The one hundred and eighty-third review is not a thousand sails
Floating hatred and entertainment are less, and willing to love the daughter and smile lightly.
"Just to prevent me from having evil thoughts, even the right to love is frozen?" Zhixi wrapped the remaining few thin blue indigo cloths in Bai Zhi's hands, and her hands were empty, but she was at a loss, this version of the story about herself, she was overly sad: "Because I am not his biological daughter." That's why he's so ruthless? β
"He misses you, but he cares more about the common people" Niangniang understands Fuxi, and analyzes the meaning for Zhixi:
"In his consciousness, 'killing to pay for life, justified', not to mention that you were at that time, before you had fledgling, and you had already 'killed' more than one or two lives, including the 'green fox', that was under the Yu vein, all the halfway demon cultivators, sucking the sky and spitting out the earth, how bad the situation is, if he really doesn't care about the feelings of 'father and daughter', you will die a hundred times, and you are still innocent.
'For the sake of your new embryo, your nature is still undecided, and in the future, cultivate your heart and guard your heart, this kind of natural power may not be impossible to benefit the common people, so that you can live to atone for your sins' is what I mean, but if he insists on killing you, I can't stop it.
Capital crimes can be avoided, but living crimes cannot be escaped, which is his final bottom line. However, let you live, he is afraid that your nature will be tyrannical, and you will not be able to suppress your heart in the future, and you will commit greater heinous sins for the evil world, so he gave you a curse of grass and trees, sealing your love and cutting off your desires, so as to prevent future troubles.
Child, I know that you did not become bad in the end, but I hope you can understand his hard work. β
"I've never thought about being bad since the beginning, 'the day I took on a human form, the day I was born,' okay?" Zhixi cried, so sad:
"But you, however, have examined my three lives and three lives, and if I continue to die in this life, you will continue to monitor me until I die, right? Then you can come to the conclusion that 'in the end, you didn't go bad'. Just for you and him, do you know how difficult it is for me to live two lives?
Have you ever considered my feelings? Have you ever thought that the so-called 'killing' of people's branches of my grass and trees is just the first embryo in the soil, and it was broken off by others, and it was not my original intention to 'suck the soul'? I was just trying to 'survive' and ----. β
"He can't afford to gamble," Niangniang looked at Zhixi heartbroken, how could she have been better in the past 10 million years: "I can't afford to gamble either." Therefore, on the day you were born, I came to ask for your fate in the middle of the night, and I counted all sentient beings, but I couldn't guess your fate. So, to this day, I still can't conclude that when I begged Fuxi to spare your life and let you live, did I save you or hurt you? Is it the right thing to do, or is it 'wrong' after all? β
Zhixi lives so painfully, and it is not the original intention of Niangniang, the mother of the world.
Zhixi looked at her mother's tears, she couldn't bear it, she took a long breath to stop her tears, and then, from the placket, took out a silk handkerchief, gently like a daughter, to wipe the tears on Niangniang's face, and said:
"The mother doesn't cry. It's Zhixi's fault, Zhixi shouldn't be so angry and come to question the person who saved my life. Although I was not yet conscious when Emperor Fuxi saw me 'sucking souls', although it was not my choice, it was indeed my mistake. I should accept any punishment.
Emperor Fuxi is right, 'killing people pays for life, it is justified', Zhixi just doesn't understand, even if he can't believe in my 'inherent goodness', even if he is just taking precautions and is afraid that I will still be tyrannical in my future cultivation, then, he should also seal 'evil', not 'good'.
Zhixi doesn't want to be a person who doesn't even know what it's like to fall in love with someone. I don't want to be disliked and rejected by the people around me like cold-blooded animals. β
Yes, Zhixi, she wants to be kind, but she is deprived of this ability, so that she does good deeds again and again, even if it is a burden on her own life, but she has changed from 'sinful self' to 'sinner', and finally turned into evil.
"Good boy, I know, I know it." Niangniang looked at Zhixi's well-behaved but sad appearance, stroked her head, and the tears that had just been wiped away by her welled up in her eyes:
"It's just that good and evil, how can there be such a clear distinction? They are intertwined and misplaced in the heart, and they are one and inseparable. Emperor Fuxi wants to prevent the slightest and seal the evil desire, he can only put your whole heart under the curse of ruthless ice of the grass and trees. He also has his helplessness, because what he shoulders is the whole world and the world. There is no room for the slightest omission.
Fortunately, you still have a leaf of heart, which was once left in his body because of the salvation and retreat, and that leaf of the heart, with the separation and practice for thousands of years, in the end he still 'returned to the original owner', so we have the opportunity to see such a kind and sentimental you, let us know that you are not only not bad, but even better than anyone else.
Emperor Fuxi's ruthlessness to you, you have the right to deserve it, and his son, Emperor Shaodian, will be repaid to you. β
When Zhixi heard her mother's words, she suddenly couldn't help it, tears fell like rain, and she almost broke her cry again, and then, every word she said was heartbreaking:
"When he first saw me in the secret realm, he said to me, 'Mother and daughter', that my 'Mother Bai Zhi' had saved him, he was kind to me, and let me feel at ease, and now, you said that Emperor Fuxi's ruthlessness to me was repaid by his 'father and son'. Reincarnation of creation, how unpleasant?
