091 Three Autumn Guizi Ten Mile Lotus 1
The word flesh and blood is better than sleek and sophisticated, but not everyone can complete this metamorphosis into a butterfly.
Good night is actually very envious of Xi Xia, at least in her girlhood, she can spend every minute and every second of her youth wantonly with the person she likes. Good night is far less brave than Xi Xia, and no Xi Xia will be coquettish.
Xia Xia's favorite thing to do since she was a child is to sell cute clothes. This method works well in front of both adults and boys. Otherwise, Cheng Songyan wouldn't like the death and life she liked, and she was heartbroken every time she went to it.
Good night sometimes hates Xi Xia. It's not because Cheng Songyan likes her, but because Xi Xia is always wearing down Cheng Songyan's patience little by little, so that Cheng Songyan, a person with a very bottom line, makes exceptions for her again and again.
Good night understands that no matter now or in the future, she will never be able to compare to Xi Xia's status in Cheng Songyan's heart. She is just a lightweight stranger to Cheng Songyan, and an important reason why Good Night thinks that she is not qualified to be sad is actually that Cheng Songyan has never promised her anything.
Cheng Songyan just told her on a quiet night that she was going to wait for her at Tsinghua University. Maybe it's just an encouragement to the little sister.
Cheng Songyan was just a little unhappy when she met the other boys. Maybe it was just because he wasn't in a good mood that day.
When Good Night realized that she had gone from constantly looking for evidence that he liked herself to now chasing after the wind and looking for proof that he didn't like herself, she didn't seem to like Cheng Songyan so much.
The young crush is like the wind, so let it go with the wind.
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There are 90 days left until the college entrance examination.
Good night accompanied Ye Hangcheng to the place he had always wanted to go.
When he was in the taxi, Ye Hangcheng was always uneasy. After all, he was going to meet someone he had wanted to see for 6 years, and good night could understand him.
"Actually, some things don't always go as well as you think. For example, I think about my birthday party. As a result, everything was spent in sleep. In fact, I really regret that I didn't feel the end of 16 years old, let alone welcome the arrival of 17 years old. But if you think about it, many things are like sand, and the more you try to hold them, the more you can't hold them. ”
Good night slowly spoke, she wanted to give Ye Hangcheng a preventive shot first. Ye Hangcheng's psychological burden is actually very heavy, and his social fear was not much lighter than hers.
Good night, she took protecting Ye Hangcheng as protecting herself.
She didn't realize that because of her gentleness, the boy's eyes shone in the dark.
The words "Jinling Spiritual Sanatorium" appear in the middle of the mountain.
I've been here once before for good night, so I'm going to be much calmer.
Psychopaths are not as scary as most people think, and most people are congenitally mentally retarded. The mind is simpler than the children, and they will only dance and ask the nurse for candy.
Good night and Ye Hangcheng walked to the backyard of the nursing home according to the guidelines. They were going to see a woman named Song Lingyi, who was Dr. Song's sister. Ye Hangcheng's aunt.
Ye Hangcheng's aunt, like Dr. Song, was a prominent Jiangnan native, and she was famous in Nanjing at that time.
Dr. Song is a psychiatrist. But her sister suffered from severe depression before graduating from college, constantly self-harming and committing suicide. Later, he was diagnosed with a mental illness.
Dr. Song sent his sister to this private nursing home, which charges a lot of money every year. Dr. Song chose this nursing home for only one reason: to protect patients and strictly control the number of people entering and leaving. Dr. Song is hiding, letting her sister hide from the man who ruined her life.
The man's name was Shen He.
Shen He is Song Lingyi's boyfriend in college, not only her first love but also the only lover in her life.
Shen He is an honor student in the school, with ideals and ambitions. The only drawback is that he loves to drink, and he hits people who are delirious after drinking.
Ling Yi loves him so much that she is willing to accept his beatings. Shen He would feel extremely guilty every time he finished beating Ling Yi, and apologized in distress.
Ling Yi always thought that Shen He loved her.
It wasn't until later that Ling Yi bumped into Shen He's derailment. Ling Yi has always been upright and cannot tolerate such humiliation. For the first time, he proposed to Shen He to break up.
Shen He agreed very easily, and there seemed to be no sustenance.
But on the day of the breakup, Shen He, who was drunk, broke into the house that Ling Yi rented on campus and beat Ling Yi. And the violation was carried out in the case of Ling Yi's resistance.
After being raped, Ling Yi was coerced by Shen He, who forced Song Lingyi to be with him with videos and photos of the two of them having fun.
Ling Yi was disheartened and willing to be at the mercy of Shen He, but she did not hide from the eyes of her sister, who was a well-thought-out psychiatrist. My sister Shunteng touched the melon and knew the truth of everything.
No sister can bear to watch her sister being abused and beaten by a beast.
