Chapter 31: Nightmare 2
This was like a thunderbolt from the sky, slashing at Feng Hui's head. It turned out that his parents had been separated a long time ago, but because he didn't graduate from high school, he had to reluctantly live together. They love themselves, but Feng Hui is very conflicted, if you keep arguing together, why don't you separate? Why do you think that by pretending to lie to me together, you can make everyone happier? Maybe you have long been separated, so that I can be liberated, and I can be happy.
Feng Hui hugged the divorce certificate and divorce agreement and cried loudly. Why does a happy family end up coming to this point? Do you have to use children as an excuse for divorce and quarrels? Do you think it's good for me? Don't always use me as an excuse, the two of you quarrel and that's between the two of you, you will make me feel very guilty about it, and always think that this home was ruined by me. Feng Hui cried hysterically, incomprehensible, ignorant, sad, and mixed with a variety of emotions, and finally he fainted in the room crying.
Yang Xi was also immersed in the all-round envelopment of the mist. 360 degrees without dead ends, so that he even breathes with a trace of fog. The fog carried him back to the college campus, and he gasped for air in his dreams, with everyone around him pointing fingers at him. One thing that people have said to him since he was a child is that you must be fine, you are so good, you are someone else's child. After a long time, he listened a lot, as if he also believed it, often sometimes his ears seemed to have hallucinations, as if someone kept talking in his ear, like a noisy vegetable market, no matter how he waved his hands, these sounds could not disappear. He felt like he was ringing in his ears, and there was always a buzzing sound like a fly in his ears reminding him how good he was.
He was very obedient and studied hard since he was a child, and although he was not good at sports, he was always the first in his grade in terms of learning. The teacher also praised him, and his classmates envied him, but only he knew how hard he spent to maintain this first place. He wasn't a god, but his pride made him have to be a god.
He couldn't stand the moment when he was pulled off the altar. He completed junior high school in elementary school, high school in junior high school, and university in high school. But when he went to college, he found that his IQ was challenged, and his learning was at a bottleneck. The more he can't get over, the more he can't get past no matter how hard he tries. The university's courses are mainly subjective questions, and his previous studies are based on objective questions and endorsements, cramming teaching to maintain his good grades, this learning method has been outdated in the university, and the teacher values his practical ability and his creative ability.
The country's education system can't be blamed here, it's just that everyone has gone to the university through such basic training, and the university has to change the learning method and learning thinking, which is a challenge for everyone, if you can adapt quickly, then you can smoothly transform, if you can't adapt then you will be like Yang Xi.
He went back to the day of the undergraduate thesis defense, several professors sat in the front row, there were nearly 10 students defending, I heard that today there will be a highly respected expert in this field, each student hopes that he can perform well, and strive to be able to enter the eyes of this expert, so that he will be given priority when the school sends graduate students. Each student should first explain their abstract of their paper, the main point.
It was his turn, because he was very well prepared, so he spoke confidently, methodically, and well-argued from beginning to end, and the two defense teachers listened and nodded frequently. He gradually relaxed, and he felt that there should be no problem in replying. When it came to the question session, one of the teachers asked some questions about some of the details in his thesis, which were very simple and had clear answers in the reference books he read, and he quickly made the defense teacher smile and nod. Suddenly, the respected professor seemed very interested in his paper, and asked him to give a few possibilities for practical application and analyze how much it would cost. He was stunned for a moment, he had only studied his ideas in books, but he had never thought about how much it would cost to implement him, whether it was possible to achieve it, he answered bummerously, the preface did not match the afterword, and there was no convincing force. Although the professor on the spot did not declare his failure and his undergraduate thesis was approved, his graduate school was later cancelled.
Since he was a child, he has been trembling in his heart, for fear that he will be surpassed by others in any exam. He felt that his whole life was made for exams. He won't do anything but take exams. But the exam gave him nearly 20 years of glory, and he couldn't lose it. He couldn't stand his own defeat. He was also trying, but he didn't get into it when he applied for graduate school. When the people around him looked at him in surprise, he felt that others were poking him in the backbone, how could such a smart and excellent person not be able to apply for graduate school? How the hell did he get first before? He felt like he couldn't hold his head up.
With his popularity, he should be recognized by someone when he walks down the street. He felt that others looked at him differently. He can't forgive himself, mainly because of the mistake in the thesis defense, just like the later graduate exam, he didn't get in, why didn't he get in? Is the topic too difficult? He answered all the objective questions well, but because he had no practical experience, he did not satisfy the tutor.
