How many people remember the eternal things? How difficult and dangerous is love and hatred, who will say that the old love?

Since ancient times, I have been sad and parting, thinking about it, what year is it?

The rolling Yellow River flows endlessly, and the colorful Kaifeng City is still lively. The sun rises in the east as usual, and the birds that come and go hunt as usual. Yesterday and today, today and tomorrow, day after day, year after year, people gradually become numb in this repetition.

How many things in the world, how many sorrows in life, these need to be slowly experienced by yourself and digested carefully. No one will care about your loneliness, and no one will pay attention to your sadness. When the sun rises on a new day, when the moon goes to work on time, everything will eventually be enveloped by the breath of irritability.

Just like Feng Yao and Lan Yi, no one cares if they will still be together? No one cares how sad they are! No one cares if they will be happy tomorrow? No one cares whether their little unrealistic long-cherished wish is still possible, and such troubles belong only to them.

When the sun was sinking in the west, Feng Yao and Lan Yi held hands at the intersection and looked at each other with tears in their eyes, and could only choke speechlessly, Feng Yao smiled at Lan Yi, with indescribable bitterness in that smile, and countless sadness in that smile. Lan Yi didn't laugh, Feng Yao's laughter made his heart even sadder, but he couldn't cry because he didn't want to make her even more sad. A few crystal tears hung on his cheeks, and that kind of Feng Yao did have a bit of beautiful beauty, so that Lan Yi could see it, and he fell into it, unable to extricate himself. When the swaying shadow became farther and farther away in his vision, more and more blurred, tears also blurred Lan Yi's vision.

They agreed, break up but not apart! This seems to be a beautiful agreement, but this beauty is a little desolate! The desolation that makes people powerless to change! Dare to ask God, when will I be able to send back that lost sister? Dare to ask the earth, when will the sadness in the hearts of the two be resolved?

Oh, yes! This may be a beautiful regret, a regretful helplessness, and a helpless sadness! Hope...... There is always a day when dreams come true!

There have been a lot of lively events in the capital recently, and Qin Susu's smiling face in Fengyazhai is definitely one of the most famous. Those spectators who were accustomed to seeing Qin Susu's cold face were all ecstatic to be able to see Qin Susu's smiling face in this life. They all ran to tell each other, and they passed on their joys. What made all the old masters and young masters even more excited was that Qin Susu could even kick the door to perform! This is undoubtedly a great joy for them, and people all over the capital are crazy about Qin Susu's move!

The capital is crazy, and Feng Yazhai's business is booming! Zhao Ru, the old mother who has always been polite to Qin Susu, held Qin Susu in the palm of her hand, what bird's nest, white fungus, longan, lotus seed, ginseng, but everything that is good will be greeted to Qin Susu's room, what is the pearl jade dew powder of Linglong Pavilion, the fairy beauty pill that does not look back, but if it can be good to this face, Zhao Ru will not hesitate to carry it to Qin Susu's room. Qin Susu also changed his appearance of not eating fireworks in the world in the past, and accepted all of them!

However, in order to express her gratitude to Zhao Ruye, Qin Susu also increased the number of times she performed in Feng Yazhai, not only that,

The arrogant ice beauty in the capital actually retreated from her cold face and replaced it with a shallow smile, the seductive look exuded from the corners of her eyes and eyebrows, the charm that revealed in her gestures, and the mysterious sound that made people not know the taste of flesh flowing from her fingertips...... It seems that the reborn Qin Susu has given the dignitaries and dignitaries in the capital, and the children of the rich family are definitely a new feeling in front of them!

The guests who came here squeezed into Fengyazhai like a tide, making this old Kaifeng Fenghua Xueyue place glow with vitality that it has never had!

Today, it is a very good weather, and the rare Qin Susu's mood is also very good, at least in the eyes of Xiaohong, the subordinate who serves her, her interest is still very high.

Today, I wanted to go to Master Gao's house to celebrate his 50th birthday, and Master Gao specially sent someone to invite Qin Susu. This was originally something that had been promised a long time ago, so there was nothing to hesitate about. Early in the morning, Qin Susu began to clean up.

"The girl is so beautiful today!" Xiaohong put a festive red flower on Qin Susu's bun, and the black waterfall was dotted with a little red, not to mention how elegant and chic. Qin Susu supported the flower with his hand, looked at himself who was indeed radiant in the mirror, and smiled.

Qin Susu was wearing a festive skirt sent by the old man's mansion, a pink slimming shirt, a pink long skirt, and the collar and cuffs and the bottom of the skirt were full of gold and silver threads embroidered with colorful auspicious clouds.

