Chapter 152: From now on, mountains and rivers will not meet
Su Changsheng hurriedly returned home, put down the food in his hand, and still felt a little indescribable in his heart.
After a while, Su Changsheng shook his head and smiled bitterly.
It's ridiculous, Su Changsheng, she hasn't appeared for so many years, which is enough to prove that she has no affection for you.
Stop waiting ridiculously with that little bit of hope.
Life is good now, it's enough to have a daughter of your own, you don't lack anything, everything is rich.
Liu Meijun, after so many years, I really let go of you, and so did Su He, from now on, I only hope that the mountains and rivers will not meet.
It's just that when you were young, you had a dream, and then you woke up and you disappeared.
Just thank you for bringing me such a lovely daughter.
She is all my hopes, all my expectations.
Looking upstairs, Su Changsheng slowly calmed down and began to deal with the dishes in his hand, preparing to cook a delicious meal for Su He.
The happiest thing in the world is to sit with your family, eat a meal, and talk about family life.
Su Changsheng made two dishes and one soup very skillfully, put them all on the table, and then went to call Su He down.
Su He looked like he was very happy, the corners of his mouth kept an upward arc, Su Changsheng was also infected by her, and a smile slowly appeared on his face, and he kept holding vegetables for Su He.
Su He's mouth was bulging, like a little hamster eating quickly, with a satisfied look.
Su Changsheng didn't have much appetite, so he watched her eat, as if he was happier than eating by himself, Su He saw that he was not very interested, and after a while, he also put down his chopsticks, and asked with some doubts, "Dad, are you in a bad mood?" ”
He asked for a while, and then pretended to be normal, "No, Dad is in a good mood, our family Su He is so filial, how can Dad be unhappy." ”
Su He was a little unconvinced, and pointed to his face, "You see that although you are smiling, your eyes are full of sorrow, you are only like this when you are in a bad mood." ”
Su Changsheng laughed, "We Su He know Dad so well, so guess why Dad is in a bad mood?" ”
Su He thought for a while and said tentatively, "The clothes I bought are not good-looking, don't you like it?" ”
After speaking, he denied himself, "But you obviously liked it just now, and I think you like it too." ”
She lifted her chin, as if she thought of something, hesitated for a while, and asked cautiously, "Could it be that you stepped on dog shit when you went out?" So in a bad mood? ”
Su Changsheng glared at her, but the corners of his mouth were still smiling, "What are you talking nonsense about, the girl's speech should be more elegant, otherwise she will be told by others." ”
Su He was completely clueless now, holding his chin with both hands, and looking at him with a pair of eyes, "Then tell me, what's wrong?" ”
Su Changsheng looked at her worried appearance and felt very warm and heartwarming, but he didn't dare to mention that person easily.
That was their common taboo, maybe Su He had more resentment towards her, after all, she had abandoned her for so many years and never looked at her.
He said with some caution, "Susu, I mean, if your mother wants to see you, would you like to?" ”
Su He was stunned for a moment, then put away his smile and looked serious, "Dad, are you joking with me?" ”
"No, Dad saw your mom today, and she said she wanted to meet you and see if you were doing." Su Changsheng looked at her reaction and regretted telling her about it, and wanted to turn over quickly.
Seeing that Su He didn't speak for a long time, he hurriedly said, "If Su Su doesn't want to see her, forget it, we won't see her anymore, okay?" ”
"No, I don't want to see her again in this life, I have nothing to do with her." Su He said quickly, then stood up and walked upstairs.
Su Changsheng was still sitting in place, looking a little remorseful, but he didn't know how to speak, and he looked like he wanted to say something.
Su He walked all the way to the staircase, took a deep breath, and then said to the people downstairs: "Dad, she has already abandoned us once, don't give her a second chance, she may just think of my daughter who hasn't seen me for more than ten years, and after that, it's still the same."
She hasn't appeared for more than ten years, and now there is no point in appearing, just let the two of us do well. ”
Before Su Changsheng could react, he saw that Su He had already entered the room and closed the door.
He sighed, thinking about Su He's words just now, the corners of his mouth twitched, he was not as transparent as a teenager, and he actually thought that he was in a dilemma.
She was never in the life she had planned, so she could easily give it up before, but now she only thinks about it occasionally and thinks about it, and she really takes it seriously.
How ridiculous it is to still have hope in her.
Completely stifled that glimmer of hope, he actually felt a lot more relaxed in his heart, he packed up the dishes and chopsticks and went to the kitchen, cleaning.
Here Su He returned to the room, lying on his bed for a long time without moving, and his mind kept echoing Su Changsheng's words just now.
She said she wanted to meet you.
See you.
What do you see, she is her father's daughter alone, and she has nothing to do with her for a long time.
It's not that I haven't thought about her for more than ten years, I've been angry and hateful, and I've shed tears when others don't know, she resents that woman, why didn't she come to see her, why didn't she ignore her.
Since you gave birth to her, why don't you love her.
She couldn't get an answer, let alone ask Su Changsheng, she could see that he was even more sad.
The strong man was always fascinated by the picture of the woman, and he was also vulnerable when he mentioned her.
It was the first time in his life that he was brave for love, but he ended up in such a miserable situation, it took him a day to accept the result, and then it took a long time to heal himself.
Su He hated her, not only because she hated her for abandoning herself, but even more because she had failed her father.
Dad is such a good person, but she said don't want it.
Then in the future, it would be good to let yourself guard him alone, and in the years to come, she would no longer be needed.
She clearly knew that she was resentful of her and hated her after all.
I hate it so badly, I hate it so much.
So I don't want to mention it anymore, I just hope that they won't see each other again in this life.
She looked out the box of dusted toy, looked at the pictures, looked at the woman on it, she suddenly got ruthless, picked it up and walked downstairs, intending to throw it all in the trash.
Why worry about the memories of the past, you should look forward, and don't be bruised all over your body by memories.
Su Changsheng was sitting in the living room at the moment, watching her movements, a little distracted, but he didn't stop it.
Su He walked to the big trash can in front of the door, threw it in, and then turned around and left.
In the past, goodbye, I want to be a new me.