The phone call in the middle of the night made Xia Zhi's head dizzy, and she pressed the answer moments before the bell stopped.

Cao Limei's voice was hoarse and a little indistinct: "Wake you up." ”

Xia Zhi scratched his head and put the pillow up as a backrest: "...... It's okay, what's wrong with you. ”

"It's nothing, I can't sleep, I want to talk to someone."

Xia Zhi heard the wind coming from the microphone: "Where are you?" ”

"Standing on the balcony, they are all asleep, afraid of waking them."

"Beware of the cold." The summer solstice said that the autumn and winter in the south are short, and it is already deep winter in December, and the wind in the middle of the night is quite scary.

"Hmm. It's okay, I wore down. ”

Xia Zhi seemed to see her standing alone on the dark balcony, her figure bloated and lonely. "Why don't you sleep? Is the child still up late? ”

Children who are nearly 1 year old should be easier to bring in the concept of the summer solstice. Cao Limei said: "I usually can't afford it, but sometimes I wake up crying at night, he has a fever these days, and he just went to the hospital tonight." ”

"Nothing, right?"

"It's okay...... I didn't want to go to the hospital, I think children have to carry the disease to improve their resistance, and parenting books are written like this. My mother-in-law must go, and it would be stupid to say that if she doesn't go...... She always said that my son was stupider than everyone else. ”

"So what?"

"That's what I thought...... The child does not yet speak or walk. She asked me to take my son for a check-up. I...... I want to go too. ”

"Isn't it normal for a one-year-old to not be able to speak and walk?" In Xia Zhi's impression, Cao Limei's son even stayed in the soft state he had for more than two months.

"I don't know...... I don't really want to go. I don't think anything is going well. It's like the whole world is against me. ”

Xia Zhi straightened up and slipped straight to the bed: "Don't think about it, won't the child have a fever?" What a big deal. ”

"That's not all." There was a sigh in the microphone, "There are many more, bits and pieces." ”

"Then take it slowly, I have time."

"Actually, there's nothing to say, every time I think about it, I think I'm stingy, and I'm angry with others for that little thing. It's just that when things happen, I can't control my emotions and always feel very annoyed. ”

"For example?" Xia Zhi tried to find an outlet for her.

"For example...... It's like taking a child, I said don't wear open crotch pants on such a cold day, it's not hygienic, she won't listen, and she always says that wearing diapers is not good. As soon as I went to work, she untied the child's diaper and insisted on peeing for the child. It's such a small thing. It's boring, isn't it? ”

How could Xia Solstice feel bored, it was this kind of trivial little thing that consumed the enthusiasm of life the most, she said: "...... No, mother-in-law and daughter-in-law contradictions, aren't they all such trivial things? The two generations have different concepts, and if she doesn't understand, you can teach her in a way that she can accept. ”

Cao Limei smiled lightly: "It's because she thinks I don't understand and doesn't listen to me repeatedly." I worry about this kind of thing all day long, and I feel that since I got married, had a family, and had children, my whole life has come to an end. "Fresh

Xia Zhi said strangely: "Nonsense, you are still young." ”

"It's the youth that is scary, I'm only thirty years old, but I'm locked in a whole cage, and I can't go anywhere."

"Aren't you at work?" Although Cao Limei almost never posts on Moments, Xia Zhi knew that her maternity leave had long ended, and she had returned to work at the end of last semester.

"Go to work...... It's also very tiring and annoying. He has to get up at six o'clock every day, feed the child before going out, and he has to eat once at noon, and he has to rush home. They all think that I have an easy time at work, and I often can't finish the essays in the two classes. You know that kind of tiredness......"

Xia Zhi nodded, the triviality of teaching work is beyond the imagination of outsiders, she is often tired like a dog when she is an editor now, but compared to the state of three heads, six arms, seven hands and eight feet at the same time when teaching, she feels much more comfortable now.

Remembering that Cao Limei couldn't see her nodding on the phone, she said again: "I know." If you can't pick it up at work, you try not to pick it up, and when everyone is in trouble, ask your colleagues to help. ”

Cao Limei did not respond to her sentence, but continued to complain: "I just run between home and school every day, and when I am too tired to speak, I have to go to the podium with a loud voice. I didn't want to move, so the child crawled to my feet again and let me hold it.

"I've been busy all day, and I don't know what I'm doing. I felt like I had achieved nothing, and then another day passed. I want to go outside, but the child can't do without me, and there is no one to replace the two classes. ”

"If you want to go, you can go! There is still a month to go on winter vacation, you come to Nanzhou, the four of us have a good time. Put everything down, who won't turn around without this world? Xia Solstice said happily.

Cao Limei smiled softly: "Well, good." ”

"Don't just say yes, you must come." Xia Zhi emphasised that Cao Limei's pigeon has been released for six years.

"Well, I must come. I promise you. She paused, then added, "Are you all okay?" ”

Cao Limei knew that Xiao Yiqing was thinking about pregnancy, and she knew about Liang Lu's case, but the impact of distance was only limited to knowing. She doesn't have much time to talk about it like she did tonight.

She felt that the past was far away from her, that the future was out of reach, and that now, she was living in chaos.

Xia Zhi replied: "It's all good, Xiao Yiqing is about to have surgery, and Liang Lu is working on the project." Everyone is busy, but fulfilling. The latter sentence was added by Xia Zhi as a matter of course, and it was also to make Cao Limei feel at ease.

"What about you? Got in love? ”

"Me? 10,000 years of single, hanging children. ”

"Summer Solstice, don't get married." Cao Limei was silent for a moment and said, "I think that among the four of us, you are the one who is living the best now." Feel free and do whatever you want. You don't know how much I envy you. ”

"You don't know how much my parents dislike me, and tell me all day long to see how rich your life is when you are married, how moisturizing your days are, and how sweet your life is."

Last weekend, Xia Zhi went home and looked at the preparations for Xia Yuan's marriage.

Xia Jianfeng didn't know how to say it, but He Yan began to think about giving Xia Zhi a blind date again. She didn't bother to say whether it was good or bad, anyway, she was not in Kangzhou, and He Yan's love to toss was her own business.

Xia Zhi didn't go to Han Junxi either. She rejected him, what did she go to him for? Moreover, between the two of them, she felt that she lacked shortcomings, she didn't feel very loving, at most she just regretted.

Whether she is hypocritical or idealistic, the married life of the people around her is so fragmented, she holds the attitude of rather lacking than indiscriminate, rather than being broken, not for the tile, if there is none, there will be no will.