After staying in the hospital for a few days, Yamaguchi was finally able to slowly walk to the lobby on the first floor of the hospital to go through the discharge procedures with Jingrou's support and accompaniment, and he was in a good mood, but when he saw the price on the bill, the smile on his face disappeared in an instant. Jingrou wanted Yamaguchi to sit and rest, and she would pay for him by herself, but Yamaguchi refused, he drank a few sips of water and asked Jingrou to wait for him, and then went to the ATM alone to withdraw money. How tightly her husband cares about money, Jingrou, the wife who has lived with him for more than ten years, knows very well, so she didn't plan to go with her, until Yamaguchi took a stack of cash and asked her to pay the bill, she immediately left her seat and hurriedly completed the discharge procedures.

As soon as Jingrou helped Yamaguchi get into the car, Yamaguchi immediately sighed and said, "Oh, this person who has no money has to wait for death!" This medicine is so expensive, how can ordinary people afford it, especially those who have retired, they don't even have extra living expenses, where can they afford such expensive medical expenses! ”

Jingrou turned her head and glanced at Yamaguchi and said with a smile: "Yes, thanks to your successful career and a boss who has not retired, otherwise I wouldn't dare to imagine what to do!" ”

Yamaguchi said in his usual proud tone, "Of course, I don't look at how high my salary is!" ”

Then Yamaguchi smiled a little helplessly and said, "But no matter how much salary I have, I can't afford to use such an expensive medicine, hehe, if I keep using this, I won't be able to stand it!" ”

Jingrou smiled and comforted Yamaguchi and said, "Don't think about it, your health is the most important thing!" It's a big deal, you use all the money from the sale of the company to treat your illness, and when you get better in the future, if the pension is not enough, I will go out and find a job. Isn't it just to earn a little less, let's save a little money in the future! ”

Yamaguchi smiled and didn't say anything more, Jingrou didn't think much more when she saw this, she just drove the car intently.

After being discharged from the hospital this time, Yamaguchi's loss of appetite did not improve, and even after getting a nutrition injection, it seems that the nutrition of this medicine has not played a significant role in him at all. However, Jingrou still had great expectations for this new medicine, and coaxed Yamaguchi to eat every day like a child, until this day came to Yamaguchi's day for a comprehensive examination.

Jingrou helped Yamaguchi and just walked into the corridor of the hospital, and Yamaguchi was so tired that he couldn't walk anymore, but Jingrou proposed to let him use a wheelchair but he refused, so Jingrou only let him sit on the bench in the corridor to rest, and she went to check him in alone. It took a long time for Yamaguchi to walk to Jingrou's side, and Jingrou accompanied him to draw blood and do a kind of full-body CT before seeing the attending doctor.

The attending doctor was still as amiable as ever, he looked at the computer screen seriously but did not say anything lightly, only vaguely told Jingrou that at present, the cancer cells have spread to the lungs. However, in the end, the attending doctor calmed Yamaguchi and Jingrou and told them to go home to continue to observe and record, wait for the next follow-up, and wait patiently for the drug to work.

The couple left the hospital again with hope, but Jingrou was still very disappointed to find that the lump on Yamaguchi's body had increased a lot unconsciously. The number of lumps that are visible to the naked eye is growing at an alarming rate, and the number of small lumps that can only be seen and touched is increasing at an alarming rate. Although every time Yamaguchi mentions these changes in his body, Jingrou will smile and comfort him and say that it is not a big deal, but whenever Yamaguchi closes his eyes and sleeps, Jingrou can't help but secretly shed tears, silently praying for God's mercy to let Yamaguchi go.

Jingrou's pressure on her heart was increasing day by day, and she could no longer stop thinking about what was going on in Yamaguchi, and felt that she couldn't stop paying attention to this issue. What's more, when she thought of the two faces of Akane Noguchi and Aya Matsuo, who were not kind, Jingrou was really a little worried, afraid that if Yamaguchi suddenly died, she and her three daughters would not know what to do in the future.

So that afternoon, Jingrou finally told Yamaguchi for the first time: "Yamaguchi, I know that you may feel a little uncomfortable when I tell you this now, but I still want to tell you about it, and I hope you can understand my feelings." ”

Yamaguchi was in good spirits at the moment, lying on the ground watching TV, and when he saw his little wife's serious expression, he turned his face to Jingrou and asked, "What's the matter?" You say! ”

In fact, Jingrou has been thinking about these words for a long time, but she has always found it difficult to say in the face of her sick husband, but she has never mentioned or read it without saying Yamaguchi, so she really doesn't want to keep silent anymore.

