When I staggered home, I found movement in the kitchen, and when I touched it, it turned out to be Zhao Qian.

Zhao Qian was busy standing in front of the kitchen counter with a scarf, and the range hood was humming.

"Why are you here again?"

Glancing at the girl sleeping on the couch, I found a blanket to cover her. At this time, Zhao Qian brought the food, but when I saw me staggering, I knew that I was busy in vain.

"There are too few vegetables you can make at home, I'll bring them to you when I come tomorrow."

Zhao Qian said and brought me a cup of hot water, and gently stroked the girl's hair.

"I don't know why, I've been restless for the past two days, and I want to come and see you." She said.

"You ran out so late, didn't your husband talk about you?" I asked worriedly.

"He's on a business trip and won't be back until next month." Zhao Qian said and rubbed the back of her hands listlessly, as if she was not very happy. But soon, as if he had discovered something, he turned to me and asked, "Are you alright?" Drink so much wine."

"I drank with Sister Luo of Da Zhou, I knew you were here, so I called you."

"Well, I haven't seen them in a long time."

The two of them fell silent again when they said this, and it took me a long time before I said to her with a sad face:

"I'm probably going to lose my job"

"What's going on?" Zhao Qian asked with concern.

Later, I told her about the difficulties I encountered in the company. After speaking, he lamented: "I'm too tired, I'd better resign, it's over." ”

Zhao Qian wanted to encourage me, so she settled down and said, "Lu Xia, have you forgotten how humble we were when we were in the company before?" It's an opportunity, and it's an opportunity for the whole company. ”

"I can't do it." I was a little frustrated.

"I won't know until I've done it." Zhao Qian said and turned her face to look at the sleeping girl, and resentment spread in her eyes.

"Do you remember what you said when they bullied me in the past? The upper level has the intention to change, and the bottom level has a response in order to truly implement and improve. If Du Mingzhe is afraid to move forward, even the United Nations will not be able to cure this stubborn disease......"

In the past, Zhao Qian was my spiritual belief, no matter what hardships and hardships, as long as I looked at her face, I could fight with high morale. This time too, with her encouragement, I began to make a final resistance.

When I returned to the company the next day, I calmly accepted the appointment, and then divided the customers in my hands and transferred them to those colleagues who usually had little friendship.

In fact, in our eyes, customer information is RMB, which I should leave to Luo Qian and Zhou Haoran. But now that I have a farther vision, I can only wronged them first, and I think they should understand me too.

At lunchtime, I found Xiao Liu and handed him the documents I had prepared in advance. He looked at me with a shocked face: "Old Lu, you are ......?"

"Hey! I'm going to Lujiang, and I'll hand over these customers to you! Who told us to have a good relationship! Isn't it? ”

I said and giggled and grabbed Xiao Liu's shoulder. "Keep in touch! In the future, Lao Zheng will embarrass you, send WeChat to tell me, I have experience in dealing with him. ”

Xiao Liu's eyes twinkled at me, nodded heavily and said, "Brother, I will miss you!" ”

I glanced at him when I heard this, and said, "I'm not going to die, it's like parting with life and death." ”

After saying that, I approached him again and said in a suppressed voice: "Actually, I went to gild, and I will be back next month."

Xiao Liu stared in disbelief and asked, "How can it be ......?"

"Shh......h I pretended to be mysterious and said to him, "I know you so well, there is no need to hide it from you." You have also read the rectification documents, Lao Zheng is about to be transferred, and the management will be selected from the local area, it is very likely that Manager Wang of the planning department will replace him, and Manager Wang's position may be replaced by Director Tang ......, and so on. ”

Xiao Liu suddenly realized: "Oh! So that's it! No wonder Lao Zheng is chattering these days. ”

I took advantage of the conversation, and then said to him: "So let's keep in touch with each other, I will definitely not stay there for long, if there is any movement on the company's side, you tell me as soon as possible, it is best to help me get a little information about Lao Zheng, and I can deduce whether Manager Wang will replace or Director Ma will take over......

The gossip between colleagues that even I took a little seriously made Xiao Liu trust me a little more, patted his chest and said that if there is any news, he will notify me as soon as possible.

In fact, when you know a person's character, it is easy to establish a tacit understanding with him. Xiao Liu loves to gossip, I will accompany him to gossip, Xiao Zhang loves to pat on the back, I will accompany him to pat on the back, Xiao Xie loves to complain, I will accompany her to complain about ......, try to make the other party feel that you are the same kind.

In the last few days, I divided my clients with different colleagues and said similar things to win their sense of belonging. Later, I found out that I was starting to be unkempt, and I did everything I could to win over my relationship, even confessing to my female colleagues......

Lujiang is a county under Feishi, which is relatively remote, but its economic strength should not be underestimated.

It was a two-hour journey from my home to Lujiang, and I went out early and returned late every day for the first few days, and then I was too lazy to run and lived in a dormitory.

The two crystal palaces under construction are still in the renovation stage, but fortunately, the summer has passed, and the winter has not come, and the construction site without air conditioning is quite comfortable. The only thing that is unbearable is the dust on the construction site, and every day when I come home, I find my hair gray.

I don't know about construction or decoration, so I just watch the workers work every day, eat and chat with the technicians, and live freely.

As soon as people enter the management level, they will invisibly grow some self-confidence and temper, and the transparent point is that there is a shelf. Although I am not really an official position, it is true that I don't have to work anymore, and my biggest job every day is to think about what to say to someone today, and how to shirk responsibility in case of accidents.

But in private, I was not idle, in order to confirm my job title, I still studied every day, prepared for the exam and collected more information in my favor.

If it's just like that, I think it's good, at least fulfilling. But soon Xia Xiaoxue came to Fei City to find me, breaking the whitewashed peace in my heart.

At the beginning of November, Xia Xiaoxue suddenly called me and asked me about my current life. I reported to her the good news of my transfer, boasted about it, and said things that even I didn't believe. Xia Xiaoxue listened to it for a long time, and there seemed to be a click of her fingers on the phone.

"Brother Lu, I want to go to Hefei to see your ......, around the tenth, can you see it?"

I panicked inexplicably. I haven't seen each other for more than a month since I said goodbye to Shandong, and the little girl in the black uniform seems to have jumped in front of me again.

Xia Xiaoxue rarely laughs, but she looks very beautiful when she laughs. I once told her that girls should laugh more! The way she smiled was once imprinted in her mind, and she couldn't get rid of it.

But I can't grant this request, because I know that only sorrow awaits her here. It's like a moth to a fire, and rushing to it will only tear the wound deeper.

"What do I have to look at? It's not a national treasure panda."

I didn't know how to face Xia Xiaoxue, instinctively evaded, diverted the topic and washed away my restraint and embarrassment:

“…… Have you ever seen a giant panda? Last time I went to Chengdu and bought a notepad, the cover is a giant panda, super cute. ”

Xia Xiaoxue was blue-hearted, echoed me and said a few jokes, and hung up the phone.

Many times we don't have the choice to hurt and be hurt, because some injuries are doomed from the beginning, and to ignore them is to restrain their boundless deterioration.

We lose our way on the path of emotion, and moths crash into the abyss like a fire, and at the same time the person you love is really cold and resolute? Because it is inevitable that he can't give you love and hurt, but while hurting you, why is he not burdened with pain and self-blame? Why didn't they try to catch you?

But soon Xia Xiaoxue still came. It was the sunniest day of the fall.

I took half a day off to pick her up at the airport, and I saw the petite figure from a distance, holding a suitcase that was not much smaller than myself, and my eyes shone on her body, like a hibiscus out of the water, spotless.