Mom's pain
Wang Qiang and Yan Yan quarreled until the sunset, but they didn't come to a right or wrong, from the old news more than 40 years ago, to the causes and consequences of marriage, and the bits and pieces of marriage that lasted for more than 20 years, they all had their own reasons to prove their grievances, their own pain, and their own forbearance and humiliation. They all forget why this incident started, and indulge in some accumulated contradictions. There is also one result, that is, departure. The two have always believed that there is no reason for their marriage to continue to exist, and they have long been strangers and tired of each other.
Wang Qiang packed up some clothes and left, and told Yan Yan that he didn't want to stay in an environment with a woman who was full of money and smell, and the divorce would be discussed in detail. Yan Yan's fire was burning and expanding, and she had never seen that father who was good to his biological daughter and needed money from the child's mother to do it. Keep saying that others are full of money and stink, and you yourself turn your own daughter into a means of livelihood.
Each has his own set of theories, and he does not back down at all, blending into endless quarrels, the necessity of marriage to survive is gradually dissolved, and divorce is just around the corner.
After her husband left, Yan Yan, who had calmed down, remembered the reason for the quarrel and began to look for traces of her daughter. Eventually, the child who had been curled up in the wardrobe of the room was found, quietly in a corner of the wardrobe, motionless.
The eldest brother has just passed away, and he can't accept another blow. Probed his nose with his hand, and breathing, but there was something like nothing, his forehead was hot, and the child had a fever. Thinking about the doctor's instructions, I packed up my things and made a phone call to my nephew.
When you open your eyes, the tiredness is gone, and it's a new one. This is when my mother told me, and I have always been thinking of Zheng I am a burden and a burden. What to do thinking about what mom is saying.
The anxious and concerned look of the mother in front of me is really revealed, not miserable with impurities, shattering the complaint in my heart, eyes and ears may deceive you, but the heart is deceiving. What if it's fake, enjoying my mother's care, even if it's fake, I'm willing.
"Baby, wake up. Scared my mother to death. You've slept all night. I'm afraid of you, I keep sleeping, and I can't wake up. If you have a three-long and two-short, what will your mother do? Your uncle has died. Mom, you're the only one left. If you're going to have a good one. What about Mom. ”
Back and forth. Familiar, there are some preambles that are inappropriate and illogical, but they are completely in line with the usual style of the busy and smiling tiger.
"Mom, I'm fine. I just don't have the strength. ”
"I didn't eat, I put a bottle of glucose, it's strange to be powerful."
Wang Yan found out that she was hospitalized again gorgeously, and she was really fated with the hospital. In my memory, I was the second to go to the day shift, and now, I released the pigeons.
"Mom, is there a call from the unit?" Some of the hearts are winged to moms. After that, I realized that I had changed a little and became more concerned about this job. Become the same person as the one around you.
Yan Yan didn't know how to deal with such a daughter, whether to praise her for her dedication and seriousness in her work, or to scold her for not paying attention to her body. "I'm taking a leave of absence. Don't worry, take good care of yourself. The body is the most important thing, and after the body is well, let's move on to the next step. ”
Listening to my mother's words, I warmly looked around and found that there was only one person in the room. "Where's Dad?" You're the only one. ”
Looking at her daughter's gray eyes and looking around, she guessed what she wanted to ask and came up with the prepared answer. "Your dad, he's not here, and I don't know where he's gone. Your cousin and I took you to the hospital. Princess, you have grown up, you have to get used to the days when Dad and Mom are not around, and when Mom and Dad are not together. ”
Thinking of the content of hearing some of the parents arguing, and hearing the words of my mother just now, some speculations appeared in my mind with a rough outline. "Mom, can you not get a divorce. There is no betrayal of love, there is no three, they are all about to enter old age, why divorce. If you don't like each other, you can live under one roof. More than 20 years have been like this, not for a while. At the end of the word, there was some pleading tone in her tone, and only she knew in her heart how much she wanted the family of three to live together in harmony. Dad told himself how happy he was when he didn't go out to work, and how lost he is now.
Yan Yan looked at her daughter's attitude and understood what she was thinking, but there is always a broken dream, and it is much better to be mentally prepared than to strike suddenly. That man, I don't want to give him a penny. Children in their twenties should grow up and recognize the world well. "I've been through half a century and want to live some of the days I want to live. Baby, you've always longed for freedom. I don't want my mom to be trapped. ”
It is indeed a bit selfish to ask others to be locked in a cage for the freedom they are pursuing. Facing her mother's gaze, she felt a little weak. Changing the subject becomes the first choice. "Pigs. No. What about cousins? ”
"I thought you were going to tell the pig to go and buy him breakfast. When he comes, pay attention, your uncle has just passed away, and he is in a bad mood. ”
When her mother advised, Wang Yan realized that many things had not passed for too long, and in her memory, it seemed that in the past few years, things appeared side by side in full swing, hitting her heart, shaking her please, consuming tears, and shaking the three views. "I see. Mom, are you alright? ”
The simple words of my daughter warm my heart when I bring them. Now I am extremely glad that I listened to my eldest brother's words and left this child, with her existence, I will feel that I am not alone.
"I'm fine, your uncle gave me a gift." Take out a Trojan horse and show it to your daughter.
"Give me a touch." After playing with it in my hand for a while, it looked very ordinary, and there was nothing special about it, so I returned it to my mother. Seeing that my mother was very heartbroken, I thought that this Trojan horse must be of great significance to my mother.
My cousin came in with breakfast, and the smell of the food, awakening the desire in my heart, and other things, were also left behind.
Yan Xin quietly asked her aunt what the pattern on her father's clothes in the morgue meantly meant, and her mother was frantically drawing, crazy embroidering patterns like this.
After Yan Yan heard this, she sighed a little, she knew this was the case, why bother in the first place, she didn't understand when she was alive, and she tortured herself blindly after death. Tell the nephew that the middle ground is a plum blossom, which represents Guan Chunmei. The rectangle and the ruyi pattern inside represent Yan Jin.
Such an answer is clear at a glance, Yan Xin wants to complain that his parents' expression is unique, and people in the city really know how to play? After living for more than 30 years, I only now understand that my parents originally wanted to love, not my mother's unrequited love.