Chapter 183: True Self
"Ryuzuki." Yang Shaoping took a step forward, "You put down the knife first, and we'll talk about it slowly." β
Yang Liuyue shook her head with tears in her eyes.
"Brother, I have followed the rules since I was a child, and everything is arranged, but this time, I don't want to do this."
She took a step back, and the sword cut a bloody mark on the white neck, which frightened Yang Shaoping and immediately stretched out his hand and swung it in the air.
"Don't move again! I'll let them go! β
He waved his hand and asked his guards to step back a way, "Ryuzuki, put your sword down." β
However, Yang Liuyue turned a deaf ear, and only turned her head with a pair of reddish eyes, "You guys hurry up!" β
Su Jin picked up Jun Ran and looked at her.
"Thank you, your kindness Su Jin will always remember."
Yang Liuyue smiled bitterly, "Su Jin, you know what I want most, if you really have the heart, you can live well with him." β
Su Jin's breathing suddenly suffocated, then he bit his lip and turned his face, and said to Jun Ran, "Let's go." β
Watching their figures gradually walk away, Yang Shaoping took a step forward, his voice gentle and peaceful, "Liuyue, give me the sword." β
Yang Liuyue let go dejectedly and let him take the sword away.
"You're crazy!" As soon as he got the sword, Yang Shaoping immediately scolded, "Do you know what this is doing? Do you know what kind of sin it is? β
He pointed his sword, and the sound nearly tore through the air around him.
"Catch them! Die on the spot! β
Yang Liuyue suddenly raised her eyes, "Brother, didn't you just promise to let them go?" β
"That's just now!" Yang Shaoping's eyes were sharp, and he walked away, "You give me a good time to go home!" I'll settle accounts with you then! β
Yang Liuyue went to pull his sleeve, but he pushed him to the ground, and he was about to move forward again, but his leg was suddenly hugged, Yang Shaoping frowned, and snorted coldly, "What are you doing?" Get up! β
Yang Liuyue's sideburns were slightly scattered, she knelt on the ground, hugged Yang Shaoping's legs tightly and shook her head when she heard the words.
"Brother, don't go! Please let them go! β
"Look what you've become now!" Yang Shaoping was heartbroken, "Aren't you clear in your mind?" For the sake of this lowly person, he didn't even want dignity! β
"It's because I know so I have to!"
Yang Liuyue's voice also faintly cried, "Brother, your own sister, you never know ......"
Yang Shaoping's eyebrows flashed angrily, "What nonsense are you talking about?" β
"In the eyes of outsiders, I am the pearl of the Yang Mansion, but I know that you treat me like this, but it is just because I am obedient and obedient, but what if I am not like this......"
Yang Liuyue's bean-sized tears kept rising out, instantly wetting the ground.
What if she wasn't?
Yang Shaoping opened his mouth and was speechless for a while.
He also knew that a large part of the reason why Yang Liuyue was so favored in the Yang Mansion was indeed because she was sensible and worry-free.
But what does this have to do with today's events?
"Brother, in your eyes, I am a model for all unmarried women in Dawei, and I have always thought so in the past years."
"I can suppress all my willfulness, hide all my interests, and live the best we all think I'm going to live."
"But that's not the real me......"
Yang Liuyue actually cried.
"From childhood to adulthood, all of you have told me that as long as a woman learns Derong Yangong and takes care of her husband and children, once she gets married, she must be buried behind the deep palace compound in this life and work hard for these all her life. I was also convinced, but when I saw the book that wrote Su Jin's story, I suddenly realized that I was wrong. β
"I thought that the woman's weak hand could only pick up the slender needle, but I didn't expect that there would be someone who could resist the foreign enemy."
"What was I doing when she was on the line of life and death...... It may be an embroidery hiding in the boudoir and not knowing the taste of sorrow, or it may be a boring tea tasting; It may also be that he is learning from his husband and children, thinking about what kind of attitude he will take to his future husband. β
"It's not that I haven't hated Su Jin, I don't understand why she can get Brother Yan's love so easily, maybe now I understand, she and I are two different people."
"Xiao Ze took me to drink, in fact, I love this competitive and competitive feeling from the bottom of my heart, but I remember that this is something that my daughter's family can never do, and I blame Xiao Ze for my hard mouth, but I know very well that I love the smell of fireworks, so I live hypocritically and woodenly...... But she is different, love is love, hate is hate, although she has caused countless troubles on her body, but that kind of heat and light make me unreachable......"
"My pattern...... It's too small......"
"Ryuzuki ......"
Yang Shaoping's expression was a little complicated, "It's not your fault......
"No," Yang Liuyue shook her head, a little lonely.
"Brother, I don't think I'm a failure, but I feel that compared to Su Jin, I seem to be too small. We are the top nobles and nobles of the Great Wei Dynasty, eating the people's taxes and silver but only returning to their own circle of interests, for the officials, for love and wealth, but we never thought that our life is so good, where did it come from, and what do we have to do for them. β
"But Su Jin did it." Yang Liuyue's eyes showed a little envy, a little jealousy, and a little relief, "As a woman, she did it." She can sacrifice herself for the sake of the people. β
"I know that even the most brave and loyal man in our Great Wei will swear to live and die with Yuncheng when he meets the scene of Yuncheng, and finally die in battle in a bright and upright manner, and gain a good reputation that will be passed down through the ages, this is the education we have received, but there are very few people like Su Jin, who will give up their reputation and life, and will be willing to spend the smallest price to fight and gamble for the sake of the people who are not related by blood, even if it will cost them everything."
