Just when Xia Yu and Zhang Shan went to the hospital to give his son a physical examination, the police had already found Fan Caixia in the bar, but Fan Caixia was indeed cold. Fan Caixia left Zheng Mao with the initial more than five million. I went back to my rental house and prepared to buy a house for my retirement.

Maybe Fan Caixia felt that she had taken a sum of money, and her life would finally come to an end in the future. That night, I happily still ran to the bar, of course, not for business, but very happily ordered a few handsome guys to drink and smoke with her.

After Fan Caixia only hit the waiter's tray from herself and let herself miscarry, Fan Caixia no longer had the ability to have children. This is actually a good thing for Fan Caixia, Fan Caixia has already given birth to four children, and she doesn't want to have any more children for a long time. I'm messing around in the bar, and I don't go back to my home, so what do I need to have fertility. Fan Caixia was even more anxious, broke the can, stayed in the bar and continued to degenerate.

In the past, Fan Caixia didn't dare to smoke because of the environment, but later she came to see it, and she started smoking because she was not in good health, she liked the feeling of stepping on the clouds and swallowing the clouds, and she liked the feeling of being drunk and fluctuating. So she spent all the money she had in business. But people are getting thinner and thinner, and they can't quit.

Fan Caixia has been making suggestions on how to make money from the Xia family and the Zhang family since she fooled around with Zheng Mao. Fan Caixia has money and wants to be an uncle in the bar and enjoy the feeling of being served by others. But I was so excited that night that I smoked more. When a few handsome guys found out that tonight's gold lord Fan Caixia had fallen asleep, several people left.

Unexpectedly, when someone cleaned up the next morning, they found Fan Caixia's stiffened body. There was such an unfortunate thing in the bar early in the morning, and the bar owner directly asked Fan Caixia to be quietly loaded in a garbage truck and transported away. Then the police received a call and found Fan Caixia's body in the gutter of the old city, which was very dirty and messy.

At this time, Fan Caixia was already skinny, and she could clearly see the bones under a layer of skin. At the time of the autopsy, it was found that her height of 1.67 meters was only more than 40 catties, which was the failure of her body organs caused by long-term drug abuse and drugs. Fan Caixia ended her life at the age of thirty-six and escaped the impending punishment.

Fan Wei has been arrested, and Fan's mother refused to take back Fan Caixia's body. In the end, it was Fan Caixia's unsuccessful husband Bao Dafu who took Fan Caixia away and buried her in the remote countryside where Bao Dafu didn't poop. After burying Fan Caixia, Bao Dafu, who was finally single again, took his daughter and another widow to form a reorganized family. When Fan Caixia's unusually beautiful daughter looked timidly at this nearly forty-year-old woman, Bao Dafu took her daughter's hand and said, "This is your mother, call your mother quickly." ”

The little girl shouted timidly and hopefully, "Mommy." ”

The kind old woman stood beside the young Bao Dafu, touched her bulging belly and said happily: "Yuanyuan, my good daughter, she looks so beautiful." From now on, we will be a family. ”

After moving, Zhang Shan went to the security company to hire six security personnel, mainly responsible for the personal safety of his six people. These security guards sometimes work part-time as part of the driver's housekeeping.

After Zhang Shan hired security personnel, Xia Yu hired three housekeepers with a high salary to be responsible for the family's diet and cleaning and hygiene.

Li Man, his wife and Zhang Shan's family of four rarely go out since then, and even when they go out, they are accompanied by security personnel who act as drivers all the way.

Before the start of school, Xiao Yuan and Xiao Ming also underwent psychological therapy and targeted escape training. The two children slowly recovered from the abduction.

But everything is different. Xia Yu felt that he now had a feeling of painting the ground and making a cocoon for himself. In the past, the goal of life was to make money, make money, and make a lot of money, but when the couple slowly became rich, Xia Yu felt that because of money, the couple suffered a lot of trouble and danger. Now that the family is followed by security guards wherever they go, there is no personal freedom or privacy to speak of.

Even sometimes when Xia Yu wanted to talk to Jiajia, he invited Jiajia to his house for tea, Xia Yu felt like a bird that had been locked in a cage all the time, with broken wings and no longer able to fly. With such a life, Xia Yu felt suffocated. Jiajia looked at Xia Yu's sad face and knew that Xia Yu was unhappy, very unhappy. Some time ago, because of the nervous breakdown, I feel a little depressed because I have lost my free life and my life is restricted.

Jiajia asked, "Why don't you go farther, go out for a walk, and breathe some fresh and free air?" ”

Xia Yu smiled bitterly: "How to go?" Last time, I felt a little depressed and uncomfortable to stay at home, so I went back to my parents' house and wanted to recuperate for a while, but I didn't expect to give people with ulterior motives a chance to take advantage of it, and almost lost two children. How dare I go out casually now? ”

Xia Yu took a sip of tea and continued: "After the time of this kidnapping was revealed by reporters, it had a great impact. Now Zhang Shan can't wait to stand in front of the camera for the rest of his life, the more low-key he is, the safer he is. Sometimes I feel like the concubine who was locked up in the harem in the TV series I used to watch, and now I understand how severe the punishment of the ancients said that grounding is to people. Now my family is to blame for our own self-inflicted because of the money that has been grounded by this society. ”

Jiajia said while drinking tea: "Some people used to say that life is precious, love is more valuable, if it is for freedom, both can be thrown."

