On the last night of the year, the family watched a funny TV show as usual, waiting for the new year to flow, and the children's mood did not show any difference from previous years because they were about to be a year older. Only Jing Rou and Yamaguchi, the husband and wife, were in a completely different state of mind that night, but they all hid this difference in their hearts, and no one showed it in front of the family.

Every year Yamaguchi would sleep before 12 o'clock in the middle of the night, but this year he surprisingly did not sleep, and he stayed with everyone until the clock rang at 12 o'clock, when everyone was going to bed. Subconsciously, Yamaguchi just felt that he should spend more time with his little wife and daughters, and although he always thought that he would definitely overcome the disease again and his body would be able to return to its original normal state, he still couldn't help but cherish any time he spent with his family.

Jingrou's good mood can be said to be all faked, she is the only one in the family who has the most pressure on her, although seeing that the treatment of Yamaguchi is not much different, but it is impossible for her not to worry about all the problems that may occur. Her husband is old and has such a serious illness, and the most terrible thing for Jingrou is the problem of the source of livelihood, although Yamaguchi always said that she should not worry about money, but he has never told Jingrou the specific financial situation of the family. Jingrou didn't even count a little bit in her heart, and she didn't feel good about asking these things when Yamaguchi was like this, and she had always believed in her husband's personality, and she was very relieved to have such a big company, so she could only hide these troubles deep in her heart.

The next day was the first day of the new year, January 1, and in previous years, Yamaguchi would take his family to a shrine a little far away to worship God, but this year he really didn't have that mood and didn't have the physical strength to go out. So this morning, Xinxin drove her mother and two younger sisters, mother and daughter to the largest shrine in the city, although this shrine is located in the city, but they are really the first time to come. The size of the shrine doesn't look too big, but it's definitely not small, because it's being renovated and there are a lot of people, so it feels a little crowded and messy, but the four mothers and daughters still lined up smoothly in front of the symbol wall of the new year, and took a few photos together. Jingrou bought a talisman for the whole family, especially the one for Yamaguchi to bless and remove the pain, and also made a wish at the shrine for Yamaguchi to recover his health as soon as possible. Regardless of whether it worked or not, Jingrou pinned her hopes on this shrine and those small runes, because she didn't know what else she could do for Yamaguchi's illness.

The radiology department of the hospital was open separately after a few days off during the Chinese New Year, and the radiation treatment in Yamaguchi started at the same time as the hospital, so Jingrou's work as a driver for two trips a day also began. Because it was just in time for the Chinese New Year, Yamaguchi bought cakes for a few doctors, and also wrapped red envelopes for several doctors to express his gratitude, although the doctors were embarrassed, but in the end they were very happy to accept it. This is Jingrou's usual way of dealing with people since she met Yamaguchi, because no matter who he deals with, he wants to have a good relationship with the other party, always wants the other party to remember his goodness, and of course, to make the other party better serve himself. Yamaguchi has always given the impression of being a super capable big boss, everyone who has come into contact with him thinks that he has a lot of money, and they all think that he is a generous and good person, maybe only people like Jingrou who really live by his side know his true face!

However, knowing Yamaguchi's way of dealing with people, Jingrou has never interfered too much with him, because she thinks that her husband can be so good to outsiders, so he will definitely not have no plans for the future of himself and his daughters.

As soon as the New Year's holiday passed, the family immediately went to work and school, and Jingrou could finally say goodbye to her most frightening job as a driver for the time being, and began to live as a housewife who revolves around her family every day. Because she finally felt that she could take a breath, and she finally had a little free time, Jingrou began to do things that interested her again.

Speaking of which, it was only after Jingrou quit her job in the supermarket that she began to become interested in her hobby, and it was also because of a chance that she liked to look at Chinese electronics in her mobile phone. Looking at it, Jingrou found that she could write with her mobile phone, so she came up with a bold idea, wanting to try her own writing, and also wanting to preserve her experience over the years through writing.

