"I'm sorry......" Su Xiao spit out these three words in a faint breath.

Xia Zhi watched him get out of bed and walk into the bathroom, and she was stunned for a moment.

She lay flat on her back, staring at the diamond-shaped print on the frosted glass shade of the ceiling lamp, until a blurry black dot appeared in her field of vision.

She pulled down the placket of her clothes, covered her belly, tidied up the messy clothes, and then covered her eyes with both hands, rubbing them constantly.

The mind that had stopped began to swing again.

What did she do? She is obviously very sober, why did she let such a thing happen? They shouldn't have crossed that red line, and maybe they're not even friends anymore.

And what made her feel most ashamed was that she found that she actually longed for him deep down. She must be insane. How could she have such an idea?

She may be with any man in the world, but it must not be him. That's what they said it would be. Many, many years ago, it was said that he was close to her because she wouldn't like him, which was the basis of their friendship.

It's just friendship, nothing to do with Fengyue.

She can't love a man who doesn't like women, she can't look up to someone who is better than her, and she can't be so humble that she loses herself again...... She had countless reasons to persuade herself not to be tempted.

What's more, even if she gives everything, she won't get any response from him.

She underestimated the effect of alcohol on him. When he wakes up tomorrow, he'll probably have completely forgotten what happened tonight. Or, vaguely, but thought it was a strange dream.

His attitude was clear enough......

Hearing the sound of the bathroom door opening, she quickly turned to the side, pretending to be asleep.

- What else can I do? When what just happened didn't happen, was there a lot of laughter and conversation? She couldn't.

She closed her eyes, their balls moving in the direction he was moving under her nose.

She felt him stand in front of her for a moment, then left. He walked around the bed and climbed on the other side. He covered her with a quilt and lay down with a sigh, the light went out.

When she opened her eyes, the curtains of the hotel room were so thick that there was no light to show the light, and even the outlines of the surrounding objects in the room were almost unrecognizable.

Her alcohol was not yet fully gone, and the feeling of dizziness hit her eyelids again. However, falling asleep is extremely difficult, and it has to do with alcohol, and it has to do with the person around you who can't be loved.

Even when she slept with her, she felt that he had never tried to be so far away from her. There was an unbridgeable chasm between them, and the chill on her back made her shiver slightly.

After a long time, the chill on his back was stirred and quickly dissipated, and he approached her, his hand carefully hugging her through the quilt.

She turned her back to him, her stubborn back resisting his cautious embrace. His embrace was warm, but it didn't belong to her, it was borrowed warmth, and sooner or later it would have to be returned.

She admonished herself that there should be no nostalgia. After dawn, she crept out of the bed and crept out of the room without making a sound.

When she received a call from Su Xiao, she was waiting for the train to enter the light rail station.

"Summer Solstice, where are you?" From his questioning, she didn't hear any obvious emotional fluctuations, probably, she really didn't remember......

"I'm back to Nanzhou." She said.

"You...... Don't you wait for me to go back with you? He was a little surprised.

"Your mother is ready to be discharged from the hospital, you don't need me anymore, but your mother still needs you, and I have to go back to work."

"Then, what will I do in the future?"

Later? Oh, yes, this time in Peng Chau, she is his nominal fiancée. She moved the corners of her lips and said, "That's your business." We're not really going to get married. After acting in the drama of falling in love, shouldn't you play a breakup? ”

It's a play, and there will always be an end of the day, and she never wants to act anymore. She can't play anymore.

"Summer Solstice...... Sorry ......"

Thanks, sorry. Sorry, thanks. But what else could he say to her? She wasn't born with a debt of it. Why does she have to dig out her heart and lungs? 51 beautiful

"Don't tell me I'm sorry. The only thing you're sorry for is yourself. She hung up the phone and didn't even say goodbye.

Who knows if there will be a goodbye, and the probability of never seeing each other again seems to be greater.

She covered her chest, so sad that her heart really hurt.

- She is the one who should say sorry.

I said that I wouldn't like you and be your sister for life, but I didn't do it, I'm sorry.

……

Su Xiao heard the phone stop abruptly. He still made her angry, he offended her. He shouldn't have been.

Will they be able to go back? As before.

He didn't know how to get along with people, that year in the college entrance examination, he desperately wanted to leave Pengzhou, leave everyone, and in the first year of Nanzhou, he thought he could start again, and he began to get into the crowd again.

He created a face for himself and told everyone around him that he was just like them: he loved to make friends, he loved to express himself, and he would have the girl he liked.

He wanted to be as carefree as he had before that happened. If he hadn't written that letter to Ling Xin, if that incident hadn't happened, he would have been doing well and happy.

He laughed hard, but he was no longer in the same state of mind, and he sometimes laughed to the point of exhaustion.

Even so, he was ready to disguise until he graduated from college.

Until September 2011, when he was just a senior in college, two sophomore girls tied their hands together with a rope and jumped from the top floor of the Nanmei Teaching Building.

Rumors immediately spread on campus, and the photos of the two girls and the inseparable details of their daily lives were picked up by well-wishers, and the campus network was almost blown up overnight.

The family arrived at the school the next day, and the police intervened in the investigation, and the school asked the college grades to pass on the message, prohibiting the students from discussing the matter again.

The final official announcement, which contained only a few words, characterized the cause of their deaths as stressful studying, and did not mention the details of tying their hands together with ropes.

Such accidents are not many but not uncommon on college campuses, and soon, all discussion will fall silent.

Zhang Linchang glanced at the announcement picture on the computer and wrinkled his nose: "Think everyone is a fool?" What two beautiful girls, why can't you think about it, isn't it good to find a boyfriend seriously? Su Xiao, did you say? ”

Su Xiao pushed aside Zhang Linchang's hand that was stretched out and put on his shoulder, and suddenly felt extremely disgusting. But he still didn't have the courage to admit that he was actually the same as them.

No one will accept him like this, they will only approve of the image that he has worked so hard to create.

He is not allowed to make mistakes, but in fact his existence is a mistake. Without him, Su Yujie's life would be easier, and without him, there would naturally be no bullying and mockery.

He lowered himself a little, a little lower, and quietly left everyone.

It doesn't matter, he doesn't care about anyone. Except for her. But now, even she is gone?

He sat behind the curtain in frustration. Diagonally down the window was the hotel door, and he could occasionally see a few of his classmates who he once knew well leaving the hotel.

Xie Danyu called him, but he didn't answer.

He was no longer afraid of them, but he didn't want to see them either.

After 11 o'clock, Su Xiao checked out in the hotel lobby, and someone chased him out behind him.

"Su Xiao!"

Su Xiao continued to walk unhurriedly, not ready to stop.

"Su Xiao, I'm sorry!"

These three words are nine years late.

Ling Xin grabbed him and forced him to stop, "Let's talk, okay?" ”