You used to joke that only life is the most important thing, and love and freedom are nothing. If you think like that, you'll feel better. ”

Xia Yu raised his somewhat confused eyes, looked at the small garden outside the villa, and said, "This house used to be my dream, but now I feel very unhappy when I live in." I always feel that I have lost a lot, and I think that I have lost more of the carefree and simple heart of my student days. After all, I'm almost forty years old now, and I'm not very young anymore. ”

Jiajia smiled and said: "Look at the old-fashioned appearance you said, you are only thirty-eight now, you have money, a career, a family, and you are beautiful and generous, you don't have to complain, you really don't have a backache when you stand and talk, you are so sad, how can we live the lives of poor people?" ”

Xia Yu looked at Jiajia and said with a dissatisfied face: "There are at least tens of millions of assets, what kind of poor man are you?" ”

Jiajia smiled and patted Xia Yu's arm and said: "It's not about relying on your relationship to sit as a small shareholder to earn a little money, in front of a boss like you with billions of assets, of course I am poor." ”

Xia Yu said helplessly: "Actually, it's not a good thing to have more money, it's remembered." I think it would be nice if Zhang Shan and I had earned tens of millions of dollars at the beginning. It's great to be able to protect your own life and have freedom, just like your family. ”

Jiajia didn't know what to say.

Xia Yu continued: "A few days ago, Xiaoyuan and Xiao Ming wanted to go out to take the bus to the zoo to play, and I asked the driver to send them over. They had to be noisy and ride the bus with their classmates. His father and I disagreed, and Xiao Ming cried so much that he wanted to take the bus. In the end, Xiao Yuan was sensible and asked Xiao Ming if he had forgotten the people who forgot the fierce gods and evil spirits last time? Xiao Ming stopped crying immediately, shook his head aggrievedly, and followed the driver into the car and left.

Looking at Xiaoyuan at that time, I really felt sad. I used to hear that the biggest wish of a super-rich man in life is to find a random noodle restaurant on the street to eat a bowl of noodles like ordinary people. At the time, I told it as a joke, but now I feel the same way. Hey, that's all I can tell you about this pain. ”

At this moment, Aunt Chen walked in, held a plate of pastries and said, "Madam, this is a newly made pastry, you can taste it." ”

Xia Yu smiled and said, "Thank you, Aunt Chen, put it here, you go down and rest." ”

After Aunt Chen left quietly like a fairy in Harry Potter, Jiajia took a piece of freshly baked egg yolk cake and ate it, and praised it after eating: "It's really delicious, special fresh, much better than the egg yolk crisp in the cake shop." ”

Xia Yu smiled and said, "If you like it, I'll ask Aunt Chen to make more for a while, and you can take it back for Wanwan and her younger brother to eat." ”

Jiajia smiled and said, "I won't be polite to you." But you're getting more and more of a lady now. ”

Xia Yu said with some dissatisfaction: "Do you mean I'm old?" ”

Jiajia smiled and said, "No, it's just that you are extravagant." ”

Xia Yu said with a smile: "I remember who saw me for the first time in the first year of high school, looked at me wearing a long coat and long-sleeved earthen rubber shoes, and said that I was from the soil. ”

Jiajia was about to choke on eating, so she quickly took a sip of tea and said, "If you say it again, I'm going to choke to death if I have a weak heart." But if they call you that, you don't feel bad? ”

Of course, Xia Yu understood what Jiajia said, and Xia Yu said a little speechlessly: "I don't know when I was given my husband's surname."

Maybe it started with the police officer in the kidnapping case, but then I moved to this neighborhood, and I got to know a lot of neighbors, who all called me Mrs. Zhang affectionately and warmly, and often invited me to their banquets. Later, when I returned home and heard Aunt Chen's driver call me that, I was numb. There is no energy or strength left to correct it. ”

Jiajia and Xia Yu's friends for more than ten years naturally knew Xia Yu's temper and said: "You are such an independent and self-reliant career woman who even has some feminism. Since marrying Zhang Shan, your careers have been further developed in each other, but since Zhang Shan took a stake in Yunyi Clothing and helped Yunyi Clothing bring many major shareholders with backgrounds, the new employees in Yunyi Clothing have forgotten you, the founder.

Your current social circle and family are all given your husband's surname, which should be very uncomfortable for you. ”

Xia Yu shook his head a little sullenly, and said: "No way, who made Zhang Shan's career bigger and bigger, after I returned to the family, I focused more on the two children, and now I have always doubted the value of my person, and I have no self-identity." ”

Jiajia comforted: "But you still go to work in the company now, you still have your own circle of colleagues, social circles and spiritual sustenance." ”

Xia Yu shook his head: "With my decentralization, I am now a dispensable role in the company, without me, Qi Zhan will still run the company prosperously." But even if I am the founder of Yunyi Clothing, I am now in a state of stealth and semi-retirement, not that they are rejecting me, but that I can not have more valuable creations in the company except for doing some programmed symbolic work, just like a queen mother.

I feel as if I really have no value in life, no direction, and I have lost myself, and I think maybe everyone will slowly forget that I used to be a career-oriented woman, and they will get used to the role of my Mrs. Zhang, and everyone will not even pay attention to what my name is.

I am now considering resigning from the position of chairman, and I want to take a break and think about the future direction of my life. ”