After the dismissal ceremony, Xia Zhi gave an account of the work of substitute teaching in the semester and left the school. For several days, she locked herself in the house and did not go out.

The composition training class called her to confirm whether the class was still open this summer, and she said lazily: "No, I'm in a bad mood, I don't want to go." ”

The other party was speechless for a while, and then said, "Okay, Mr. Xia, contact us when you are in a good mood." ”

Xia Zhi threw his phone at the end of the bed without looking at it, and he lay on the bed like a turtle. She was silent for a while, and said to herself, "Do you like my class so much?" I didn't see you giving me a class fee increase, a bunch of vampires. ”

She doesn't like anything.

Seeing that the newly delivered takeaway was not pleasing to the eye, she ate a few bites and felt that it was too salty, so she threw it away.

Looking out the window, the endless flow of cars on the road was not pleasing to the eye, as if the whole world was busy, and she was the only one who did not move, so she closed the curtains.

Seeing that the lantern that Su Xiao painted for her hanging on the lampshade of the floor lamp was not pleasing to the eye, she ripped it off and folded it and stuffed it into a storage stool.

She also looked at Wang Ran unpleasantly. She doesn't answer his calls. First, let the mobile phone ring, and the ringing will naturally stop. After fighting too much, she felt annoyed, so she just pressed it off.

She typed a lot of drafts, ready to scold him well. But when she typed these words into the information editing box, she felt that this sentence was untenable, that sentence was unreasonable, the previous sentence was too rude, and the next sentence was not logical, and then deleted sentence by sentence.

Anyway, what are you talking about so much? The whole world is a bad person, they are all good people, they do everything right, she argues and explains everything in vain.

So she finally only sent him one sentence: I'm sorry, let's break up, I don't want to marry you.

After sending the message, she pulled the quilt over her head and fell asleep.

She knew that Wang Ran would definitely ask her to explain the reason, and for him, he accepted her so generously, so that he would not feel that he had a problem. Xia Jianfeng and He Yan will definitely scold her for not knowing what to do. Even Liang Lu and Xiao Yiqing may think that she is heaven and earth.

Whatever they want, they can think whatever they like.

She just didn't want to marry him, even if she didn't have that question. That sentence just made her realize that she was and she couldn't stand him so much. The thought of having shared a bed with him made her feel sick.

For three days in a row, she slept in the house, woke up hungry and called for takeout, and continued to sleep after eating. She didn't seem to sleep like this in years.

She is the summer solstice, the summer solstice of active efforts. She always trotted forward on the road, working hard to complete the tasks assigned to her by everyone with high quality, not afraid of hardship, tiredness or loss, and worried about what to do with the students who fell behind in class with a high fever

She's too busy. I have the impression that she has never slept lazily after graduation. She was busy with work, busy writing, busy loving others, but not herself.

She just wanted to get a good night's sleep now, and sleep until she was old. Sleep without any psychological burden, and don't worry about nightmares in your dreams.

But this is not possible.

When she woke up, she was dizzy, she couldn't tell what year or month it was, and she didn't know whether it was day or night, in addition to her stomach growling, there were more than 20 missed call messages on her mobile phone to remind her: she was still alive, and there were some things she had to face.

Wang Ran couldn't find her, so he went to find Xia Jianfeng and He Yan aggressively. He showed them her message.

Xia Jianfeng and He Yan also looked at each other, Wang Ran went to the room to expose the tiles, insinuating that Xia Zhi was misbehaving, irresponsible, and insulting. As a victim, he vigorously condemned how absurd her was.

The two didn't know what was going on, so they had to make promises in front of Wang Ran. After Wang Ran left, the two called Xia Zhi angrily.

Probably couldn't get through, He Yan was really anxious, so he let Xia Yuan fight. The last few calls came from Xia Yuan. And a few more text messages.

Sister, what's wrong with you? Are you alright? You give me a reply, my parents are very anxious. Whatever happens, I'm here!

Sister, Dad asked me to ask for leave and go to Nanzhou tomorrow to find you. Mom wants to come with me, too, and if Dad isn't going to work, he's probably going to come too. You replied!

Xia Zhi smiled faintly. This is her own brother.

She replied: I'm fine, you tell them I need time to calm down. Don't come to me.

It didn't take long for Xia Yuan to reply to the message: Sister, you will be scared to death. Okay, why don't you get married? Brother Wang kept shouting for his parents to return the bride price, but his parents had to return it to him first, and the wedding photos of the banquet were booked, Brother Wang said that he might not be able to refund the deposit, and he was also clamoring for his parents to compensate.

Xia Solstice knew that the follow-up problems would be a basket. She scratched the itchy skull that hadn't been washed for a few days: The house of household appliances I bought for him wasn't worth the deposit? Joke.

Xia Yuan: That's why it's a big problem! Mom was distressed, she wanted to ask Brother Wang for the money, but it was difficult to speak.

Xia Zhi sighed, this money is probably not going to come back, no matter what, it was she who proposed to withdraw from the marriage, she became the party who was at a loss, Wang Ran was so calculating, how could she return the money.

She thought for a moment and typed a few lines: I'll talk to him. You tell your parents not to look for him. I'll give the money back to my mother.

Of course, Xia Zhi wouldn't go to Wang Ran, what she wanted was to take back 20,000 yuan from her wallet and give it to He Yan, as for the rest, she didn't want to entangle with Wang Ran more.

She was really confused, and she realized at the beginning that he was not suitable for herself, so why did she agree to get married? Why did she keep backing down, why did she change herself to fit him?

Let all those so-called marriageable theories die. The conditions for going to your mother are good, just go to your mother, don't ask too much for your mother, in order to get married, does she have to grovel? What a hell of a life!

After about ten minutes, Xia Yuan sent another message: Sister, no, Dad wants you to come back. I can't help it.

Through the screen, Xia Zhi felt his pity, I am afraid that he was shaved by Xia Jianfeng for himself.

I'll be back tomorrow. Xia Zhi said.

Go back, whoever is afraid of whom, if she can make such a decision, she is not afraid of them knocking. She closed the door and went to bed just because she was tired, not because she wanted to escape.

She opened the curtains, and the setting sun hung gently on the windowsill, and she was dyed golden. It turned out to be dusk.

The sunset is infinitely good, just near dusk. However, her life began to regain control of herself at this twilight.

She didn't know what she wanted, but she knew she didn't want anything.

She doesn't want others to arrange everything for her, don't flatter others, and don't live without heart and liver and thoughts.

What she refuses may really be what most people dream of, and it's not that she doesn't want that, it's just that she thinks she can get it by herself, not by selling her dignity and selling her inner blood.