This kind of clothing is normal, Qin Susu said that he would not wear anything. Although she is in this place of wind and snow, what she earns is the silver to please people, but she has her own principles, she sells her own skills, not her face, not her body, she doesn't need to rely on these external things to earn herself any title, and she doesn't need too much appreciation from others. She just does herself, although she has no choice, but she will never be willing to fall in such an environment!

But now, Qin Susu has thought about it a lot, and after so many days, it's not that she has really fallen, it's just that she has seen her life even more. I used to have a dream of one day being able to step on a branch and become a phoenix, but now, when I wake up from the dream, everything is over. Instead of holding on to such unrealistic fantasies, it is better to start your day happily. She once cherished and really loved fate, but what could she do in the end? When she stepped into this Feng Yazhai with one foot, maybe that beautiful life was already a luxury for her.

For so many years, she has lived a life of gains and losses in the extravagant hopes she has weaved, she has struggled step by step in the moral code she has formulated, and her life can come to an end, she is still the top brand of Feng Yazhai, when people mention her, they will always add the place in front of her name that is humiliating to her, this may be an indelible mark of her life, embedded in her bones, and she can't pick it off!

Now, she's had enough of it, and she's thinking about it. Feng Yao is right, Du Shifan is definitely not her true son, and the Du family is not her Qin Susu's final destination. She's going to have a life of her own, too.

I used to think that it would be difficult to forget someone, but now Qin Susu just wants to say, it depends on whether you really want to forget, if you want to, then everything is not impossible! Although there will still be pain in my heart, as long as I am strong enough, that pain will not kill me at all.

Soon, everything was cleaned up, Xiaohong helped Qin Susu out of Fengyazhai, and Zhao Ru personally sent him out. Seeing Qin Susu get on the sedan chair of Gaofu, he walked back with confidence.

The bluestone path was clean and clean, and Qin Susu was emptying himself in the inherent bumps of the sedan chair up and down. Man has a soul, but when a person voluntarily discards his soul, then all he is left is a shell, and all his actions are just numb performances, without any emotion. Qin Susu is now making such a shell, she would rather perform in the laughter of others, and numb her heart with that superficial pleasure.

The weather outside is very good, there is no trace of clouds, Xiaohong followed the pace of the sedan chair step by step, her forehead was already oozing sweat, she could only hold the handkerchief on her forehead, for fear that one would be accidentally left behind by the sedan chair man. Qin Susu is cold, Xiaohong is the first and only person she came to Feng Yazhai, it stands to reason that the relationship between the two should be very good, but unfortunately, there is an exception between them, the cold master and the subordinate who can't talk sweetly, the two of them have been together for many years.

Xiaohong is just a helper in life for Qin Susu, and Qin Susu is just a master for Xiaohong. Although Qin Susu has a cold temperament, he is not bad for his subordinates, except for no smiling face and no extra reward, other aspects are still good, of course, this is also in comparison. As for Xiaohong's heart, Qin Susu is definitely not a good master. Therefore, there is only a division between master and servant, and there is no friendship between them.

Maybe it's because you don't want to be too public, or maybe it's easier to choose a secluded path, so after several shuttles, the sedan chair always comes and goes in the alley, and it doesn't go out for more than half a minute. Although Qin Susu and Xiaohong have lived in the capital for so many years, they also discovered for the first time that there is such a remote place in the capital, in addition to the high and low walls on both sides, the remote ones are the bluestone slabs under their feet, as if this is the edge of the imperial city.

In the bumps, there seems to be no trace of Gaofu, but a person appeared on the narrow path, two sedan chair men who carried the sedan chair did not care, and a sedan chair man who walked in front shouted to the person, "Front, get out of the way." Unexpectedly, the man had no intention of moving.

The sedan chair man didn't know who the man was, but Xiaohong was so frightened that he covered his mouth with a handkerchief, although it was said that there was a distance, but once, he was Feng Yazhai's guest, once he was Qin Susu's honored guest, for him, Qin Susu had not walked out of Feng Yazhai for many years, without him, Qin Susu did not change the color of his cold face for many years. Now, after not seeing him for many days, when he reappeared in front of him, it was not the joy of reunion after a long absence, but the sadness of seeing the little ghost again. Xiaohong felt like this now, her hand covering her mouth was already trembling a little, her eyes were full of surprise, and her voice seemed to be unable to make a sound because of fear. That person was so familiar and so strange at the same time.

"I said, don't you see a sedan chair here? Get out of the way! The sedan chair man in front shouted again, but unfortunately, if he wanted to get out of the way, he would have gotten out of the way, and he wouldn't wait for others to drink at all, this sound was obviously in vain.