191. Restlessness

Caught off guard, Xia Zhi was a little stunned by Han Junxi's words. A minute ago, he was still slapping her heartlessly, and turned his head...... Is this a confession?

Han Junxi looked down at her for a while, and suddenly smiled again: "Chen Dajiao, you're blushing, aren't you?" So you're still blushing! What do you think? Doesn't it sound exciting? Do you feel the urge to invite me to your house right away? ”

"You ......" the summer solstice is angry. He! Are you kidding again? She didn't want to say a word to him, threw a word of "neurosis" at him, and strode into the door of the community.

"Hey! Will you climb the mountain tomorrow? He shouted behind her.

"Don't go!" She didn't look back.

For people like him, she decided to stay away. Maybe she will never be a good lover or a good wife, but she knows that feelings should not be treated as child's play.

[I'm not kidding, can I really go climbing the mountain tomorrow?] If you're tired, you can watch a movie. When I returned to the house, I received Han Junxi's WeChat.

Xia Zhi didn't reply, it doesn't matter if he is joking or not, she has made an appointment with Xiao Yiqing and Liang Lu tomorrow morning. The three of them haven't been together for a while.

After returning from Hangzhou, Liang Lu plunged into the pile of books again, usually except for work, the rest of the time is either in the library or reading books in the dormitory alone, she said to do research, Xia Zhi feels that it is better to have sustenance than cranky.

Xiao Yiqing is actively preparing for pregnancy. She searched for a nutritious menu on the Internet and asked Cheng You to help make it, it doesn't matter what she loses, she even hopes that she is stronger now. The Chinese medicine that regulates the body also takes the initiative to boil every night, pinching the nose and pouring it into the mouth.

There are also messy nutritional products that I secretly hid before, and now I have turned them out and eaten them on time and in accordance with the amount.

I watched less TV series, I went to bed on time before half past nine every night, the alarm clock rang at half past six, and after getting up, I went to the community for a run for twenty minutes and then went home to take a simple shower, and then went to work without makeup.

Makeup is gone, and skincare products only retain the most basic moisturization. She wants to welcome the baby in the healthiest condition possible, and to nurture the young shoot with the strongest soil, even if it is a small impact.

In October, Xiao Yiqing bought a bunch of pregnancy test strips and waited anxiously for the results.

"Is there good news?" Liang Lu waited at the gate of Xingda Garden until the summer solstice, and asked as soon as they met. Xiao Yiqing's situation was only told to Liang Lu when Xia Zhi was chatting on WeChat.

Xia Zhi looked Liang Lu up and down, and at first glance, she almost didn't recognize her.

Liang Lu cut her hair very short, changed into a pair of black-framed glasses, retouched her originally delicate face to be tougher, and wore a slim suit jacket and trousers, which was neutral and capable.

Xia Zhi didn't bother to answer her question and said, "What's wrong with you?" Makeover? ”

Liang Lu looked down at his outfit: "What?" Isn't it pretty? ”

"Beautiful." Xia Zhi nodded, "If my mother wants me to find a boyfriend in the future, I will ask you to take two group photos to deal with it." ”

Liang Lu raised his hand and shook it in her face: "Do you need it?" Didn't you have a hot fight with Han Junxi? ”

"Don't mention him to me." Xia Zhi immediately stretched his face, "What did you just ask me?" Xiao Yiqing? How do I know, let's go in......"

Xiao Yiqing was the only one in the room, she opened the door for the two of them, and collapsed back on the sofa. The gas stove in the kitchen was turned to the lowest, and the casserole was rattling, and I didn't know what was cooking. Second Chinese Network

"Isn't Cheng You at home?" Xia Zhi asked.

"Hmm...... I said you were coming, and I drove him out fishing. Xiao Yiqing said lazily.

Liang Lu said: "We are not flood beasts, do we need to drive him out of the door?" ”

"I don't want him to stay with me all the time, I'm annoyed to watch."

Xiao Yiqing looked quite depressed, and Xia Zhi put his hand on her forehead: "What's wrong?" Burned out your brain? ”

Xiao Yiqing pushed her away in disgust: "You just burned your brain." ”

She unlocked her phone, swiped it a few times, and handed it to Xia Zhi.

Xia Zhi took it, Liang Lu also stretched his head over, the photo on the screen was taken on the floor tiles of the bathroom, and a long white plastic box was placed in the middle, and there was a clear red bar in the groove on the box.

"What is this?" Liang Lu really didn't know that her short-lived relationship couldn't use this at all.

Xia Zhi returned the phone to Xiao Yiqing and said, "It's okay, it won't work this month, try again next month." ”

Xiao Yiqing frowned: "I've had injections and medicine this month, but it's still not good, I feel like I'm going crazy." If you can't conceive again, your fallopian tubes may be blocked again. ”

Liang Lu looked at Xia Solstice and blinked, only then did she understand, she could only say, "That...... What do doctors say? ”

"Inject again, take medicine again, try again, it doesn't work, check again, operate again, inject again, take medicine again......" Xiao Yiqing muttered a string like chanting, and in the end, she irritably grabbed a pillow and smashed it on her belly.

Xia Zhi couldn't comfort her, they couldn't help with this kind of thing at all, so she asked instead, "What about Cheng You?" He was the one who accompanied you to the hospital lately, right? ”

"He accompanies me on weekends, and when I go to work, I go by myself when I have a spare class. This month it's all for nothing. "Her distress comes mainly from exhaustion, and exhaustion is due to anxiety.

Colleagues knew that she was sick, and as soon as school started, she resigned as a class teacher and only took two Chinese classes for the graduating class.

The job was arranged at the end of last semester, Xiao Yiqing's class was also brought up by herself as a class teacher for two years, and she resigned from the class teacher in the last year, she needed to have a suitable reason, she could only find the school leader to tell the truth.

The school leaders approved her resignation and arranged for another young teacher to take over as the head teacher. Of course, the school leaders will not publicize her unspeakable, but Xiao Yiqing always feels that everyone looks at her differently.

A woman who looks like she is not sick or painful on the surface, has been married for three years, is about to be thirty years old, has pushed the class that was originally smooth, and asked for leave every week to transfer classes to the hospital, even if everyone doesn't say it, Xiao Yiqing knows that everyone knows what is going on.

Every time she left the school gate and took the bus to the hospital, she couldn't help but wonder if her colleagues in the office would whisper after she left.

She felt that it was mostly just her own imagination, who would be so boring? Yet she still made up other people's gossip over and over again.

These imaginary words in her imagination were just speculation about her privacy at first, and then turned into speculation about her past love history, and then gradually intensified, about her character, her life, and how she faced one set after another, all of which were dug deep like nails in her heart.