Atonement and Truth
After Yan Xin drove his mother and aunt to the hotel, he and Jia Sisi drove to the crematorium. When he didn't even realize it, he had already classified Jia Sisi as his own in his heart.
There is only a room for Errong, which is very suitable for words.
From the morgue to the hotel, the gloomy atmosphere is transferred to the interior of the normal room, the breath of sparing replaces the dead air, and the warmth brought by the warmth connects the temperature of the people's hearts, and the room falls into tranquility, and the necessary sound of the breath of life occurs, if the visitor does not see the scene of the room, it will be easy to ignore the fact that there are people in the room.
Yan Yan and Guan Chunmei's attitudes have always been silent towards each other. Time passed little by little, no one spoke, just stayed quietly in the room, the two of them had no words, no expressions, each of them was an independent whole. What just happened was like a rhythmic interlude.
Guan Chunmei's phone rang. It is the prompt sound of the message on WeChat. "Mom's time has been booked, it's the second furnace. Whether you need a shroud or not, do you need to notify relatives and friends? ”
"Just notify some units. Friends and relatives are exempt from this. The funeral is all up to you. Just do what your father asks. Son, you've grown up and let it go, mom is tired. ”
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"Let's go with Ming."
After Yan Yan heard her sister-in-law's words, she looked at her face. The dark circles and haggard eyes were added a shade, and when I thought of my eldest brother's death, I couldn't help but think about the continuation of things in the morgue.
"Good"
After Yan Yan answered, the room returned to the quiet state it had just been. Looking at Yan Yan, who was observing her sister-in-law sitting on the edge of the bed like a statue, although she didn't say a word, her mind was beating actively, and that pattern flashed in her mind, and it suddenly corresponded to her eldest brother's attitude in the past, for fear of losing face, face is the most important. There is a coming, there is an exchange. In this world, people can deceive anyone, but they can't deceive their own hearts.
"I'm sorry, I was wrong. Back then, I just wanted you to get married early, but I didn't expect that something like that would happen. ”
In this way, Guan Chunmei has said to herself many times, her ears have been cocooned, and more than 20 years have passed, and many things have been relieved in her heart. I'm in good shape right now. "Oh," replied briefly.
Yan Yan's answer did not satisfy Guan Chunmei. "You don't understand, the object I introduced to you back then was not Wang Qiang, but someone else. Wang Qiang is a big boss. That's all a misunderstanding. It's all a coincidence. Your marriage is the result of gossip. ”
That memory was the pain in Yan Yan's heart, and after being turned out by her sister-in-law, her heart still hurt. The passage of time did not alleviate the pain, but it brought the benefit of having a clearer mind to inquire about the matter. "Sister-in-law, if you want to tell me, don't hide it, come out."
The secret that pressed on my heart came out directly. "After I married your brother, I found that your brother was very kind to your sister and cared less about me. So, I will find a way to marry you off, you have your own family, and you won't always pester your brother. You're a widow, you're old, and it's a bit of a problem. Your brother has the attitude of raising him for a lifetime, and I can't take the initiative as a sister-in-law, so I use some means to let you take the initiative to marry and forgive. ”
The previous speculation was confirmed, and Yan Yan's expression was a little solemn. What kind of era is the eighteens, ambiguous and taboo, and the intimate behavior that is not strange at the moment was a very serious problem back then. "Those rumors, are they your handiwork?"
In this way, it will aggravate Guan Chunmei's sins and blessings, "I just have some broken mouths and create some rumors, and I want you to take the initiative to go on a blind date and marry as soon as possible." The matter between you and Wang Qiang was not done by me. I do not know. Really. I didn't hurt you. It's not me, you're being hit and killed. ”
At the end of the words, it was a little messy, and some mental transitions and thinking patterns came out before and after, and they didn't match. This man fell into his own world Zheng
Yan Yan caught some words in her words and asked, "Yudi's death has something to do with you." ”
"Nope. I just told Wang Qiang the truth about the death of Yan Yu's parents. I didn't do anything. Nothing was done. Guan Chunmei began to turn hysterically.
After Yan Yan learned some truths, she thought of what had happened recently, and her feelings were a little complicated for this person who she had called her sister-in-law for more than 30 years, and she didn't know whether to hate or sympathize. Thinking of a sentence, death is the easiest thing in the world, once people die, they don't know anything, the real pain is living in this world, always tormented by some things in their hearts, and greedy for prosperity in the world.
"It's over, we should live in the present. Do you still want to give your eldest brother one last ride? ”
"I am Yan Jin's wife. You're just a sister. You should remember who you are. Guan Chunmei shouted at Yan Yan very angrily.
"I remember." After hearing this, Yan Yan understood that this person's mood was temporarily calm.
Second, according to the requirements in the will, the four of them sprinkled the ashes with flowers into the river water covered with ice floes, and each Rong was in a bad state, immersed in the grief of the death of their relatives
Fortunately, the ice and snow have not melted yet, Yan Yan has no allergic reaction here, looking at the petals on the ice floe, thinking of his parents, their family of four is the only one left. Liars, big liars. My brother once promised himself that he would always be with me. Society. Destiny. People are determined to win, but people can't fight for their lives, and they can't see through the hearts around them. What a ridiculous thing this is. A thought broke out of his head, his whole body was even more chaotic soaked in grief, he knelt on his knees, a warm ball squirted out of his mouth, touched his lips with his hand, looked at the fresh blood on his hands, and a little tears, he couldn't help but take the initiative to laugh, and the strange smile gave Rong a sense of vision that was not gloomy, but mixed with a trace of warmth. Jia Sisi was the first to notice her changes, stepped forward to help her up, saw the bright red blood, her brain was blank, and the visual impact broke common sense, how could she react so violently when she left? How can this be the case between people? What you see adds to your experience.
"Aunt."
"Yeon-yeon, what's wrong with you?"
Facing her peers with a smile, every Rong Yan Yan was just thinking in her heart that the person who loved her had left, and living had become a kind of lingering. The thoughts in my heart are reflected in my expression. Guan Chunmei noticed the change in Gudi. Opening; "The princess just went to work, and you still have children." At this time, Jia Sisi was already standing by Yan Xin's side, leaving the position to the two elders.
Sound is the focus of attention. "You're dead, husband, I'm dead, brother. We're all pathetic. I don't understand why people want to leave this world without life and leave the suffering for the living. How can people be so selfish. ”
"People are selfish."
After hearing this, I stared at my sister-in-law's eyes, and the contradictions have been going on for more than thirty years, and at this moment, I actually read that I am connected with the same fate.