"Disagree." Xia Zhi took a deep breath and said, "Honestly, you offended me. ”

Han Junxi was stunned: "Isn't it?" Chen Dajiao, why did I offend you? I've done so much for you, just to tell you that I like you, probably ...... Maybe it was a little offended last night, but in that case, at best, you can't help it, right? ”

"Crooked." Xia Zhi stiffened his face, "Can't help but do whatever you want?" ”

"It's not...... I ......" Han Junxi pushed down his glasses and said embarrassedly, "I may have a little misunderstanding, just like last night, I thought you agreed." Whoever takes a kiss asks first, right? ”

The speaker was unintentional, the listener was intentional, and Xia Zhi couldn't help but think of that distant early summer night, on the path behind the Nanshi Library, she and Pan Rui were sitting side by side, and he made that implicit request.

It wasn't the first time they kissed, but it made sense because the two had the idea of starting a family after graduation for the first time......

Realizing her untimely nostalgia, she felt a nameless fire rise in her heart, and said, "What have I done to make you feel that I have promised you?" Am I giggling and molesting like you? Or did I explicitly tell you that I have a crush on you? ”

Han Junxi was shocked by the anger in her words, and he said, "You...... Are you really angry? ”

"Do you think my anger is always fake?" Xia Zhi felt that he either had low emotional intelligence, or he was deliberately playing tricks on her.

He raised his palms and stood diagonally above his head: "Then I apologize, okay?" You can't sentence me to death like this, you have to give me a chance to appeal, right? I promise that I will never kiss you without your consent in the future. If you still feel that you have suffered a loss, you can kiss me back. ”

He was stunned again. "Nerves." She glanced at him and walked forward alone, struggling to talk to him.

He caught up with her, and as he went, he said, "Okay, okay, I said the wrong thing again, and I was about to lose my brain for a while?" ”

Xia Zhi continued to walk without squinting, he reached out and grabbed her arm, forcing her to stop, she glared at him coldly: "Let go." ”

"I'll let go, don't go, we haven't finished speaking, okay?" Han Junxi cautiously let go of her, and at the same time prevented her from running away as soon as she let go.

Xia Zhi looked at his slow movements, and really wanted to tell him that she was not so naïve, but she really didn't want to take the initiative to talk to him, so she turned her face away to look at the light and shadow floating on the river.

"Chen Dajiao, I'm sorry, I apologize to you. I admit I was very reckless, I ...... It's been a long time since I've been in love, I don't remember how to make a girl happy, I've been single for a long time, and I have a lot of problems, and I compare myself and won't pay attention to each other's feelings. And ......"

He looked left and right, as if searching for the right words, and as if he was observing Xia Solstice's reaction, and after a few seconds he continued: "I also think I'm quite stupid, and I don't know how to put it away in front of you." I'll pay attention in the future, okay? ”

This is the most sincere thing she has said since she met him, however, Xia Zhi felt that there was something blocking in her heart, and she couldn't accept him because he had become sincere at this moment.

She said, "Han Junxi, thank you for your intentions. I don't know what you like about me, I don't have the heart to fall in love now, I'm the same as you, I've been single for a long time, I'm used to it, and I don't know how to love someone anymore. I'm so sorry. ”

In just a few words, she was stunned, she didn't know what was wrong, what she said was what she wanted to say, but after saying it, there was a faint sadness.

They stood facing each other, neither looking at each other, and in the distance there was the whistle of a cruise ship swimming in Nanshui at night, dragging its tail melodious on the surface of the river.

"Chen Dajiao, you don't seem to have said this." He looked at Jiang Mian and said, "Is there anyone you who refuse people like this?" Don't want to fall in a relationship because you're single? No matter how it sounds, it sounds like an excuse. If you really hate me, just say it. "Strange books

When he said this, Xia Zhi smiled: "Didn't I say it? I have the impression that she has said the word "hate" to him more than once. Does he have amnesia, or does his ears have an automatic filter?

"Isn't it?" He frowned at her, "You really hate me?" Am I that bad? ”

Xia Zhi smiled and shrugged his shoulders: "It's okay, you don't deliberately anger me with your poor mouth." ”

He blinked, "You mean, if I don't play tricks, you can still like me?" ”

"If you don't play tricks and misinterpret me, I don't hate you, but I'm still far from liking." Xia Zhi added a sigh of clarification, turned around and walked back.

"Where are you going?" Han Junxi followed her and asked.

"I'm going home."

“…… You don't even want to eat with me? At most, I'll keep a safe distance from you and don't spray saliva on your meal. However, you've tasted all my saliva......"

"Get out!" Xia Zhi felt that it was a wise decision not to contact him, and if he stayed with him for a minute longer, he might be so angry that his cerebral blood vessels would burst.

“…… No, you're not hungry? ”

"Not hungry!"

“…… So, I'll send you home? ”

"Stand upright!" Xia Zhi stood up suddenly, pointed to the ground, and Han Junxi also stood still, "Han Junxi, don't follow me anymore, let me go home by myself." ”

Her tone was not serious, but she could not be disobeyed. She left him behind and walked to the subway station alone in his eyes.

Rejecting him was not as easy as she imagined. In fact, she hadn't tried to say no to anyone.

She has very little love experience, she grew up in Xia Jianfeng's "you don't think you're great" argument since she was a child, and she always felt that she was inferior to others in all aspects, in order to prove herself, she always buried herself in studies before college, and in middle school, she didn't even talk to boys much.

After arriving in college, she didn't treat boys as the opposite sex at all, if it weren't for Pan Rui tugging at her heartstrings, she would still be ignorant and didn't know what it was.

She and Pan Rui can be said to be in love with each other, and they met the right person at the right time, but they can't compete with the skinny sense of reality, and she loves him very tired. In the future, the relationship with Wang Ran, she doesn't know if it can be regarded as a relationship.

Wang Ran wholeheartedly wanted to find an honest wife to live a down-to-earth life, but she didn't even have the patience to understand him, and every one of his shortcomings was infinitely magnified by her to find a reason for her dislove.

She also thinks that Wang Ran doesn't like her, in fact, it's a bit irresponsible to say this, and she may also have a bit of resentment due to her dissatisfaction with him afterwards, to some extent, it was her willfulness that hurt his feelings.

Her failure in the relationship shows that she doesn't know how to love people and how to manage a relationship at all.

She is not a very good person, and she can't live a good life for two people, so she can only be alone.