Chapter 43: What if one day, I leave?
[If one day, I leave, what will you do?
I'll light a lamp that won't go out and wait. 】
Mu Yushan and Ren Haoqian arrived at the hotel at eleven o'clock, due to the hurry, the hotel was set on the Internet at will, the environment was average, and the service was average.
Ren Haoqian thought it was too troublesome to tip, so he directly asked Mu Yushan, who was groggy next to him, to play the role of a temporary waiter, she pulled a large suitcase, pulled from the door to the hall in one breath, inquired about the room number, took the room card, and laboriously pulled from the hall to the elevator door, panting and pressing the elevator button, only to find that the people around her were called more than one, sure enough, she was squeezed to the back, leaning against the elevator wall, and couldn't breathe.
Ren Haoqian, who was beside him, took off his black disposable mask, with a touch of unruly ridicule on the corner of his mouth, and looked down at her.
In the elevator, she glared at him, "You did it on purpose." ”
"Miss Mu doesn't like to be low-key the most, such an environment suits you."
Mu Yushan bit her lip and turned her face, not wanting to talk nonsense with him.
The elevator rose to the sixth floor, Mu Yushan dragged her suitcase to the door of the room, opened the door, and she lay on the bed half dead tired.
It's not that she's tired of carrying luggage, it's that she's tired of flying, and she hates it the most when she takes off and off, she wants to vomit in disgust, and even chewing gum can't save her.
Ren Haoqian opened the suitcase, took out a suit jacket and put it on his body neatly, glanced at Mu Yushan's lying on the bed, and reminded her: "I'll come back in the evening, you can solve lunch and dinner by yourself, and there is a supermarket at the second intersection from here." ”
Mu Yushan closed his eyes and stretched out his hand.
Ren Haoqian turned around and said as he walked, "The most important thing is that I don't give money." ”
Mu Yushan opened his eyes, got up and trotted into the living room, and said sincerely: "You won't die like this, right?" ”
Ren Haoqian leaned over to sort out the documents and said casually: "I remember that you don't hate spending my money the most, as you wish." ”
Mu Yushan glared and muttered to himself: "With that kung fu to calculate me, it is better to think about how to solve the company's turmoil." ”
With that, she was tired and climbed back into bed with her slippers.
Ren Haoqian went out about three minutes later, and with a crisp sound of the door closing, Mu Yushan slowly opened his eyes.
She glanced at the book "Xi Bao" on the bedside, she was rarely immersed in her own space without being disturbed, she sat up slowly, and the memories came back again.
"And what if one day, I leave, what will you do?"
"I'm going to die."
……
The sudden dull pain hit her heart, the clearer the details, the more obvious the dull pain, she tightly wrapped her curled legs, her head rested on her knees, tears fell one after another, she almost collapsed, Ren Haoqian mocked her countless words, only one sentence was the most appropriate, "Gu Cheng, is her weakness."
From then on, she could no longer hold his hand and walk in the blue sky and white clouds, because she fled in panic and missed the way home.
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In the evening, it began to rain in Brighton, and it was falling in small pieces.
Gu Cheng stood quietly in the corridor, looking out of the floor-to-ceiling window at the gray and blue sky.
Although it has only been away for two days, the weather in the UK is still cloudy and rainy, and the wind in England is still so domineering.
Counting the years, he has been here unknowingly for more than a year.
A year ago, on the way to the airport, he had a car accident, and when he woke up, he forgot all about important people and things, as if he lived again in an instant, but his heart was empty, and he couldn't fill it.
I always feel like I owe someone a promise, but I just can't remember it.
What he didn't understand the most was what made him desperate to run to the airport.
Dazed, the voice of the airport sounded in his heart, and at some point, there was a tear in his eyes for no reason.
Who is he grieving for? Let me be like a star