But what did you do wrong? I want to repay my kindness and repay my debts, but in the end, I have never been kind to him, and he has never owed me half of the debt, so why should he be the one who bears it?
Just now, just now, he came to see me with blurred flesh and blood and scars, and I, when I didn't ask me 'if I love him', I couldn't lie to him anymore and say 'I loved', I wanted him to completely die and stop caring about me as a ruthless person, so I followed my heart and gave him the most honest shake in my life.
I could see his sadness, so deep, but I couldn't comfort him. You're right, I can't repay his love, and if I am with him, I will only hurt him more once and again.
But that's not what I want?!! If you can, who doesn't want to fall in love with someone and be loved. Why is it that everyone else can do it, but I can't? Why do others have it, but I don't? β
An unintentional mistake, but it will be repaid for the rest of your life. I'm afraid this is the biggest tragedy in the world.
If he looked at the crying Zhixi, the pain in his heart tore him at a hundred times the pain of Zhixi, he felt sorry for her, he took Zhixi into his arms, and also burst into tears:
"Zhixi, good Zhixi, don't cry," Weiruo's head was against her hair: "One day, I will unravel this curse for you, and I will let you know how happy it is to be able to fall in love with someone." Because he was in love with her, he could say such a thing, because his parents said that he was miserable, but he was immersed in happiness.
When Bai Zhi saw this scene, she turned her head and cried silently. She didn't feel sorry for Zhixi, but now, not only one of them, but for Zhixi, she was already scarred, and now even Weiruo was caught in it and couldn't extricate herself. She also loves Zhixi and raised her as a daughter, but if she sees her two biological sons, all for her, fall into the catastrophe of 'destined to have no ending, but still have to gamble, take their lives, and change their lives against the sky', she is also unwilling.
And Bai Zhi's thoughts, no one has experienced it more truly and profoundly than Hades, because, Weiruo, is his biological son! He is alone, for the sake of love, it is enough, he is unwilling to look at his son and repeat his mistakes, this is also a clichΓ©.
"Weiruo, let her go," the Hades King looked at Bai Zhi, then at Weiruo, and then ordered to Weiruo, with a fierce voice: "She is the concubine of 'Ren Xi' personally appointed by Shaodian Jun, you have to pay attention to your own identity!" β
Speaking of this, Zhixi shuddered, hurriedly moved two steps away, and stood up. Wiped the tears on his face with his sleeve sparsely, covering up his 'faux pas'.
"Father, you've always been there, and you've listened to your mother's words just now, haven't you?" Weiruo raised his eyes and asked his father: "Zhixi doesn't love him, she has never loved him, she didn't attend the concubine ceremony, this marriage, don't count!" β
"Bastard! If you say you don't count, you don't count? Seeing that he was stubborn, the Hades King got carried away, and slapped him in the face: "I think you are doing the master's affairs, and you have been doing it for too long!" Don't forget, only the dead are yours! You want her unless she's dead! β
How sad. As the young master of the underworld, Wei Ruo once thought that he was in charge of life and death in the Six Realms. Every time a demon loses his soul and someone dies, he will appear, looking down on the various postures of the living before they die.
He has heard of it: At the beginning of the world, the green fox in the secret realm was entangled to death by a branch of grass and trees, such an 'inexplicable' death;
He has witnessed that at the foot of Gouyu West Mountain, the baby girl in the stillborn womb of a pregnant woman was killed by Zhixi and taken from the book of life and death, such a 'resurrection from the dead';
He has seen that when the secret realm is falling and the universe is upside down, all beings are like ants rushing to escape, such a 'destroying the universe and slaughtering the soul'
He had seen that he had been separated from the son of the family who possessed him, and Zhixi penetrated the blood stains to become the posthumous baby girl who was saved by her, such a 'creation and stealing life';
He, cleaned up, Lingnu's 'red-faced and thin-lived' bright bones;
He, the funeral, Jia Daier's joy and mourning of 'dying before the threshold';
He was buried in the 'death of the noble concubine';
He had no choice but to live the 'Dust Tribulation with Thoughts'
He, Bo Xi's 'human bone mistakes';
......
It's just that the past is refreshed, looking back on the past, every time he appears, 'those who have left traces, or those who have not been seen', are accompanied by lamentations at the end of his life.
If, without the disaster of the design of this 'strange rescue of the Wandering Garden', if he hadn't committed this mistake and was punished for the red dust of the world, perhaps, he would never have had the opportunity to break into the red dust, live with living people, experience birth, old age, sickness and death, joys and sorrows, and it is even more impossible that he would have the opportunity to get along with Zhixi, day and night, and grind his ears and temples.
It's just that he thinks that he has read all the things in the world, but it turns out that he has read all the sails, and he is not.
He is the god of death, destined to be with the living, and has no chance.
For the first time in his life, he fell from a high sense of superiority into the abyss of helplessness, feeling so humble and pitiful. In the past thousands of years, the number of times he has sparsely and pitifully appeared is only a handful.
Now, taking off his usual cold suit, he realized that not only had Zhixi never experienced the taste of a lover, but he also had never experienced it before he met Zhixi. And now, Zhixi has been loved, but he has not.
He is more pitiful than Zhixi.