Chapter 18 No One Can Make You Cry
After Tang Xue was expelled, no one in the school dared to provoke Yan Cuo. Yu Muyang, who is in the third year of high school, now everyone knows that he is a powerful character, and no one knows what method he used to get the school to expel Tang Xue, only that there must be an inexplicable relationship behind this.
In the blink of an eye, it is already the end of the semester, and the winter vacation is about to begin. The upcoming final exam made both Yancuo and Su He a little nervous, after all, in this highly competitive high school, if they were not careful, their grades would slip, and they would be interviewed. Thinking of the nagging and clichΓ©d appearance of the old class, they all had a headache.
Because I have been studying hard all this time, and I don't have time to look for them again. On the contrary, Yu Muyang and the others would occasionally come to them. After Tang Xue's incident, the classmates in the school all knew about their relationship, and they only felt a little surprised when they saw Yu Muyang's cautious appearance towards Yancuo.
In school before, many people had heard of Yu Muyang's name, watching him reject one girl after another, and now seeing how he took such care of a person, he could only sigh at the greatness of love. I thought he was a person who had no feelings for love, but it turned out that he was just waiting for someone.
The final exam is coming soon, and Yan Cuo and Su He are nervously doing questions every day, so they are worried about the decline in their grades. Thinking of the upcoming winter vacation, they are all looking forward to it, this is the last winter vacation of Yu Muyang and Gu Xuran High School, after this winter vacation, they really started the countdown to the college entrance examination, and she was a little nervous for them.
But looking at their relaxed appearance, it seems that there is no pressure, and I am a little relaxed.
With the last bell ringing, the final exam finally came to an end. The students were very happy because it was a long holiday and they could relax.
Su He and Yancuo packed their luggage early and prepared to go back early. She hadn't been back for a long time, and she missed her aunt and uncle a little, and she didn't know if they would miss her a little bit when she wasn't there.
Walking to the school gate, I saw Yu Muyang and Gu Xuran standing under a tree together in the distance, as if they had been waiting for a long time. After seeing them, they all greeted them, took their suitcases in their hands, and led them to the station.
The weather was a little cold, Yan Cuo rubbed his hands, but he still felt cold, and he couldn't help but sigh. Seeing this, Yu Muyang put her hand in her pocket. He was wearing a thick coat with warm pockets.
Yan Cuo kept smiling at her, with a happy look on his face. Seeing this, Gu Xuran hurriedly put Su He's hand into his clothes pocket. Su He blushed a little and stretched out his hand back, but he was pressed by his hand. Through the clothes, she could feel his body temperature, warm and hot.
They are in love for the first time with each other, and they are not very familiar with what love looks like. Now the pair of Yancuo and Yu Muyang has played a good role in demonstrating to them. Both are brave but cowardly, wanting only the best of what they have.
Soon arrived at the station, Gu Xuran was going home for the New Year, and he couldn't be with them, but he made an appointment to come to them after the New Year. Su He was a little reluctant at the moment, thinking that he would not be able to meet for so long, and he was reluctant to let go for a long time.
Yan Cuo looked at her and smiled: "Okay, it won't be long before we can meet." If you really want him, you can call him. Su He glared at her: "You are not allowed to make fun of me." If you haven't seen Yu Muyang for so long, you will definitely be reluctant. β
Yancuo still looked at her and smiled, she was a little angry, and wanted to go over and beat her, Yu Muyang stood in front of her and whispered: "It's time to get in the car." She gave up and got into the car unwillingly.
The car started quickly, and she watched Gu Xuran's figure getting farther and farther away, and her heart was filled with a deep sense of reluctance. Obviously, they had just finished meeting, and they began to think about him for a while. I don't know what he will do during the New Year, will there be other girls who want to get close to him, Su He suddenly panicked when he thought of this, and secretly thought, this is absolutely not allowed, he can only be his own.
At this moment, she can't wait to label him as herself, so that no one else can covet him.
The car arrived quickly, and they all got out of the car. Su He's family was a little farther away from them, so the three of them separated at a fork in the road. Yan Cuo and Yu Muyang walked all the way, holding their hands all the time and did not let go, the two only had each other in their eyes, after this experience, they no longer covered it up, and generously showed others that they were already together, so that those who had any ideas could shut up.
Walking all the way to the mouth of the alley in front of Yancuo's house, the two stood quietly for a while, but they didn't leave. Until my aunt saw Yancuo in the distance and shouted: "Yancuo, are you back?" Why don't you come in? Yan Cuo hurriedly let go of his hand and hurriedly ran home.
Yu Muyang looked at her figure running away, smiled dotingly, and left.
Yan Cuo returned home in a panic, thinking that his aunt had seen that scene just now, and was thinking about how to explain, but found that there was an uninvited guest at home at this moment. Seeing her, her slightly red face suddenly turned cold: "What are you still doing here?" I have made it clear to you before that from now on, only my aunt and uncle will be my relatives. β
The woman's eyes turned red all of a sudden: "Yanyan, I'm sorry, it's all my mother's fault, my mother shouldn't have been, I shouldn't have wanted you, it's okay for you to forgive my mother, my mother really regrets it." β
Yan Cuo looked at the woman who was in tears at this moment, and all he remembered in his heart were all about the past. I used to be like weeds, kicked around by them, and at that time, I was inferior and full of timidity in my heart, but they didn't see it.
