Although the etiquette of the rivers and lakes is simple, Mu Zijian, as the eldest son, still guarded Mu Cangping's spirit for Mu Fanghe for three days on the green mountain.

Everyone knows that Mu Cangping was raised by Mu Fanghe.

Mu Fanghe died suddenly, Mu Cangping was loyal to the state on the embankment, and this filial piety was completed by Mu Zijian for him.

After the mourning, Mu Zijian fell ill and came down the mountain on the sixth day.

Mu Dianke brought soup and snacks to visit Mu Zijian, and met Xin Baige at the door.

Both of them are indifferently accustomed to it, and they are both people who keep their promises - before Mu Dianke leaves the cabinet, Xin Baige will not attack her; Xin Baige didn't move, and Mu Dian didn't make a move-his eyes converged lightly, and they moved away, and strangers generally passed by.

"Please clear the scene." Mu Dianke said.

Xin Baige can trust Mu Dian to be a person, she opened her mouth in a grand manner, and she will not harm Mu Zijian when no one is around.

And he did.

Mu Dian can pour the ginseng soup into the green and crystal lotus bowl, stirring it in a row, staring at it carefully, "Is this the secret color porcelain?" She smiled and said: "'The nine autumn wind and dew will open more and more kilns, and win the green color of thousands of peaks'." Big brother, here's all good things. ”

Mu Zijian was secretly surprised by Mu Dianke's insight, and thought about it again, Jin Yanchen has been dormant for many years, and he has secretly accumulated a lot of money, and Mu Dianke has followed him, although he does not have much warmth, the status of the "holy girl" is respected after all, and he has seen and enjoyed a lot of good things.

"They were all bought by Mu Lan in the past." He said lightly.

In terms of food, clothing, housing and transportation, he does not deliberately seek simplicity, but he is not too luxurious. In the past, I only felt that it was nothing to spend some money for the pleasure of fighting beauties, but now that Mu Dian can say this, when he thinks of these things, Mu Lan loves them, and he loves to decline, and he will be blocked when he looks at them.

But there was no difference on his face, and he said with a smile, "Her condition has improved a lot recently, and you have a heart." ”

Mu Dian smiled, "It's good if she doesn't come to provoke me." He handed the stirred ginseng soup to Mu Zijian, and said, "Anyway, it's also a person from the eldest brother's courtyard, so it's not good to kill it at will." ”

I'm afraid it's not for his face, it's Mu Zijin's favor. Mu Zijian thought in his heart.

But this situation is indeed a happy situation.

After all, Mu Lan is his concubine, and if he really dies for no reason, he will not look good. At this juncture, those who didn't know thought that he was ashamed to kill his concubine.

Mu Dian can take out a wooden drawer with a lid from the food box. First, a sweet fragrance came out, and when the lid was opened, I saw a drawer of light yellow and soft osmanthus sugar cake.

"I did it myself." Mu Dianke smiled shyly, "The craftsmanship is not good, don't dislike it, big brother." ”

"You remember." Mu Zijian was soft and warm in his heart - osmanthus sugar cake was his favorite food in the past. After Jin Lianyin's death, no one can make the taste he loves, and he eats less.

"Naturally," Mu Dianke said, "I still remember, when I was young, I climbed into a tree to dig out a bird's nest, and the magpie egg that fell almost hit your head, and instead of being angry, you were worried that I would fall down; Another time, we went to pick lotus flowers, my wooden basin overturned, you rushed over to catch me, and your face was scratched by the lotus root and rhombus vines, but you didn't know ......"

Mu Zijian didn't know why, and a bad premonition surged in his heart.

He knew very well that the weight he had in Mu Dianke's heart now would never be worthy of her such diligence.

Mu Dianke also steamed the cake for Mu Zijin. That's because Mu Zijin also treats her very differently.

Mu Zijin can break with Mu Lan for her, but what about him?

Why was he so obsessed with Mu Lan at that time?

“…… How did we get to be where we are today? Mu Dianke sighed softly: "I have changed, and you have also changed." ”

She was really confused, and when she said this, her eyes were scattered, and there was a touch of green reflected in the emptiness, which was the color of the bamboo bushes outside the window.

Who said that if a person begins to recall the past, he must be unhappy now.

After telling about the once good, it's time to talk about the disappointment now.

"Big brother, you don't know, although I have also resented you for many years, but for so many years, I have always looked forward to the day when you can give me an explanation. If the explanation is good, I will not complain. You've hurt me all those years, and you don't really want me to die......"

But what was she waiting for?

It was the first time he saw him again, he hugged the crazy Mu Lan and reprimanded her for her cruelty, saying that she was not his sister.

Later, he knew that she was framed by Tan Zhou, and he didn't dare to stand up for her when he knew the truth.

Later, he was afraid of getting into trouble with her.

……

Brother and sister, in the end, only the fate of the first few years.

Mu Zijian raised his left hand to cover his face, and tears were stained on his fingers.

"But in the end, I have been a brother and sister for those years...... If you don't kill Mu Lan, you don't want to make a gap with you and make the second brother sad; I don't want to ruin your reputation, but I don't want to see you have a bad life...... Big brother, in my heart, I still want to be your old big brother. ”

A three-inch square wooden box rests quietly on the dining table.

The box is boxy, there is no exquisite workmanship, no ornamentation and carving, rough and simple, but it can be seen expensive.

——It is made of golden silk nanmu.

Built-in a warm and transparent mutton fat white jade, which is also a good jade.

Beautiful jade.

Mu Zijian's fingers seemed to be burned by fire in an instant, and he didn't have time to hide it, so he subconsciously wanted to retract it.

Mu Dianke understood.

Compared with Mu Zijian's panicked eyes, her gaze was extremely quiet, like an old monk who had settled down, and shrouded the person in front of her who had nowhere to escape with a transparent and compassionate gaze.

Mu Zijian slowly arched his back, holding his head in his hands, and sobbed softly from the beginning, to the last hissing and crying.

The people in the courtyard were all cleared away by Xin Baige.

He wept indulgently, and no one heard.

There was only one Mu Dianke who was sitting opposite him, but his eyes were looking away, and his eyes were full of tears.

She didn't know what Mu Zijian had experienced, but she understood the grievances in his crying.

"Little Si'er......" he choked up and smashed his fist on the armrest of the wheelchair, "Why are we born in such a family and have such relatives......"

The anger and grievances that have been hidden in his heart for more than ten years, he has never said it to anyone, he doesn't know who to tell it, and he doesn't dare to say it.

Now I can finally vent it happily and unbridledly.

He is not a gentle and obedient filial descendant, and he does not want to be a gentleman like a jade, and the resentment and poison in his heart have grown like vines in these years of trembling life.

Mu Dianke walked over, gently hugged Mu Zijian's head, and listened to his intermittent accusations, like a mother soothing her injured child.

"Parents can't choose, but the road can be walked on their own." She whispered: "I only hope that no matter what situation you reach in the future, you will never hurt the second brother, the third brother and the Moon Court - this is what I hope for, and it is also the bottom line I defend." They won't get in your way, and neither will I. ”

I hope that what you ask for is what you want, and you will not regret what you have lost.