Cheng Jiayi remembered.

At that time, the glowing bugs bit the wound on her wrist, and she was devoured by the man-eating flower with the bugs, and her flesh was eaten by the man-eating flower and the glowing bugs.

And her own crystals are also taking back control of her body.

At that time, her breath had been taken away, her flesh had been taken away, and only the crystals remained.

Cheng Jiayi closed her eyes and hung her forehead on her hand.

Misfortune and blessing are relied upon, and blessing and misfortune are lurking.

She had already died once in a biological sense, but the world was no longer what it used to be, and the rules of this world had been changed.

So, she didn't die completely and came back alive.

She lost her memories of the past, but she was able to get them back because she was exposed to something familiar.

"Hey, what's wrong?" Du Yiyi chopped a bundle of firewood one by one, saw that the fire was almost enough, clapped his hands, came to Cheng Jiayi and sat down, and pushed her with his shoulder.

Cheng Jiayi shook her head against her palm, "It's nothing, it's just that I feel uncomfortable when I think of the past." ”

Du Yi pulled a piece of grass one by one, pinched it in his hand and threw it away, pulled another one, and sighed: "If you want to say that you don't want the past to be unrealistic, who can have such strong willpower to only think about the present, not to recall the past, not to think about the future?" Even Brother Qin and Brother Fang, they can't do it. ”

Du Yiyi didn't deliberately lower his voice, and he didn't care who heard this.

"You don't know what I'm thinking." Cheng Jiayi said in a low voice, and then shook her head, she had forgotten, she had forgotten the most important part, but what was she now?

Du Yiyi threw down the grass in his hand again. Cheng Jiayi's "intermittent psychosis" is committed again, and I don't know what stimulated her.

Du Yiyi looked at the man-eating flowers that had been erected against the trunk of the tree in front of him, and felt that it still had something to do with the man-eating flowers.

However, Cheng Jiayi has no plans to say it now, forcing her will backfire. At this time, Cheng Jiayi just needs someone by her side, so that someone will listen to her when she wants to speak.

"Why don't you ask me?" Cheng Jiayi said suddenly.

Du Yiyi smiled and looked sideways at the eye that was looking at him through his fingers, "Give you some time to slow down." ”

Cheng Jiayi buried her forehead in the palm of her hand again, what was she worried about? Did she die once? She's not herself anymore? She...... Even if she died, she would still be herself, unless Du Yiyi was the person in her hallucination, and everyone was in the hallucination.

If it really happened, there was no need to be afraid, what she was afraid of was ...... It hasn't happened yet, it could happen, and one day she'll be caught.

Cheng Jiayi couldn't help but look up and turned her head to look at the people behind her.

The leader of the seventh group was busy on a simple stove, and the hot water was already boiling. Cheng Jiayi was sure at a glance that the stove was Fang Tao's handiwork, or Xiao Jin and Sun Dong's.

Because she had been with the leader of the third group and the leader of the seventh, they had not built the so-called stove before at all.

If it is really necessary, who among these people will give themselves over for the sake of the so-called national interest, the interests of all mankind?

What if it's for selfishness? For the sake of their own lives, no, for the sake of not being studied, and the people they care about are not studied?

Cheng Jiayi finally knew what her previous nervousness was, and she faced Fang Tao's sudden question about what she was nervous for.

She was careless.

She was too comfortable. She thought that Qin Feng had reached an agreement with the fighting nation, and she was about to leave here, thinking that she would be careless as long as she could improve her strength.

They are people who have been educated and cultivated by the state, and in their bones, they are deeply rooted in serving the country. They can sacrifice everything for it, whether it's their own or someone else's.

Maybe she's worried, but if there's a chance...... Cheng Jiayi turned her head to look at the cannibal flower in front of her, if there was a chance, if someone else had a man-eating flower and mastered the ability to communicate with the cannibal flower, in all fairness, would she be able to send that person to the research institute?

She is not so virtuous. In her bones, she is also selfish.

"Want something unspeakable to me?" Du Yi tilted his head, and a smiling voice came.

But Cheng Jiayi clearly saw a smile on his face, but there was no smile in his eyes.

"How do you want me to coax you." Du Yiyi's voice should have been very low, but he didn't do that.

Du Yiyi glanced back, stood up and stretched out his hand, Cheng Jiayi suddenly understood what Du Yiyi meant.

Fang Tao glanced up, and saw Du Yi pulling Cheng Jiayi up one by one and walking towards the jungle. He frowned.

"Hehe, little young, I've endured it for a few days." The leader of the seventh group lifted the lid of the pot, and the hot air that came out immediately cut off Fang Tao's sight.

"Haha, it's good to be young." The seventh team leader put down the lid of the pot and rubbed his hands, "This thing smells so bad, it smells of urine." ”

Fang Tao retracted his gaze, although he still felt ...... He himself couldn't say how he felt in his heart.

Du Yiyi pulled Cheng Jiayi into the mountains and forests quickly, walked hundreds of meters in a row, looked back again, walked a few steps, and stood next to a raised stone.

"Are you on the lookout for them?" Du Yi looked back again and again and said in a low voice.

"I don't know. I'm scared. I was suddenly scared, I had never been like this before, not even when I first mutated. Cheng Jiayi said eagerly.

"Because of what?" Du Yiyi stared at Cheng Jiayi's eyes one by one.

"I, I told you before, I almost died." Cheng Jiayi said softly, "I'm not almost dead, I'm already dead." My body is dead, and only a little bit of my brain is still alive. ”

"What do you mean?" Du Yiyi's expression did not change at all.

"Yiyi, I only have you." Cheng Jiayi looked up at Du Yiyi, and Du Yiyi inexplicably saw a trace of tragedy in Cheng Jiayi's expression.

"Can I trust you?"

Cheng Jiayi feels like the bitter heroine in a romance, who is about to sacrifice herself.

Intellectually, Cheng Jiayi felt that she should hide the secret in her heart and finally bury it underground with her life. But she can't stand it, she wants someone to share with her, and she wants to get the great love in Li.

What is she alive for? All of humanity? She's not that great. The truth? Does it really matter what the truth is? If Du Yiyi also left her, who would she live for?

When she was there, she was also complaining about why the heroine was so stupid, and why did she share secrets that shouldn't be shared? Isn't it true that only the dead can keep secrets?

But she wanted to be stupid once, gamble once, and she wanted to give herself a reason to continue.

Will anyone really be able to bear everything with her, even if it is blackened.