"I admire her, as a woman, as a noble daughter of Da Wei, I sincerely admire her."
Yang Liuyue got up slowly, grabbed her brother's sleeve, and opened her mouth coquettishly.
"Brother, we ...... Let's go back. β
Yang Shaoping's expression changed for a long time, and finally in Yang Liuyue's expectant gaze, he turned his head to look at the two people who could still see vague figures, took a step back, and said to the guards behind him.
"The soldiers obey the orderβ"
Yang Liuyue smiled slightly and looked at him quietly.
"Today, we didn't catch up with Su Jin and the others, the search was fruitless, and it was reported to the court!"
ββ
"Poof!"
Jun Ran, who was tired and had internal injuries, still couldn't hold on, and finally sat on the ground with a weak leg and spurted out a mouthful of blood.
Su Jin hurriedly patted him on the back, "Do you want to take a break?" β
"No!" He shook his head, "I can't keep them from changing their minds, don't worry about me, you might as well run for your life early." β
"You didn't leave me, how could I leave you." Su Jin smiled, "Let's die together." β
Jun Ran looked at her and smiled reluctantly, "Su Jin, although I love to hear this sentence, I always feel that it's not time, if you can say this to me in person a hundred years later, I can be happy for a long time." β
"Oh, ridiculous, shameless!" Suddenly, someone sneered, and a dark red shadow floated over the heads of the two, and fell lightly to the ground, with a mocking tone, "He must be with my master, what is the matter with you?" β
"Red Shadow?"
Su Jin was suddenly overjoyed, "Why are you here?" β
"I'm looking for you."
Seeing that she wasn't hurt, Red Shadow was relieved.
It's okay, otherwise how can I explain to my master?
He stretched out his hand to lift Su Jin and Jun Ran one by one, and he was about to fly out in an instant.
"Let go of me!" Jun Ran suddenly said in a deep voice, "Xiao Yan is so incompetent, she has already fallen to such a point, if you take her back, how can he protect her?" β
"Are you okay?"
Red Shadow sneered again, "If it weren't for my master sending Lord Lu Lu to rob the Dharma Field, how could you have a day when you would be in the limelight?" β
Jun Ran muttered something more, but Red Shadow didn't want to hear it, and reached out for a hand knife, directly slashing him unconscious.
Su Jin snorted, "You're too violent." β
However, it seems that someone is even angrier than her.
"Violence?"
Red Shadow's eyes slanted.
Su Jin swallowed and spit, and suddenly found that today's red shadow was like a small musket, catching and scolding whom.
"No matter how violent I am, I can't be as violent as you, you are the one who almost killed the master with a knife!"
Su Jin shrunk her neck.
She chatted with Lu Jun that day, knowing that Xiao Yan had this plan to avoid the court dispute again in the name of injury, at that time she really thought that she was probably folded here, and she couldn't drag Xiao Yan into the water, thinking that through this knife, she would break off the relationship between them first, so that Xiao Yan would not lose the opportunity for her to lose the great cause in the future, and she could pave the way for Xiao Yan's next step, and it would not arouse the suspicion of others.
But after all, she was in a hurry, she didn't have time, she didn't have the opportunity to think about it so much, so she ignored one point-
She didn't study medicine, and she didn't know whether she was light or heavy, which caused Xiao Yan to almost die because of her knife.
How could her heart not be painful, not entangled, not sad, not distressed?
Every day Su Jin is in pain, every day is worried, and every day is missing him.
It was like having my hands and feet broken and thrown into a sealed jar filled with salt water, letting the bitterness spread from my limbs to my entire body, and I couldn't extricate myself from the pain every day.
He ...... Is he okay? β
Hearing Su Jin ask such a stupid question, Chiying suddenly hooked her lips and smiled.
"Okay, naturally I want you to see it yourself, can I count it if I say it?"
Su Jin had no choice but to shut up, and let Chiying carry her and Jun Ran together and fly to the residence of the person she was familiar with.
Red Shadow's light skills are very good, and his speed is also very fast. It was still a long way off, but it was there soon. But Su Jin felt that this period of time seemed to be as long as a century, so long that she couldn't wait to meet that person.
As soon as the soles of her shoes fell to the ground, Su Jin couldn't wait to go to the backyard.
She wanted to see him!
She wanted to tell him that she didn't suspect him and that she wanted to be with him.
However, the greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment.
When Su Jin ran to the backyard, he happened to see Xiao Yan standing by the door.
Maybe it was because he didn't go out to recuperate in the house, or maybe it was because he was too seriously injured and lost too much blood, Xiao Yan's face was a little unusually pale.
Su Jin paused, and tears unconsciously burst out of the ceremony, drop after drop, as if she couldn't stop at all.
"Xiao Yan, I ......"
She stepped forward, sniffling.
Xiao Yan looked at her quietly, suddenly sneered, turned around and left, and when he left, he still hooked his toes amorous and closed the door in an instant.
"Smack!"
That force almost pinched the tip of Su Jin's nose.