In fact, in recent years, Jingrou has been a little resigned to her fate, and she always feels that she has achieved nothing for the family in her life, although raising three beautiful and lovely daughters is the most correct thing she feels in her life, but she inevitably always feels unwilling because she can't be a capable mother. So Jingrou began to write, and every day she would find time to write for a while, until her debut novel was basically completed last year, so this year she began to rewrite it from scratch. After all, it was the first time to write, and after Jingrou finished it, she found that there were many things that she was not satisfied with, so the process of rewriting was extraordinarily long, as if it could never be finished. However, Jingrou seems to finally feel that she has a "career" that must be completed, so although many times she is so tired that she wants to give up, but she doesn't want to give up halfway, and every time she puts down her phone, she can't help but pick up her phone again and continue to create.

The seemingly peaceful life of the family did not last long, and soon arrived at Yamaguchi to complete all the radiation treatment, and it was time for Jingrou to accompany Yamaguchi to the hospital to listen to the results of the doctor's examination. The two of them have always seemed a little silent since they started at home, but in fact, behind their seemingly silence, there is a hidden uncontrollable tension between the husband and wife, because neither of them wants to bring up that terrible topic, for fear that the truth will really turn out to be that terrible look.

I don't know why the road to the hospital seems so long today, and Jingrou finally parked the car in the parking lot of the hospital, and finally felt less tight.

Yamaguchi couldn't help tilting his head to look at Jing Rou, and saw that his little wife's face was full of worries that he couldn't hide, so he immediately got out of the car and said with a forced smile: "Rou, you don't have to worry, a person as strong as me will definitely be fine, the treatment will definitely have an effect after so long, I feel it myself, hehe, and my feeling has always been very accurate!" ”

Jingrou saw that Yamaguchi was obviously more nervous than herself, but he still tried to comfort herself, so she quickly smiled and said to him: "That's it, I also think it should be effective, hehe, after treating it for so long, how can it not be effective?" ”

The husband and wife all walked into the hospital happily as if they were all right, and Jingrou sat on the chair at the door of the doctor's office with Yamaguchi, waiting for the nurse to call her name with the many patients. Most of the patients around him were elderly people, and only Jingrou looked so out of place when she sat there alone, and although Yamaguchi was dressed young and fashionable, he couldn't help but feel a little touched when he sat in such a crowd. Although he has always been reluctant to admit that he is old, Yamaguchi works harder than the 30-something employees in the company, but every time he comes to the hospital, especially in the recent period, he has begun to slowly accept the fact that he is old. It's just that he is still full of confidence in front of his little wife, and he never compares himself with the patients and old people around him, because he has become more and more aware that he can no longer accompany his little wife to continue walking, so he wants to show the most radiant side in front of his little wife every day he can live.

Finally, the nurse came over and called Yamaguchi's name, and the couple's nerves immediately tensed, and they walked into the doctor's consultation room one after another, and after greeting the doctor, Yamaguchi sat down on the chair opposite the doctor, and Jingrou sat on the chair prepared for the family in the corner.

The attending doctor is a young man in his thirties, because he has been familiar with the couple many times, and because the attending doctor is very young, he is a person with senior medical qualifications, so the couple also have great expectations for him, hoping that he can cure Yamaguchi's disease.

However, it backfired, and as soon as the attending doctor spoke, the couple's hopes were shattered, and the smiles on their faces disappeared in an instant: "I'm really sorry Mr. Yamaguchi, all the data shows that the radiation therapy during this period has not had any effect, and I can only recommend you to proceed with the next step of chemotherapy." ”

Jingrou's heart sank suddenly, and Yamaguchi was suddenly a little silent.

Seeing this, the attending doctor immediately suggested again, "Mr. Yamaguchi, I know that this result is very disappointing to you, and I feel sorry for it. However, I still recommend that you have a bladder excision surgery to completely remove the cancer cells, and of course I can't guarantee that there will be no more cells in other parts of the body after the removal, but the cancer cells are still in a state where they have not spread. ”

Yamaguchi thought silently for a while, and then he shook his head and refused, "It's still chemotherapy, I don't want to put a bag on my waist all day after a cystectomy!" If that's the case, I won't be able to live a normal life, and I won't be able to work anymore! ”