Jingrou couldn't help but sigh, and then looked at Yamaguchi and said in a pleading tone, "Yamaguchi, while your body and mind are okay now, can you write me a will?" If you don't have the two daughters with your ex-wife, I don't really care, but since they exist, if you don't leave us a will, I really don't know how to deal with everything in the house with them in case you are gone! ”

Yamaguchi looked at Jingrou and thought for a moment, then smiled softly and said, "You're worried about this, okay, I'll arrange this when I'm better." ”

Seeing that Yamaguchi didn't mean to be unhappy, and he agreed so easily, Jingrou finally felt that she could let go of the worries and troubles in her heart these days. It's a pity that the peace of mind at the moment has not been exchanged for peace of mind in the future, and Yamaguchi's general guarantee has not really been realized, and Jingrou's expectations for her husband have all come to naught in the end, and he just weaves a dream for Jingrou that can never be realized.

This morning, it was the day when Yamaguchi was going to the hospital for nutritional injections, and Jingrou finally helped him get dressed, and helped him sit on the floor at the door of the room and put on his shoes.

But when Jingrou put the soft pillow and bag she was carrying in the car, and re-entered the house to help Yamaguchi get into the car, he took off his shoes and noisily stepped back and said, "I'm not going, I'm definitely not going to go!" I'm not going! ”

Jingrou, who was already tired and sweating, was really angry enough, but she had to persuade Yamaguchi with a smile: "Yamaguchi, don't make any more trouble!" If you're willing to eat well, it's okay if you don't get nutritional injections, but what if you don't eat it? ”

Yamaguchi immediately looked at Jingrou like a child, nodded and promised, "Isn't it okay for me to promise to eat?" Don't let me go, I really can't do it today! ”

Jingrou shook her head helplessly, and then she was afraid that Yamaguchi would regret it, so she asked again to confirm, "You promise to eat?" Isn't it nonsense for not wanting to go to the hospital? ”

Yamaguchi took off his coat vigorously, and staggered to the edge of the bunk, then fell directly on the bunk and lay down and said, "I promise!" I promise! ”

Seeing this, Jingrou had no choice but to agree, and then took off the soft pillow and bag from the car, and returned to the house to call the hospital to explain the situation. It's just that after the appointment was canceled this time, it was just in time for the long holiday in Japan and the hospital was closed, so the nurse told Jingrou that if there was any emergency, she could only call an ambulance to the hospital to see an emergency.

After Jingrou hung up the phone, she first helped Yamaguchi change into comfortable home clothes, and then she changed her clothes herself and hurried to get Yamaguchi food, because she was afraid that Yamaguchi would change his mind and refuse to eat after sleeping for a while.

Fortunately, Yamaguchi spoke this time, and finally obediently ate a lot more than usual, Jingrou looked at her husband as obedient as a child, and couldn't help but smile happily and said: "You, you, hehe, if you eat like this three times a day, why do we have to run to the hospital every day!" ”

Yamaguchi smiled a little embarrassedly, closed his eyes and fell asleep directly, Jingrou gently covered the quilt for him, and then started the housework lightly.

For the next two days, Yamaguchi was able to eat more or less, but going to the toilet became more and more difficult for him, even though the distance from the floor in the living room to the bathroom at the door was only a few meters. So in order to take good care of Yamaguchi and prevent him from falling down when he went to the toilet in the middle of the night, Jingrou lay another set of bedding for herself next to Yamaguchi's bunk and slept with him. But what made Jingrou really unexpected was that on the first night she slept with Yamaguchi, she found it a little unacceptable to find that her husband was incontinent and wetted the bed, but Yamaguchi himself didn't even open his eyes.

Jingrou hurriedly woke up Yamaguchi, found a change of clothes and helped him change them all, so that he could lie comfortably on the futon on his side, and then quickly dismantled and washed the futon herself. Jingrou couldn't help but secretly shed tears as she moved quickly, because she knew that Yamaguchi's incontinence bedwetting was definitely not a good sign, which only proved that his physical condition had deteriorated further.

Since Yamaguchi started chemotherapy, he has been almost 24 hours a day, and even when she had to go out to buy something, Jingrou was in a hurry to burn the fire, and she didn't dare to delay even a minute, for fear that something would happen to Yamaguchi when she was away. So the next day, when the store opened, Jingrou hurried to buy some adult diapers for Yamaguchi, and the wide variety of diapers almost dazzled Jingrou's eyes, and the price was quite a bit difficult for Jingrou.