Back in the dormitory, some people came to comfort him, and some people secretly mocked him behind his back. The aura of the god was shattered, and the moment he fell off the altar was the beginning of his fall into the abyss, and he could not accept this defeat. He couldn't explain it to his parents. Unable to accept the eyes of others, he wants to be free, he wants to escape. Today he walked to the roof of the dormitory, trying to get rid of those annoying flies in his ears. But he waved his hands wildly, and the flies were still buzzing in his ears. He gasped for breath while frantically chasing flies. There were more and more flies, like a dense net that enveloped his whole body, especially around his neck, and tightened so tightly. Leaving him almost out of breath, he felt like his neck was bleeding......
Liu Yan is dreaming the most vivid dream of her life. The mist hooked her hand, gently pulled her up from the bed, dressed her in the most flowing red dress, and combed her with the phoenix bun she most wanted for the queen. Mist says he's going to take her to the queen's canonization ceremony. She's about to become the supreme woman in the country, she's the queen. The whole world celebrates, and the ceremony is about to begin. Her queen dress was solemn and dazzling, bright red and gold. The clothes are embroidered with the pattern of the golden phoenix spreading its wings, and the flowers are dotted, lining her like a golden phoenix, about to fly into the sky.
Traveling to ancient times to become a queen, accompanied by a generation of emperors, to create a great cause, is her lifelong dream, today she finally realized, she turned her head to look at the emperor next to her, wearing a crown, wearing court clothes, wearing a glow, showing the whole world, it is not the king's land; The guest of the land is not the authority of the king's ministers. There was her standing beside the "Ninety-Five", and she was so proud and proud at the moment.
The ceremonial officer is reading the standard greetings for the post-book ceremony, and at the bottom of the dragon chair kneels rows of ministers in official uniforms, and on either side of the ministers, the musicians have already arranged for the music, just waiting for the ceremony to end, and present cheerful music and dance to celebrate this great day of universal celebration. Liu Yan put on the most dignified standing posture in her life, with the most decent smile on her face, vowing to become the most graceful and luxurious queen in the world.
Suddenly, there was a rush of footsteps, and a eunuch rushed towards them, followed by a group of soldiers with swords. I saw that the eunuch was tearing his throat and shouting desperately: "The second prince has rebelled, and he has already led people to attack the main hall." Your Majesty, the queen is running away! I saw a person catch up with the eunuch and slash at the back of his neck, the eunuch's posture of falling forward remained unchanged, and the blood spurting out of his neck splashed on Liu Yan's body at once.
"Ahh Liu Yan screamed in fright, blood blurred her vision, she was a little dizzy, she wanted to throw herself into the emperor's arms and accept his comfort, but when she wanted to see the emperor's face clearly, I don't know if it was because the light was too deep, or because of the deep power, how could she not see clearly?
She wanted to reach out and touch it, but it was so vague that she couldn't touch anything. She stood on the main hall, as if everything around her had nothing to do with her, she saw more and more soldiers pouring into the main hall, cutting people at sight, the ceremonial officers and ministers were so frightened that they knelt on the ground, their mouths opened and closed, but they could not hear the sound of half a word, the people who played the music next to her had thrown the instruments all over the ground, the people who fled in all directions trampled the good instruments to pieces, the soldiers' expressions were hideous, and the others showed fear. One by one, falling under the merciless sword, more and more soldiers surrounded the entire palace, and both she and the emperor were stripped of their crowns and fell to their knees in the hall.
A man who looked up to the sky and laughed wildly walked in, it was the second prince, he was already wearing a dragon robe, and after entering the main hall, he immediately kicked over the emperor and sat on the dragon chair. The ministers of the full hall did not dare to disobey the orders of the second prince, and the slightest disobedience immediately fell to the ground, and naturally there were some loyal ministers who showed their loyalty on the grounds of death, but most of the ministers still surrounded the new emperor to ascend the throne. The perimeter of the main hall was full of rebellious soldiers. The overall situation has been decided, and the emperor has no possibility of turning the tables. The first order issued by the new emperor was that the emperor and empress died of illness, and passed on to the second prince.
She panicked, anxious, she wanted to struggle to get up, but she was pressed to the ground with her tied hands, and there was a sword around her neck, she desperately wanted to raise her tied hands and grab the sword of the guards next to her backhand, she looked around, she wanted to find the palace maid she trusted the most, she also wanted to grab the hand of the emperor next door, hoping that this hand could also turn the tide. But everything was so nothing, she couldn't grasp anything, she couldn't hear anything......