of relationship, Qin Shi still didn't believe that she married him because she loved him, and endured so many years of bullying and insults by his side.
Back then, Lu Xinman only helped Zhu Zanyou, purely out of friendliness, but he didn't expect that today, it would be the flashpoint of Qin Shi's madness.
Lu Xinman slowly squatted down with his body in his arms, feeling that he was deep on the edge of the cliff, surrounded by thorn bushes, and if he was not careful, he would be pierced with blood holes and bruises all over his body.