Dr. Song made a decision that she felt was the right thing at the time, but now regrets. She took Shen He to court.
However, the case of "female college student tragically raped by her boyfriend and domestic violence" caused a sensation throughout Nanjing. Shen He deserved to be sentenced in the end, but Ling Yi couldn't stand everyone's pointing because of her fragile heart.
"She's not wrong, but she's driving herself crazy. I still don't understand why, or rather, I was the one who drove her crazy. ”
Dr. Song said this to her that day with tears in his eyes.
In fact, Dr. Song is not wrong, because whether Shen He is taken to court or not, whether Aunt Ling Yi is hurt more is not measured by Dr. Song's actions alone.
Because a year after Shen He was released from prison, she found Ling Yi again. Ling Yi lived with her nephew Ye Hangcheng in her old mansion in Suzhou at the time.
Ye Hangcheng was only 11 years old when he first witnessed Shen He beating his aunt. Since the age of 11, Ye Hangcheng has suffered from social fear.
Shen He kept kicking at Song Lingyi, pulling her collar and slamming her head against the pillar. At that time, Ling Yi had already developed a mental disorder, so much so that when Shen He first appeared, she instinctively knelt down. She hugged the man's leg and begged him not to hit her.
Ye Hangcheng will never forget the pitiful appearance of her aunt, who has been raised to become a famous lady and a beautiful lady since she was a child, prostrate at the feet of men. That sight stung his whole life. Although, my mother kept sending my aunt to a safe place. But Shen He was too smart, he found his aunt again and again, and every time he beat his aunt with hatred, and in his eyes, his aunt ruined his promising life.
Shen He became the nightmare of the Song family.
After that, my aunt was sent to a nursing home by my mother. Ye Hangcheng was very reluctant to his aunt, but his mother said that his aunt was the safest there.
The sanatorium has good security measures, and Dr. Song's confidentiality measures are even better. Even Ye Hangcheng didn't know where his aunt was.
Ye Hangcheng always knew that although Shen He had never found his aunt, his aunt often had nightmares. In severe cases, it will cause bloody wounds all over the body. My mother often drove out alone in the middle of the night to soothe my aunt's emotions.
Ye Hangcheng knew that her aunt was in a very bad state, and she might have forgotten about everyone other than her mother and Shen He. The presence of anyone would have fluctuated her mood. Hangcheng didn't ask for anything else, he just wanted to be able to look at his aunt from afar.
My aunt has loved him since he was a child, and she will buy him delicious, fun and useful. Aunt Ye Hangcheng's eyes are the most gentle and kind existence. will play with him, appreciate the lotus flowers in the courtyard together, and sew incense sachets for him.
The three-autumn laurel ten miles of lotus is the best impression left by his aunt and his hometown in Suzhou.
He thought he would never feel it again in his life. But now he seems to have met someone who can give him that feeling. It's an equally gentle girl. She accompanies him to fulfill his wishes.
Ye Hangcheng didn't say it, and he also liked that sentence many years ago.
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Good night and Ye Hangcheng first found the dean's office, the dean is an aunt, Ye Hangcheng knows. Dr. Song's college classmate and best friend.
"Aunt Qin, I'm coming to see my aunt."
Ye Hangcheng saw the door, and Dean Qin's refusal was also expected by him.
"Hangcheng, listen to your mother. Don't make it difficult for Auntie. ”
Dean Qin has watched Ye Hangcheng grow up since he was a child, and he cherishes Ye Hangcheng very much. But the good sister Yu Ling specially told people not to come to visit Ling Yi. Including Hangcheng.
"Aunt Qin, you are my mother's good friend. You know, I haven't seen my aunt for 6 years. My grandfather's last words before dying were for me, and they told me to take good care of my aunt. I still feel guilty because not only do I not care about my aunt, but I can't even do such a small thing as asking for warmth. ”
"Auntie, you know. In three months, I will soon take the college entrance examination. Many elders told me that the college entrance examination is the top priority in my life because it determines the ticket to the next stop in my life. But in fact, as far as I'm concerned, what I really want is to untie that knot in my heart. My aunt is the biggest lump in my heart in the past six years. ”
The sun was clear, and Ye Hangcheng was in tears. Good night is clearly visible.
"I've been wondering if I just have to look at my aunt from afar. I just had to make sure she was fine and that she wasn't hurt in the slightest. Is it that all the knots in my heart over the years can be untied? ”
The scene he witnessed when he was young is still hot, and Ye Hangcheng's favorite aunt was severely beaten by a man. The man had appeared in his dreams countless times. He often dreamed that he kept beating and scolding his aunt. The aunt was prostrate at his feet, looking helpless and miserable.
In his heart, the nightmare of his youth also became the nightmare of his life. Can't forget, can't erase.