Now, my uncle and aunt have warmed themselves with their love and made themselves better, but they say they regret it?
It seemed a little funny, but Yan Cuo really laughed out loud. "You say you regret it, do you regret something, do you regret giving birth to me, or do you regret that you shouldn't have done that to me in the past? I've wanted you to look at me more than once before, do you see? Now tell me that you regret it, what, do you think I'm a bully, don't you, I deserve to be bullied by you for the rest of my life? β
Yan Cuo smiled and smiled, but left tears. Looking at the woman in front of him who gave him life, there was only bitterness left in his heart.
The woman was a little overwhelmed at the moment, shaking her head all the time, her face was full of tears, and she looked a little embarrassed. Yancuo turned his head away from her: "I've finished what I should say, don't come to me again in the future, I will not have this child in the future, and I will not have this pair of parents." No one will be sad that way. β
The woman suddenly pounced as if she was crazy, and was about to kneel down with Yan's hand, "Yanyan, mom please, don't say that, okay?" You are the meat that fell from your mother's body, how can you say don't want it. Mom is wrong, really wrong, do you forgive your mother once, just beg your mother to be good? β
Yan Cuo finally turned his head and looked at her with red eyes: "Then what do you want me to do!" After so many years of hate, do you forget it? I just want to ask, why don't you want me? Why did you give birth to me and don't want me? Why did you give birth to me if you didn't want me? β
As he spoke, tears kept falling. She reached out vigorously to wipe it, and looked straight at the woman: "I have begged you countless times, and I have given myself countless hopes, but what are you giving me?" When I was a child, I always wondered why, why my childhood was so unhappy, why my parents never looked at me with love. Today, I understand that there is no me in your plan, I am simply superfluous, and since this is the case, then I really didn't give birth to me. Don't come to me again, save each other a little face. β
The woman was already sitting on the ground at this moment, as if she couldn't imagine how her obedient daughter could become like this. But what she didn't know was that in the countless days and nights of the lack of family affection, she had already developed a deep despair for them.
Tears kept popping up on Yan Cuo's face, and she kept reaching out to wipe it, but it seemed that she couldn't wipe it clean.
She suddenly ran out, no matter what the woman called, she didn't look back, she just ran and ran until she reached Yu Muyang's door, and then she stopped.
Squatting at the door of Yu Muyang's house, it was quiet inside, but she didn't have the courage to knock on the door. Do you want him to see such an unbearable scene, his eyes must be very red at this moment, and there are tear stains, he must be ugly.
She just squatted at the gate, and it didn't take long for her legs to go numb, and she struggled to get up and prepare to go home.
At this moment, the door inside suddenly opened, and the boy walked over. Through the door, Yan Cuo looked at him walking towards him with a worried face, and his heart was filled with deep warmth, but he couldn't hold back his tears anymore. She rushed over and hugged him tightly, pouring out all her vulnerability, all her unbearability, at this moment.
The boy was quietly holding her at the moment, and when she was choking with tears, he used his hand to give her a slow relief. Seeing the girl's heart-rending crying, he only felt that his heart hurt. He didn't know what was going on, but he didn't open his mouth to ask her. When she wants to say it herself, she will naturally say it.
I don't know how long I cried, but Yan Cuo only felt that the sadness in his heart finally dissipated, and then slowly raised his head from his arms. His coat was wet with his crying at the moment, and he looked a little wrinkled. Yancuo looked at him a little embarrassed, only to see him looking at himself with a distressed face: "Are you better?" She nodded, and lay back into his arms.
Feeling his powerful heartbeat, she felt that she was really alive, and the original heart-rending sadness was also appeased at the moment.
She cried for too long, and her voice was a little hoarse at the moment, "Why are you so good to me, so good that I feel that I can't live without you all the time." He looked at her doting smile: "Then don't leave, we will be together for the rest of our lives." In the future, I will guard your life, no one can bully you, no one can make you cry, you just need to be by my side. β
Yan Cuo nodded lightly in his arms, and then, as if he had made a big decision, sat up and looked at him. "If I tell you that my parents didn't want me since I was a child, I grew up with my grandmother, and then my grandmother left, and they didn't want me, it was my uncle and aunt who took me in and treated me well, until now. Do you think I'm pitiful? β
Yu Muyang shook his head and hugged her tighter: "The previous things are over, I will accompany you in the future, you will not be abandoned again, believe me." β
Yan Cuo only felt that the loss and sadness in his heart were all dispersed at this moment. The boy's words only kept echoing in my heart: I will always be with you, and I will be good to you for the rest of my life.
The words finally couldn't help it, and tears flowed out again. It's just that the tears now are not because of sadness, but because of happiness. The deep sense of happiness in her heart told her silently: I will not be alone in the future, and I will be accompanied by him in the future.